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tiredplant777

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Has anyone here had any spiritual experiences? I have, they helped me survive my abuse. However I still suffer. I feel actually really stupid having had these experiences but I still can't feel ok in day to day life. I guess I am wondering if anyone has felt the same, and I also just really wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks
 
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I they help you, keep them.

I haven't had any of them and I don't believe in them at all, but don't pay attention to that.
 
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Mystical experiences have us, not the other way around.
 
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Has anyone here had any spiritual experiences? I have, they helped me survive my abuse. However I still suffer. I feel actually really stupid having had these experiences but I still can't feel ok in day to day life. I guess I am wondering if anyone has felt the same, and I also just really wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks
I dont know if this is a near-death experience but I remember when I was a grade-schooler and had an accident which cut my temple open. I was bleeding profusely as I went down to the infirmary. And when I went and laid down on the bed, I passed out. I can hear the nurses panicking but its fading and I saw what others call the "tunnel". From there, I heard myself or my subconscious telling me I still have exams to finish. Thats when I woke up. Funny how exams can stop me from going into the light. :))
 
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Funny how exams can stop me from going into the light. :))
That is funny. Normally the voice is more vague, like 'you have work to do'. What you describe would likely be classified as a 'probable NDE'. Countless others can be found at https://www.nderf.org/Archives/NDERF_NDEs.html

Has anyone here had any spiritual experiences? I have, they helped me survive my abuse. However I still suffer.
I'm jealous! I have studied the phenomenon for countless years but never had such an experience. They can happen spontaneously during times of extreme danger/stress, as a result of deep meditation, self-inquiry or other spiritual practice.

What you need to know is that it usually takes a period of time to integrate a spiritual awakening into life, as the conditioned mind is still alive and well. Some people have had sudden and permanent awakenings (ego death), but for most people there is a need to relentlessly pursue through practice. It is important to have guidance.

This man is a scholar of the (IMO) greatest guru of the past century (Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi). His work should be a good starting point. I'm more than happy to help further, as I have the opposite problem (intellectual knowledge but no experience).

Mystical experiences have us, not the other way around.
That is brilliant!
 
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Unless getting soo high that i felt i was leaving my body counts then no
 
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That is funny. Normally the voice is more vague, like 'you have work to do'. What you describe would likely be classified as a 'probable NDE'.
Right?? :)) I remember it clearly though. The voice was not coming from external sources. It feels like it was just like any ordinary conversation in my head where I talk to myself. However, what was strange is that the voice is not me controlling it, its just somehow said it without my control.
 
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Right?? :)) I remember it clearly though. The voice was not coming from external sources. It feels like it was just like any ordinary conversation in my head where I talk to myself. However, what was strange is that the voice is not me controlling it, its just somehow said it without my control.
Most NDEs report that communication on the other side happens via direct telepathy, not via vocal sounds that can be easily misinterpreted. Normally, people are instructed to go back by deceased loved ones or other entities. This may have been what happened in your case, though they obviously didn't make themselves known.
 
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Most NDEs report that communication on the other side happens via direct telepathy, not via vocal sounds that can be easily misinterpreted. Normally, people are instructed to go back by deceased loved ones or other entities. This may have been what happened in your case, though they obviously didn't make themselves known.
Actually shared this to my mom years back and she opened up that while she was in labor of me, there was another person with them in labor too and we were born at the same time. Sadly, the other person's baby was stillborn. And she recounted the many accidents I had but was never harmed in any major way then she said that the baby might have become my guardian. I dont know if its really true but recalling the accidents ive gone through, im starting to believe.
 
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I dont know if its really true but recalling the accidents ive gone through, im starting to believe.
Very possible. The being you speak of would have known ahead of time that they would be stillborn, so they were serving as angels in pure service to others to start with. I recommend seeing if you can communicate or ask for help with any challenges. They aren't allowed to do anything for us (seems they are 'pro-choice') but are allowed to help us to help ourselves.
 
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Very possible. The being you speak of would have known ahead of time that they would be stillborn, so they were serving as angels in pure service to others to start with. I recommend seeing if you can communicate or ask for help with any challenges. They aren't allowed to do anything for us (seems they are 'pro-choice') but are allowed to help us to help ourselves.
It seems you are a religious person. Though it sounds like I am not, I am but just shied away from my family's fanatical approach. I do pray and ask guidance but as of now, I am just really tired of life and want to go.
 
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It seems you are a religious person. Though it sounds like I am not, I am but just shied away from my family's fanatical approach. I do pray and ask guidance but as of now, I am just really tired of life and want to go.
I had religious fanatics in my family too. I know how much trouble they cause with their misguided antics. Spirituality is different to religion as it is based on pursuing direct experience/connection with the divine rather than living under the rules and narratives of an old book.

I respect your choices whatever they may be. All will be well in the end.
 
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Probably not what you're looking for but a few weeks back my alarm went off and I was going to get up, have a shower and get ready for work, but I was really tired and depressed (as I am every morning) and decided to have a quick 10 minute nap, while moving my feet around so that I didn't fall into a deep sleep... and of course I fell into a deep sleep. All i remember is in my dream, this weird thing with a blue and white face looked at me and said, "They're waiting". I awoke after this and glanced at my phone to realise that my train left in 20mins so I had to call a taxi to take me to the station and I ran around like a lunatic in an attempt to get ready. I ended up making it, barely. Honestly, don't think it was a sign from God or the universe or any other nonesense, it was probably just my subconscious, somewhat interesting nonetheless.

TLDR: Dream told me that i needed to get my ass up for work after I fell asleep one morning.
 
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tiredplant777

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Jul 23, 2021
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Mystical experiences have us, not the other way around.
That is perfect, thank you.
That is funny. Normally the voice is more vague, like 'you have work to do'. What you describe would likely be classified as a 'probable NDE'. Countless others can be found at https://www.nderf.org/Archives/NDERF_NDEs.html


I'm jealous! I have studied the phenomenon for countless years but never had such an experience. They can happen spontaneously during times of extreme danger/stress, as a result of deep meditation, self-inquiry or other spiritual practice.

What you need to know is that it usually takes a period of time to integrate a spiritual awakening into life, as the conditioned mind is still alive and well. Some people have had sudden and permanent awakenings (ego death), but for most people there is a need to relentlessly pursue through practice. It is important to have guidance.

This man is a scholar of the (IMO) greatest guru of the past century (Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi). His work should be a good starting point. I'm more than happy to help further, as I have the opposite problem (intellectual knowledge but no experience).


That is brilliant!

Thank you so much. I have been given the guidance to meditate. So I will be doing that, but having ptsd makes it hard sometimes and it's hard to let myself sit still, it feels dangerous. I will check out that scholar, that is great, Ramana Maharshi has been coming up for me for the past year, so I should look into him more.
I had a really profound experience when the person who was abusing me lost his patience and tried to kill me. Christ came as this pure white light, I have never felt so much peace and compassion. Christ stopped the abuser, and then tried to reach him, the compassion Christ had for this man was total compassion, there was no judgement at all. The abuser was so stuck in shame he was scared of the light, but Christ totally understood why, and there was no judgement. The guy had to leave and I was safe. I know there's a lot of stuff with christianity, but this experience for me was totally outside what religion could convey. Some people have asked me if it was just me interpreting the light as Christ, but I wasn't raised religious, and I also just knew in such a personal way it was Jesus Christ. What is hard is that after this abuser continued, then I was abused by someone else too who was supposed to help me. The guy who tried to kill me stayed in the dark and still targeted me for a while after this. I was always so scared I'd just get shot in the street or something, and hardly anyone would take me seriously.
I also saw a lot about this abuser in the experience, what happened to him in his childhood, and it was so horrific.
Probably not what you're looking for but a few weeks back my alarm went off and I was going to get up, have a shower and get ready for work, but I was really tired and depressed (as I am every morning) and decided to have a quick 10 minute nap, while moving my feet around so that I didn't fall into a deep sleep... and of course I fell into a deep sleep. All i remember is in my dream, this weird thing with a blue and white face looked at me and said, "They're waiting". I awoke after this and glanced at my phone to realise that my train left in 20mins so I had to call a taxi to take me to the station and I ran around like a lunatic in an attempt to get ready. I ended up making it, barely. Honestly, don't think it was a sign from God or the universe or any other nonesense, it was probably just my subconscious, somewhat interesting nonetheless.

TLDR: Dream told me that i needed to get my ass up for work after I fell asleep one morning.
Oh that is trippy ! I had to put my dog down because he had aggression issues and attacked some people unprovoked (the people were okay thankfully). A good few months after this happened I had a dream where he was running in these amazing fields surrounded by mountains like in the rockies, it was beautiful. There were other dogs and other people around. He ran up to me and I was petting his belly, and I asked someone if this was okay, if it was safe for him to be running free like this with so many people and dogs around. The man I asked said, 'it's safe, he can't hurt anyone here.' I hope that dream was real.
 
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toforigivelife

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I personally have not had an NDE or a mystical experience.

But here is a very compelling account of a near death experience as well as what's known as an after death communication.

It's about an hour long, but all of the details and synchronicities are important as well as the after death communication that was independently verified by three separate individuals.

If you are interested interested in near death experiences and verified after death communication stories then I hope you get some spare time so you can watch it.

Rand Schiefer's Near Death and After Death Communication Experience

 
mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

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Jun 15, 2021
362
I've had 2 mystical experiences. The first one was when I was walking in the park. I was doing selfinquiry, asking myself questions like "Who am I?". While doing that, I could feel some kind of energy moving up my chest. I also felt peaceful and serene. I guess I was hypomanic. Later on when I got home, I was really excited about the fact that I figured out who I was (consciousness). And in that excitement, suddenly this energy shot up to my brain. I could feel it moving from my chest to my brain really fast. Suddenly I had some sort of psychic Powers for a period of time. I could see energies around me and hear music differently. This experiences has made me bipolar by the way.

The second experience was with entities. I was laying in my bed when I heard these really low frequency noises in my room. I also felt really cold sensations on my body. I didn't know what to do so I picked up some cross and banished the entities. It worked. Don't ask me why these entities were there, I dont want to talk about that.

What I've learned from it all is that there is way more going on than we can see. Life is strange.

Some people would call me psychotic. But I've never been psychotic. I'm not saying that it can't be but.. its just really strange.
 
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