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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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I agree. I wish I did not exist at all, then this wouldn't be a problem. I want to to know what happens after, but that is also impossible. I think I just have too many regrets. I'm 22 and wish I could just be 17-22 forever, relive my college years, make better decisions, build better relationships... etc
I understand this. If I had the chance, I would do it all over again. Never having existed would be so much better, but having existed, I wish I could change so much. There's nothing left now. I miss my childhood. Everything is empty now.
 
Marbas

Marbas

Misery Loves Company
Feb 20, 2025
85
Nonexistentance. Nothing. Which I don't entirely hate that. After a lifetime of suffering having nothing more to deal with sounds like a blessing.
 
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Leonard_Bangley39

Cant wait to ctb
Nov 6, 2025
82
What i want to happen: Some sort of reincarnation and/or afterlife

What i think will actually happen: everything goes black and i stop thinking permanently, like going to sleep and not dreaming.
 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
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first of all, completely unrelated but i really like your pfp OP
anyway, my stock answer to both (dunno how many times ive posted this on sansu atp):
Reincarnation
 
ih34rty0u

ih34rty0u

"if you’re scared of doing it, do it scared."
Apr 16, 2024
47
i think nothing happens since you lose your consciousness and the ability to experience anything.
but i would like to be reborn in some way, into a better version of life, where my problems wouldn't exist and i could meet my best friend again.
 
mjolnir

mjolnir

Member
Nov 15, 2025
24
Death, for me, is like closing one eye. Not the closing of both, but of just one. And death is not the eye that remains open, but the one that is closed. It is not the 'darkness' that the closed eye presents to us, but rather an absolute nothingness, where there is no longer any sensation, not even of absence. Only the total silence of non-existence.
 
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