Story SS has made me LESS SUICIDAL!

[WornOutLife]

Hello my dear SS fellows and FIXTHE26 lurkers,

I hope you're doing great!

As for me, I'm quite good actually! That's why I've decided to post this thread to express my gratitude and love towards all of you! (well, you're not part of it, FT26, sorry.)

To begin with, as some of you might know, I suffer from bipolar disorder so my days are either hell or heaven. I seldom have "normal days". For instance, last weekend I was thinking of ctb and really wanted to do it but then, some days later, I started feeling better and here I am, having an awesome day! I've even worked today, A SATURDAY! I can't recognize myself haha!

Thus, what I want to say is THANK YOU! Thank you so much for being here and allowing me to interact with all of you and sometimes even help you with my experience which might not be enough but I might have some tips for you because I know what being in hell, suicidal and depressed is like.

For all those individuals who want to shut down this website, let me tell you that you have no idea what you're talking about. Nobody is forcing neither adults nor children to kill themselves. We're just part of a virtual world in which WE ARE ALLOWED to TALK ABOUT suicide, depression, anxiety, mental disorders, ask for tips and help and so on!

I don't know whether I'll ctb or not someday but I wanted to let you know that I'm really grateful to you. You're the best.

See you around,

Matt aka WornOutLife

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

Can you give me some of your bipolar? I need dopamine hits too.

 

[botanormal]

It's so good to hear you've been having a good day today! I feel the exact same way you do about this site, I've met some wonderful people here, and received support unlike anywhere else! Before I joined, I felt so alone & worthless, so joining this wonderful community has definitely helped me to feel more comfortable. Being able to discuss these topics without judgement shouldn't be discouraged, it's such a shame that a website like this is so frowned upon in society, because it genuinely helps many people. I appreciate you being here too, as well as all the over lovely members here. You're all such kind souls, thank you all!

 

[loopylou]

Yes Matt ! Big love to you

 

[Outofhope]

I'm glad this has helped you. Honestly I think there are good people on here just terrible situations in general.
However it's opposite for me. I keep reading threads on how people have managed to the job, and I'm just sat here like lol ugh. Can't get the guts to do it.

 

[rs929]

I used to feel the same way until I brought up the subject that maybe young people should be saved from making impulsive attempts on their lives. People laughed at me and now I am actually feeling a lot more suicidal and depressed.

 

[whywere]

Matt, you are such a beautiful and caring person. I am so happy that you found support from everyone here. On a Saturday, sitting here watch the snow melt towards spring, not only do I have faith in warmer weather coming but in YOU!! All my SUPPORT, love, caring, empathy and kindness goes out to you Matt. Walter

 

[Symbiote]

I can attest that being on SS has made me less suicidal rather than winging it alone. Joined back in October, thought I was going to die at end of November, but met some quality posters here and they have helped me stick around. Not sure for how long, but I'm here now.

I'm glad you felt the same way Matt.

 

[throwaway2goawy]

So glad to hear! I'm not feeling any better at the moment but even for people like me, having people to speak to and hearing stories like yours brings some light in all the dark moments.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Fixthe69 btfo'd once again. I enjoy the opportunity to have fun with the members on here, also have an ok-ish method now. SaSu rules, fixthe69 sux my tiny bawsacc!!!

 

[Sensei]

I've said it before and I say it again: I would have been dead now if I hadn't found this place.

 

[Symbiote]

Fixthe69 btfo'd once again. I enjoy the opportunity to have fun with the members on here, also have an ok-ish method now. SaSu rules, fixthe69 sux my tiny bawsacc!!!

I had to read that in Cartman's voice.

 

[whywere]

So glad to hear! I'm not feeling any better at the moment but even for people like me, having people to speak to and hearing stories like yours brings some light in all the dark moments.

WELCOME to Sanctioned Suicide! Great, another new global family member, just so, so nice to have you with everyone here. I hope that you find all the love, caring, kindness, empathy and support that we are getting famous for! Never listen to the likes of "fix the 26" idiots becasue WE are FAMILY!! Again, WELCOME!!! Walter

 

[loopylou]

This website allows me to openly talk about my feelings without being judged for it. People say ' talk, reach out' etc when someone commits suicide so here we are talking and reaching out ? Why can't fix the 26 see that ?????

 

[JipJopMop]

I am probably more suicidal but also frustrated because a lot of the methods I want to do are inaccessible to me at present (SN/N)

I am thinking of jumping but even getting to the place could be tricky

Sometimes I think of trying to live again but I soon want to die again.

I've had enough of this shite place (the world)

 

[simplynothing]

Can't say its making me less suicidal..but I'm still here, so who knows? Glad its working for you.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

We're just part of a virtual world in which WE ARE ALLOWED to TALK ABOUT suicide

I think this is key. Literally everywhere else, whether online, IRL, with strangers, with friends/family... you will be shut down with meaningless platitudes and no serious discussion may ever be had.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

So happy to to read this!! That does end up being the case for a handful of people!

We will continue to keep you around as long as we can. ;)

I am also grateful for this website and the people who call this place home. You have contributed positively in my life as well! Grateful for you, mate.

xoxo

 

[fresca]

You got this! I'm so glad you are having a good day. You deserve it man :D

 

[Life sucks]

I'm glad the site helped you. You are very nice

 

[Pen>Sword]

Sometimes there is comfort when you know that you're not alone. This forum lets us interact with like-minded people who just "gets it" without interruptions from "pro-life" people.

 

[WornOutLife]

OMG I wasn't expecting to receive so many reactions and replies!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH PEOPLE! You've just confirmed my words: SS is amazing.

I wish those people who don't feel comfortable here could read your and my words.

There are individuals here who are in way too much pain and possibly, there's nothing we can do but at least we will always "listen to" them and try to help them somehow without the need of pro-life bulls**t.

I insist, thanks again, you're wonderful beings and none of you deserves to suffer in this goddamn and ridiculous universe lol.

Hugs to all of you!!!!

 

[Abir_london]

Reading this put a smile on my face :)
I'm glad you are doing good my friend,stay strong
Life worth living sometimes

 

[Lost in a Dream]

People say ' talk, reach out' etc when someone commits suicide so here we are talking and reaching out ? Why can't fix the 26 see that ?????

It's probably because we aren't reaching out to people that will try to force motivate us to keep on living. It's their way or the highway, except they want the highway to be shut down so we can't use it.

@WornOutLife I'm glad things are going well for you. It's kind of ironic that a site that gives information for people who want to die, also makes them want to live simply by giving them a place to be listened to and understood, without being judged. It's amazing how much it helps.

 

[CatabolicSeed]

I'm so happy for you!! :)

 

[WornOutLife]

@WornOutLife I'm glad things are going well for you. It's kind of ironic that a site that gives information for people who want to die, also makes them want to live simply by giving them a place to be listened to and understood, without being judged. It's amazing how much it helps.

Thank you so much!
It's exactly as you said. I just love being heard once and for all! I've tried like 10 different therapists and they just don't work.
My dad loves me but I can't talk about ctb with him and I have no friends left so, finding SS has helped me lots.

I'm glad there's a place in which people like me can freely talk and share their experiences.

I remember those days in which REDDIT was a decent place and you could even talk about suicide and depression there without being judged or censored. It's ridiculous now!

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Posts like yours @WornOutLife are what opponents of this community should be paying more attention to.

...But more to the point: it is really good that it has made you feel better. Good for you.

 

[WornOutLife]

Posts like yours @WornOutLife are what opponents of this community should be paying more attention to.

...But more to the point: it is really good that it has made you feel better. Good for you.

Thank you!
Those fixthe26 and STOP SANCTIONED SUICIDE guys love taking screenshots of my posts. Why not take some of this thread?
SS rocks and has literally saved my life!

 

[suicidal257]

This site is the place where there is no stupid censorship about suicide. One can talk about it freely. I appreciate that.

 

[Istanbulite]

me too!