Starvation

[qwerty1969]

I know it's a ridiculed method but when all other preferred methods fail then why not have it running in the background so to speak? I have stopped eating again and I am determined to never eat again. I don't even enjoy eating anymore anyways.

 

[userguy993]

I know it's a ridiculed method but when all other preferred methods fail then why not have it running in the background so to speak? I have stopped eating again and I am determined to never eat again. I don't even enjoy eating anymore anyways.

What about SN?

 

[qwerty1969]

Have not taken it yet. I don't like poisons. It is right here with me though.

 

[themethod]

Im going for a combo... mostly because im 6'1 and 205lbs and train regularly so am strong and fit which i think will make imu body fight more so I plan to seriously weaken myself with a 5 or 6 day water fast first or basicslly as long as it takes to seriously weaken me to the point where i am so tired and fatigued i dont really give a fuck anymore and then do the sn method with three back up doses with 50mg temazapam added an hour before as i have access to it! Ive done just 90 over hours water fasts before and by the end i was kind of getting a little delirious, along with the temazapan which really lower my inhibitions and make me feel like im wrapped in cottonwool, add a little strong indica cbd bud and im pretty sure i should nail it first time!

 

[sadjenny]

I'm interested in this myself again. I did some searching on the forum and you're right, it's really unliked here! I mean, I get it, it's not the quickest. But we're all different and want different things. Personally I don't see good success in cutting as a way to go, for example, but I know some people do and it's right for them where they are in their life.

How do you picture it ending? Muscle wasting away unable to stand? An accidental faint when crossing the road? Cardiac arrest? Refeeding syndrome? etc. IIRC you are very experienced with fasting? I could be thinking of someone else though (it is hard for me to remember)

 

[qwerty1969]

I have gone without food for 50 days previously. There has been people who have successfully starved themself to death and it's not just the old and frail. You had the Irish hunger strikers back in the 80's and there was the following case too.

Aunt and 3 nieces fasted to death

Four women found in a house near Dublin last summer starved themselves to death, an inquest was told yesterday.

www.theguardian.com

 

[sadjenny]

Would you be willing to share some about your experience of 50 days? I have only ever been able to manage 7! I have many questions friend, if you have the time.

 

[Galileo3630]

I've tried starving myself, I eventually got force fed by my mother and the pain was absolutely killing me after the first 32 hours, and that's coming from me, I naturally don't eat and don't feel hungry for a WHILE before I eventually end up eating. Be careful.

 

[Yahwa]

I've been starving myself on and off for years (eating disorder). Two years ago, I managed to reach 2 months without eating. And I ended up in the hospital. All of a sudden, on the last day on my fast, I experienced the WORST pain I've ever experienced in my life. It started from my stomach and went to my whole back in a matter of minutes. The pain was so strong I couldn't do anything. If I laid on my back, my stomach hurt even more, and if I laid on my stomach, my back hurt even more. I managed to walk to my kitchen and took a high dosage of tramadol (300mg). After suffering for 20 minutes, I couldn't take it anymore and called an ambulance. It took them an hour to get to me. The worst and longest hour of my life. When I got to the hospital, they ran some tests, and after hours BEGGING them for meds, they put me on morphine and something else that knocked me out. When I woke up, I had an IV that was giving me all the nutrients I was missing. Turns out my body, after running out of fat to produce energy, was now focusing on my organs. My body was literally destroying my organs to keep itself alive. If I had only one advice to give, don't go that way. Try SN, or any other method way more peaceful and pain-free than this method. Because it'll hurt like hell for days before you pass, and no medication will help lessen that. I still fast a lot these days, but because of this experience, I can no longer feel hunger or full, so it really fucked my body. Granted, it's useful since I can fast without thinking about it, but it isn't a blessing either. Look for another way out, I promise you, it's NOT worth it

 

[userguy993]

I have gone without food for 50 days previously. There has been people who have successfully starved themself to death and it's not just the old and frail. You had the Irish hunger strikers back in the 80's and there was the following case too.

Aunt and 3 nieces fasted to death

Four women found in a house near Dublin last summer starved themselves to death, an inquest was told yesterday.

www.theguardian.com

What made you stop at 50? Did someone notice and intervene?

 

[manta]

I'm interested in this myself again. I did some searching on the forum and you're right, it's really unliked here! I mean, I get it, it's not the quickest. But we're all different and want different things. Personally I don't see good success in cutting as a way to go, for example, but I know some people do and it's right for them where they are in their life.

How do you picture it ending? Muscle wasting away unable to stand? An accidental faint when crossing the road? Cardiac arrest? Refeeding syndrome? etc. IIRC you are very experienced with fasting? I could be thinking of someone else though (it is hard for me to remember)

There are many other ways that are easier and more peaceful. I think that's why it's not liked much in the forums paired with the fact that it's asked pretty about often. We just don't want people to suffer more

 

[sadjenny]

There are many other ways that are easier and more peaceful. I think that's why it's not liked much in the forums paired with the fact that it's asked pretty about often. We just don't want people to suffer more

You know, I didn't think about it like that. This is a very kind and thoughtful community. I'm coming to it more from a self harm POV, rather than as my proper means to end, which is SN. I use the suffering to help myself feel stable and in control. I have a preexisting eating disorder.

 

[manta]

You know, I didn't think about it like that. This is a very kind and thoughtful community. I'm coming to it more from a self harm POV, rather than as my proper means to end, which is SN. I use the suffering to help myself feel stable and in control. I have a preexisting eating disorder.

Oh I see I also didn't think of it that light. I'm sorry that you must suffer in order to feel stable. I wish it didn't have to be that way and I hope you find peace however that may be.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me, this is a terrible suicide method, as it sounds so unbearable and like it would be pretty much impossible to follow through with.

 

[userguy993]

Tortuous Suicide: German Man Starved Himself to Death in Forest

He was unemployed, his marriage had collapsed and he had lost touch with his daughter. A 58-year-old German man committed suicide by cycling deep into a forest and starving himself to death in a 24-day ordeal during which he kept a diary of his suffering.

www.spiegel.de

 

[qwerty1969]

Would you be willing to share some about your experience of 50 days? I have only ever been able to manage 7! I have many questions friend, if you have the time.

Yes ask anything

What made you stop at 50? Did someone notice and intervene?

I was offered some sushi and I ate it with the intention that that was all I was going to eat then I ate a bit more over the proceeding days then pretty much the fast was over. Sort of was frustrated that it was taking so long too. This time I will not give up, hopefully.

I've tried starving myself, I eventually got force fed by my mother and the pain was absolutely killing me after the first 32 hours, and that's coming from me, I naturally don't eat and don't feel hungry for a WHILE before I eventually end up eating. Be careful.

I have not eaten for 30 plus hours already and I don't feel any discomfort. My mindset is that this is going to take many weeks so I'm prepared mentally.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

What about the damage that will be inflicted on your organs should you fail this method, or even change your mind last minute? You may end up with a lifetime of added misery to deal with.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Nah. I like ribs and brisket too much. Plus, this takes away from the whole 'last meal' part of it!!!

 

[CandyCane]

I get hungry like every 4 hours. I could never do this.

 

[qwerty1969]

What about the damage that will be inflicted on your organs should you fail this method, or even change your mind last minute? You may end up with a lifetime of added misery to deal with.

Already damaged so it's not a factor. One of the hardest things is dealing with something that once gave you pleasure and you are now denying yourself of that pleasure.