Venting Started to practice night night because it's the only way that I can find peace.

[Reuthry]

Today I decided that I should be practicing because there is no other way out for me. I will be trying to master this specific method, so I can ensure that I don't turn into a vegetable while trying to kill myself.
I started to practice with a thick belt. I tried to find the pulse on both sides of my neck and used two rolled up socks to compress that area. I spent like an hour trying. I can't really say that I succeeded, but I have learned a few things and I think it is a thing. I believe that I will try and try and keep trying and one day I can finally die. I would be glad if you share have tips and recommendations about night night if you know, I am still learning.

 

[UKscotty]

Practice of these methods is a very bad idea.

Literally a couple of seconds is the difference between dead and alive.

 

[Reuthry]

Practice of these methods is a very bad idea.

Literally a couple of seconds is the difference between dead and alive.

I mean I don't have any other option left for me, and I guess I wouldn't mind accidentally dying. But as I said I have no other methods available, this one is not that available I just can't find anything else than common household items. I wish I could just get SN and use it, but unfortunately I don't live alone and my parents would not let me move out because they know I am suicidal.

 

[amaterasu :-)]

I dont understund the night night method, can you explain me a little how do you manage to do it with a belt and socks (if you dont mind)? Thats something I want to try myself...

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best of luck with your plans, I wish that it's more straightforward to just cease existing on our own terms, we shouldn't have to struggle so much to die.

 

[Reuthry]

I dont understund the night night method, can you explain me a little how do you manage to do it with a belt and socks (if you dont mind)? Thats something I want to try myself...

Well I am still currently learning, but it is basically cutting the blood flow to brain (not only compressing jugular vein but compressing carotid artery so you pass out fast and peacefully if you do it correctly). If you only compress jugular veins as far as I know it would be painful and it would take longer because it is the vein that takes blood without oxygen from brain back to body (basically you would have carotid arteries working and supplying oxygen to brain so it takes slower and is painful).

There are two "sweet spots" (as they call) on your neck, you need to find the pulse. You can try compressing those spots with your fingers, if you do it correctly, you will feel some tingle in you feet, arms, or lips, I think this may depend on the person, but like in general if you feel like you are going to pass out, congratulations you found the spot.

So in theory, compressing this area will make you pass out in seconds, and your brain will be dead after sometime and you would be dead probably after 30 minutes passed (you need to make sure that you are not found before or you can turn into a vegetable).

The reasons it is unreliable they say are:
1- It is not easy to find the spots, compress them fully while making sure that the tourniquet (or what you are using, belt, ratchet belt preferably, I will explain in a second) doesn't and won't move when you are unconscious.
2- There are only a few footages, one that is easily found is a YouTuber's suicide, in the video he (tries, let's say) compresses his carotid arteries and jugular veins, but he tightens the ratchet too much and ends up compressing his windpipe as well (which causes SI to show up, that's probably why he suffered through the process) and he was making weird noises because he wasn't able to breathe properly. But I believe if done correctly, it would be a smooth ride, you would pass out fast and die as the time passes.
3- Failing is so easy in this method. In a usual good scenerio, you would pass out and wake up again right after. In the worst scenerio, you would get brain damage and you would have to live rest of your life as a vegetable, or you would die consciously while suffering in pain and that is not we want.

So in short, you need to know much about it both in theory and in practice, to achieve a peaceful death. And it seems that it is quite hard to do, but in my case I wouldn't choose it if I had some other option.

And how safe is practicing? Well, it's not really safe, I mean I didn't die from it (yet but I am currently determined to ctb with it), but I can imagine someone practicing and dying without intending it.

And that I guess all I know, sorry for the long-ass paragraph. You can check resources in this site for night night method, I will link it here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834 I hope it helps.

 

[amaterasu :-)]

Well I am still currently learning, but it is basically cutting the blood flow to brain (not only compressing jugular vein but compressing carotid artery so you pass out fast and peacefully if you do it correctly). If you only compress jugular veins as far as I know it would be painful and it would take longer because it is the vein that takes blood without oxygen from brain back to body (basically you would have carotid arteries working and supplying oxygen to brain so it takes slower and is painful).

There are two "sweet spots" (as they call) on your neck, you need to find the pulse. You can try compressing those spots with your fingers, if you do it correctly, you will feel some tingle in you feet, arms, or lips, I think this may depend on the person, but like in general if you feel like you are going to pass out, congratulations you found the spot.

So in theory, compressing this area will make you pass out in seconds, and your brain will be dead after sometime and you would be dead probably after 30 minutes passed (you need to make sure that you are not found before or you can turn into a vegetable).

The reasons it is unreliable they say are:
1- It is not easy to find the spots, compress them fully while making sure that the tourniquet (or what you are using, belt, ratchet belt preferably, I will explain in a second) doesn't and won't move when you are unconscious.
2- There are only a few footages, one that is easily found is a YouTuber's suicide, in the video he (tries, let's say) compresses his carotid arteries and jugular veins, but he tightens the ratchet too much and ends up compressing his windpipe as well (which causes SI to show up, that's probably why he suffered through the process) and he was making weird noises because he wasn't able to breathe properly. But I believe if done correctly, it would be a smooth ride, you would pass out fast and die as the time passes.
3- Failing is so easy in this method. In a usual good scenerio, you would pass out and wake up again right after. In the worst scenerio, you would get brain damage and you would have to live rest of your life as a vegetable, or you would die consciously while suffering in pain and that is not we want.

So in short, you need to know much about it both in theory and in practice, to achieve a peaceful death. And it seems that it is quite hard to do, but in my case I wouldn't choose it if I had some other option.

And how safe is practicing? Well, it's not really safe, I mean I didn't die from it (yet but I am currently determined to ctb with it), but I can imagine someone practicing and dying without intending it.

And that I guess all I know, sorry for the long-ass paragraph. You can check resources in this site for night night method, I will link it here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834 I hope it helps

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Thank you for your very detailed reply!

but then you have your own variant of the method or you just use the belt to practice it? I thought it was exactly the same as partial hanging but with a belt (and no anchor point?). Although I also wondered, why do you have to do it at night?

 

[Reuthry]

Well I still live with my parents, and they know that I am suicidal so I am sort of forced to live. I could move out but they wouldn't let me, and use past records of hospital to use as an excuse. If I was able to, I would buy SN (it's so easy to get here, yet I still don't have it, it is sad.