Starvation/dehydration?

[Morpheus]

I'm going bonkers and filled with selfself ha. Idk if this can work. Last time I broke the water fast, I was irate with myself. Isn't there any one here who could help me? Please reach out to me.
We could help each other? Ugh. I'm not even a person anymore. I just want to get out. I have rope. Every day for weeks I tried to make it work with a f'd up suspension point. Now I have small petichial hemmoraging all over my face. My soul is crushed. I'm about to put my bathrobe on and drink water, which I promised myself I wouldn't do.

 

[bigj75]

Are you guys saying this is ridiculous basically?

It's doable (hard as hell) but not a recommended method unless you are in jail with no other means to kill yourself.

Hanging is easier than starvation in my opinion. You just need to practice. Have you tried the night night method yet?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

 

[Morpheus]

It's doable (hard as hell) but not a recommended method unless you are in jail with no other means to kill yourself.

Hanging is easier than starvation in my opinion. You just need to practice. Have you tried the night night method yet?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

I feel as if I'm in jail. I won't get to self-pitying but nothing is getting better for me. TY for the link. I'm sure it's explained well, but I can't comprehend a thing at this point. I have been chasing the carotoids for months, got rope, read and watched just about every video in partial but it doesn't work. My rope is too thick and the scarves didn't work. My POS apartment has a f'd up suspension point, handle rails (sturdy but low) in the tub, then linked over a door. Not working. I'm an absolute mess at this point. I need someone to help me with going out who is going out. I've really fritzed myself. Now I feel as if drinking water/ginger ale is just buying me back into this but I can't imagine at least 10 more days of this. I'm such a mess. I'm alone and have been hardcore unraveling for months.

 

[Morpheus]

I caved. I drank. After almost 2 days. Thank you - kind people who replied. I apologise that I come across as too much. I've been living like this for a long time. I am simply desperate af, carrying signs of failed CTB in addition to underlying reasons. I hate being this thirsty, but there it is.
Please reach out to me if you can help. I wasn't always this fng stupid. If you're interested, message me on your profile page and we can go there.
Summarize, this method is not doable. :(

 

[AfternoonApple]

I am currently trying this method after failing at the carbon monoxide method and the night night method. I have not eaten in nearly 5 days and have not drank any water in 3 days. My mouth is incredibly dry and the urge to not consume liquid is very difficult. It has helped to get a wet towel and pat my face with it. I have read online that you can wet your mouth and spit it out without swallowing to help with mouth discomfort but I do not want to risk failing this method too.

 

[hegesias]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prayopavesa
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sallekhana

 

[NotWhatIExpected]

I am currently trying this method after failing at the carbon monoxide method and the night night method. I have not eaten in nearly 5 days and have not drank any water in 3 days. My mouth is incredibly dry and the urge to not consume liquid is very difficult. It has helped to get a wet towel and pat my face with it. I have read online that you can wet your mouth and spit it out without swallowing to help with mouth discomfort but I do not want to risk failing this method too.

How did CO fail for you? You can pm me