Still been practicing, and ruling out my odds

[Neogoloid]

I would've ended it already but I'm waiting for just one more thing before I rest, also what would you say my chances for death are in this position? One of a few I've been testing. Also I tie some pants, long sleeve t shirts, and hoodies around the bunk bed post then around my neck and lean down and it compresses the carotids, definitely have gotten better at it with months of practice. I can do this both standing and kneeling.

 

[4.I.2.Must.Die]

The problem is that the way you do it means you can't do a test run by not tying off the anchor point end to see of you actually do pass out. You can't have the other end of the ligature in your hand.