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virtualoctopus

Student
Aug 15, 2020
169
Is there anyone out there who has considered simply stopping eating as a viable way to CTB? Starvation very natural way to go, and the body is well prepared for it. Supposedly it is a very peaceful, albeit time consuming, method. It does however take a good measure of discipline, and I imagine a good deal of social isolation towards the end, since if you were to end up in a hospital they would most probably force a feeding tube down your throat and you might not have the wherewithal to refuse it. I'm wondering why more people don't go this route. Modern society is so focused on consumption, but if one simply withdraws from society one would most assuredly perish.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Supposedly very peaceful? WTF

This is probably the worst way to go of them all. Absolutely do not do this
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
VSED is mostly used for people who are already dying or sick and are supported by medical professionals. If you're not in that condition ctbing by VSED, is extremely difficult. I tried to do this and failed miserably. If you have food in your house you will eat it if you're starving. If you have to ability to get food you will. I didn't respect my survival instincts and learned a lesson. I'd say don't try this but it's your choice.
 
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virtualoctopus

Student
Aug 15, 2020
169
If you have ever trier to go without food for more than a few weeks you;d know that its actually quite euphoric. Remember that as animals were designed to balance overpopulation with scarcity. After the first week or so you don't feel hunger at all.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
I'm not trying to say you couldn't ctb this way. I'm just saying from my experience, it is very difficult on your own.
 
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virtualoctopus

Student
Aug 15, 2020
169
Sallekhana is a valid religious ritual and should therefore be legally protected if it is freely chosen by an informed person free from coercion.
its not the way I'm trying to CTB, though. More like a comforting backup plan if my other plan fall through. Its a nice idea, at least in theory.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Personally I feel the urge to eat would become very powerful and some of the side effects of not eating quite unpleasant. Of course, this is only my opinion.
 
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virtualoctopus

Student
Aug 15, 2020
169
At any rate its better than other religiously-minded methods, like self immolation & crucifiction. ; )
Personally I feel the urge to eat would become very powerful and some of the side effects of not eating quite unpleasant. Of course, this is only my opinion.

how do you plan to go?
 
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death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I did considered the extrem version (dehydration) few times. I once dehydrated for 3 days (for health purpose). If you are disciplined and live alone then its a good method. Will suffer towards the ends but overall I imagine it to be peaceful.

I live with family and I don't have enough time so I ruled it out.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Food is a helluva drug :pfff:
 
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virtualoctopus

Student
Aug 15, 2020
169
Maybe i'm a bit divorced from society & depersonalized, but I really wish that CTB was more socially acceptable. It would be nice to be able to talk about it openly with friends and family without the usual panic/pep talk/locked in a suicide ward consequences. It sucks that we're relegated to internet forums like SS when we want to speak our truths.
Food is a helluva drug :pfff:
exactly!
Funny, people essentially die all the time from a lifetime of terrible dietary choices. #Mc'lifestyle
Its scary how excited I get when the pieces of dying come together even a little bit. Its been quite a journey, learning how to navigate the darknet, pouring over chemicals & supplier, using bitcoin and learning the inns and outs of debt financing to make it all happen.
 
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XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
This method has been discussed many times in the past. Do a forum search. You'll find some answers.
 
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virtualoctopus

Student
Aug 15, 2020
169
Yeah I see that. Doesn't seem like anyone here has seriously committed to this method.
 
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NeedToD

I’ve got no raisin to live
Jul 2, 2020
50
I managed to go 18 days without any food or drink. Wouldn't recommend this method to anyone who easily gives in to their urge to eat.
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
I managed to go 18 days without any food or drink. Wouldn't recommend this method to anyone who easily gives in to their urge to eat.
18 days without drink? Surely you had water though?
After about 10 days without any liquids at all, death is almost guaranteed.
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
Is there anyone out there who has considered simply stopping eating as a viable way to CTB? Starvation very natural way to go, and the body is well prepared for it. Supposedly it is a very peaceful, albeit time consuming, method. It does however take a good measure of discipline, and I imagine a good deal of social isolation towards the end, since if you were to end up in a hospital they would most probably force a feeding tube down your throat and you might not have the wherewithal to refuse it. I'm wondering why more people don't go this route. Modern society is so focused on consumption, but if one simply withdraws from society one would most assuredly perish.
I think the reason why this is appealing, at least theoretically, is because you don't have to 'do' anything. It's very passive, non violent.
But the si when you get hungry/thirst is very difficult to override.
And you have to make sure that someone doesn't get you hospitalized.
 
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NeedToD

I’ve got no raisin to live
Jul 2, 2020
50
18 days without drink? Surely you had water though?
After about 10 days without any liquids at all, death is almost guaranteed.
No water. When I did this, I was isolated from everyone. I think that I did some permanent damage to my kidney from not drinking.
 
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MrAsclepius

MrAsclepius

Грустная Сука
Jul 31, 2020
212
As with anything, enough self-control and adequate isolation from others will enable you to ctb via starvation.
 
BLUE1970

BLUE1970

Experienced
Nov 3, 2020
213
Starvation alone is a very long winded route, I can fast for a month straight and survive just on water and herbal tea. Dehydration and denial of food would take a shorter period of time - 3 to 8 days apparently.
 
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Umbrellaterm

All parents are evil incarnate
Oct 22, 2020
308
Supposedly very peaceful? WTF

This is probably the worst way to go of them all. Absolutely do not do this
There is actually evidence the body is put in a euphoric state in the last period between death. (With the suicidal method starvation)

I don't recall the exact arguments for it, you'll have to do the search yourself but it's something about the amazing biology of the human body doing it's defense mechanism producing the euphoria.
 
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nana2000

Member
Jul 17, 2020
48
I think It will be probably my method. The Nitrite is not available in my country, I don't know if I will be able to get the latest version of pph or get a permission for euthanasia. I still have a little faith left that I won't have to use this last resort but if there will be no choice I'm ready to indure the pain as long as I reach the goal. I don't have a normal life for over 10 years and Im willing to do almost anything to stop this horror.
 
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