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sanan23

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Oct 2, 2024
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i get that n is impossible to find online but is cyanide also equally impossible or are there sources of it online? i have not been able to find any
 
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tbh2023

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Nov 4, 2024
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They have potassium cyanide online but I don't know the differences to advice anyone. I'm looking for something easier than sn too. I just don't have the time to fail.
 
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sanan23

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Oct 2, 2024
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They have potassium cyanide online but I don't know the differences to advice anyone. I'm looking for something easier than sn too. I just don't have the time to fail.
could you please dm me your source for that? i too am worried about surviving sn many say that its a sure way to go but cyanide seems more painless and easier
 
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Nov 18, 2024
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I dunno about cyanide cause some are sayings it's quick and painless and some say it's quick but horrendous :/ plus if it was such an easy way to ctb people would be talking about it more than n or here, I wish there were more threads about it. Come back and tell me if you discover anything useful lol.
 
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curiouscvnt

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Nov 20, 2024
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maybe jeweler supply or goldsmithers would have it?
take care to find a way to verify the identity of the product you buy, though. CN salts and other organic compounds tend to be rather nondescript in appearance; potassium cyanide, for example, looks like coarse table salt-- and should small like bitter almonds, esp if you dissolve it in water. That's b/c of HCN gas -- which is also toxic btw so take care to not huff it when you're just verifying whether something is or isn't a CN salt
 
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atre

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Nov 18, 2024
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I dunno about cyanide cause some are sayings it's quick and painless and some say it's quick but horrendous :/ plus if it was such an easy way to ctb people would be talking about it more than n or here, I wish there were more threads about it. Come back and tell me if you discover anything useful lol.
As far as I know it depends on how the cyanide is taken. If taken orally as a salt (potassium/sodium cyanide) it is a slower death. The gaseous form of cyanide (Hydrogen Cyanide) provides a quicker death. Although "quicker" does not necessarily mean overly peaceful, I'd think that losing consciousness in under 1-1.5 mins (via HCN) would be relatively less painful.
 
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L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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It was once available to all criminals. Where were they supplied? It seemed to be quick, but not painless. Hitler took a load of them before shooting himself in the head. Like him, many others in those years and in the following decades until today. Someone here in the forum recommended how to produce it with the oven. But would you trust yourself to produce it without knowing what you are doing? We need detailed explanations. Who can help us in the forum?
 
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inconstantprayer

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Dec 18, 2024
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They have potassium cyanide online but I don't know the differences to advice anyone. I'm looking for something easier than sn too. I just don't have the time to fail.
I have the same concerns when the time comes. I need something reliable, that won't go bad if I can't do it for many years, but is durable enough to still be unaffected by hard travel and not need any special care, and be there for me when I need it at long last... Or is that all too much to ask for?
 
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