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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
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Hey guys,


I'll be blunt; I'm a fat ass. Even a fatter asser than I was last week. So miserable to see what I've turned into. I went from Atkins to fatkins.

Anyway, I'm concerned that 2 bottles of vet N won't do the job for such a lard ass such as myself. This isn't fear-mongering, it's an honest concern. Does anyone have the facts in regards to people who have more "X's" in their underwear than Zsa Zsa Gabor? Thx in advance.
 
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2 bottles will kill you, unless you're an alcoholic or have a lot of drug tolerance, then you may want 3 bottles.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
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Well, Merry Xmas! That's the best news I've heard in a long while! Just worried b/c everything else is adjusted accordingly for huskier folks. Many thanks.
 
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Well, Merry Xmas! That's the best news I've heard in a long while! Just worried b/c everything else is adjusted accordingly for huskier folks. Many thanks.
Scratch that :'( Looks like the LD50 for oral N is 100 mg/kg, though you can die with as little as 36mg/kg . So at 300 pounds that's 13.6g, you may need 3 bottles, since 2 bottles is only ~12g.
Scratch that :'( Looks like the LD50 for oral N is 100 mg/kg, though you can die with as little as 36mg/kg . So at 300 pounds that's 13.6g, you may need 3 bottles, since 2 bottles is only ~12g.
Just going off a chart on another thread, so I don't know how reliable it is. I can keep looking.

Says 250mL, 3 bottles will kill you for sure. There have been some heavier people on this site who have ctb with just 2 bottles though.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
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Thx. I looked at some threads on the site(god knows where though), and I've read that 3 bottles is so much that the risk of vomiting greatly increases. I think I'll drink the 2 bottles with Meto stat dose an hour prior, tea and toast, with bourbon after to potentiate the Nembutal.

My biggest fear(!!): failing, and the legal and life repercussions that would follow. I'm giving my remaining money away beforehand for specific purpose,so I would be flat-ass broke and in far worse shape than ever should the attempt fail. Bought my body bag, got my N, Meto, Orajel, ordered Boton mouthwash (to numb the buds, not b/c some hot nurse will try CPR, damnit). I'm ready, but the time will be precise and symbolic and personally meaningful, But, damn I'm terrified of failing to die, vomiting, my body somehow withstanding the 13 grams of N. I don't drink, nor do drugs. Though I do have fatty liver and it's a third larger now. Any other reports of heavier people and Nembutal effectively ending their lives? Any dead people online?
 
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The bourbon potentiating would help a lot I think. Very good chance it will work.
 
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The bourbon potentiating would help a lot I think. Very good chance it will work.
Can you explain how potentiating occurs in simple terms? I will be doing my own research, but you seem to know something.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
Chasing Nembutal with alcohol increases its effect. Also, it helps with the unpleasant taste/texture/however one would describe the Nembutal aftereffect in one's throat. But, yes, alcohol helps. Recommended officially. But only AFTER N. Not before (drinking alcohol prior to N would likely increase possibility of vomiting). It's all in the protocol stuff listed elsewhere on this site.
 
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Chasing Nembutal with alcohol increases its effect. Also, it helps with the unpleasant taste/texture/however one would describe the Nembutal aftereffect in one's throat. But, yes, alcohol helps. Recommended officially. But only AFTER N. Not before (drinking alcohol prior to N would likely increase possibility of vomiting). It's all in the protocol stuff listed elsewhere on this site.
Yep, that is why, after I drink my N I am going to chase it down with a nice shot of Bailey's Irish Cream. It will help potentiate it and take away some of the after taste.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
Yep, that is why, after I drink my N I am going to chase it down with a nice shot of Bailey's Irish Cream. It will help potentiate it and take away some of the after taste.
How much alcohol is in Bailey's? And is it an Irish whiskey base? I'd just be afraid of the cream interacting with the alcohol. My old gf would drink white russians (sorry all my Ukrainian friends), and she'd end up like Linda Blair in The Exorcist--but a lot more attractive, even when doing porcelain worship.
 
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lol, the exorcist, that must have been a trip man. Bailey's is 17%. I plan to take a miniature bottle of it after drinking N. it's lovely and you can get it in different flavours. I'll just stick with the original.

Baileys
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
lol, the exorcist, that must have been a trip man. Bailey's is 17%. I plan to take a miniature bottle of it after drinking N. it's lovely and you can get it in different flavours. I'll just stick with the original.
I saw some new flavors at the store the other night. I should pick some up for my coffee. I usually end up being a cheap mofo and go with one of those cheapo offbrands. Bailey's is much better than those knockoffs, eh?
 
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I saw some new flavors at the store the other night. I should pick some up for my coffee. I usually end up being a cheap mofo and go with one of those cheapo offbrands. Bailey's is much better than those knockoffs, eh?
oh, yeah, Baileys is the Go To. Those knock off Brand's aren't even close to the creamy, smoothness of Baileys.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
oh, yeah, Baileys is the Go To. Those knock off Brand's aren't even close to the creamy, smoothness of Baileys.
Haha. You could sell me a case right now you're so good as a rep:)! But, hey, listen...I know you're going to drink one of those airplane mini bottles. You bought just a one-way ticket, right?
 
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wljourney

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Hey guys,


I'll be blunt; I'm a fat ass. Even a fatter asser than I was last week. So miserable to see what I've turned into. I went from Atkins to fatkins.

Anyway, I'm concerned that 2 bottles of vet N won't do the job for such a lard ass such as myself. This isn't fear-mongering, it's an honest concern. Does anyone have the facts in regards to people who have more "X's" in their underwear than Zsa Zsa Gabor? Thx in advance.
I can so relate!!
Working my way down towards 250 but may not get there before the time comes.
I figured 2 bottles have to be enough . especially with a bit of liquor (likely Baileys here too) afterwards.

Will be trying to get M and O (both) to make it all stay down.

Drinking 3 bottles of N is some serious amount of bitter liquid. even 2 won't be easy.

(A bit like Dumbledore in the cave searching for horcruxes in one of those last HP books… )
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
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I can so relate!!
Working my way down towards 250 but may not get there before the time comes.
I figured 2 bottles have to be enough . especially with a bit of liquor (likely Baileys here too) afterwards.

Will be trying to get M and O (both) to make it all stay down.

Drinking 3 bottles of N is some serious amount of bitter liquid. even 2 won't be easy.

(A bit like Dumbledore in the cave searching for horcruxes in one of those last HP books… )
O"? Oreos?
OH...O....Ooooohhhh
 
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Haha. You could sell me a case right now you're so good as a rep:)! But, hey, listen...I know you're going to drink one of those airplane mini bottles. You bought just a one-way ticket, right?
Well I was a involved in sales during my younger years :)) It seems to rub off whenever I get talk about the good stuff haha. Yep, one way ticket, with no return. I'm looking forward to my journey to the void or whatever I am supposed to go next.
 
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Anyway, I'm concerned that 2 bottles of vet N won't do the job for such a lard ass such as myself.

I'm a big guy too, around 260 pounds. I was advised by a supplier that I'd need three.

Again, like you, worried that it's a homunculus amount to drink.

With that amount, you'll really need to stick closely to the AE regime beforehand.

A small glass of Baileys with a single ice-cube is the nectar of the Gods!

There's also a type of Thai/Vietnamise bitter melon tea that you can try that tastes very similar to N. Worth trying it and training your taste buds in advance.
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
lol, the exorcist, that must have been a trip man. Bailey's is 17%. I plan to take a miniature bottle of it after drinking N. it's lovely and you can get it in different flavours. I'll just stick with the original.

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How much is the right amount do you think?

I will try bailey's too. I am currently on the hunt for the right chaser.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
Well I was a involved in sales during my younger years :)) It seems to rub off whenever I get talk about the good stuff haha. Yep, one way ticket, with no return. I'm looking forward to my journey to the void or whatever I am supposed to go next.
An atheistic "Amen!" to that!
I'm a big guy too, around 260 pounds. I was advised by a supplier that I'd need three.

Again, like you, worried that it's a homunculus amount to drink.

With that amount, you'll really need to stick closely to the AE regime beforehand.

A small glass of Baileys with a single ice-cube is the nectar of the Gods!

There's also a type of Thai/Vietnamise bitter melon tea that you can try that tastes very similar to N. Worth trying it and training your taste buds in advance.
Thanks for reply. I think three would just push my system into rejecto mode and override the Meto. I read the PPh and I think it'll be all right. Most ppl pass from just one bottle and two is guaranteed for all but a few. However, how many 300 LB ppl were there in those studies? Damn, being a bit larger (a BIT??) ain't fun and really is a major worry for me as I approach liftoff.
 
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How much is the right amount do you think?

I will try bailey's too. I am currently on the hunt for the right chaser.
yeah, give bailey's a go. It's lovely. I think any miniature would be enough alcohol. You don't have the time or need a lot of it after you drink the N. But it will potentiate it and take away some of the nasty after taste.
Oh, and try doing tests or rubbing orajel extra strength on your tongue. It should take a lot of the nasty N taste away.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-orajel-bitter-liquid-in-preparation-for-n.85805/
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
How much is the right amount do you think?

I will try bailey's too. I am currently on the hunt for the right chaser.
Just an ounce, I'd think. You don't want to be drunk outside the Pearly Gates, looking for your keys, peeing on the harpist. An ounce should be fine.
yeah, give bailey's a go. It's lovely. I think any miniature would be enough alcohol. You don't have the time or need a lot of it after you drink the N. But it will potentiate it and take away the nasty after taste.
Oh, and try doing tests or rubbing orajel extra strength on your tongue. It should take a lot of the nasty N taste away.
Will you be on a mini plane too?
Almost! 😄

ONSETRON is apparently a feasible alternative to M and I'm trying to order/take both to be extra sure.
Ooooooook. Now I just learned something, Thanks. So you're going to double-up, eh? Yeah, probably a good idea.. Jesus, I can't think of anything worse than surviving. You're smart to do this.
 
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Most ppl pass from just one bottle and two is guaranteed for all but a few. However, how many 300 LB ppl were there in those studies? Damn, being a bit larger (a BIT??) ain't fun and really is a major worry for me as I approach liftoff.

In my case it's the weight plus the regular heavy alcohol consumption that means I need three.

Most people in those studies are pretty frail and terminally ill to begin with.

Not looking forward to the taste and/or quantity, dude!
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
Oh hell no. Ain't gonna be a Shamrock Shake, I gather that much.

(4 a.m. and cruising through the threads on S.S. "MegaGordo, this is YOUR life!")
 
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In my case it's the weight plus the regular heavy alcohol consumption that means I need three.

Most people in those studies are pretty frail and terminally ill to begin with.

Not looking forward to the taste and/or quantity, dude!
Yeah alcohol consumption can definitely make N less potent. But I seriously question why 2 still doesn't suffice? Has there been any recorded faiure from 12+ g of N? Jesus Christ that is a lot.
 
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Regarding alcohol to potentiate the N, doesn't vet N already come in a 10% solution? At that rate, 200mL will already be like a large glass of wine in terms of alcohol content. Not that there's anything wrong with a splash on top of that. That said, I'd wonder about following vet N with a creamy drink. Don't think it's the same as chasing powder N dissolved in water.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
Yeah alcohol consumption can definitely make N less potent. But I seriously question why 2 still doesn't suffice? Has there been any recorded faiure from 12+ g of N? Jesus Christ that is a lot.
I think two bottles of N followed with a chaser shot of high-proof alcohol would do the trick.
Regarding alcohol to potentiate the N, doesn't vet N already come in a 10% solution? At that rate, 200mL will already be like a large glass of wine in terms of alcohol content. Not that there's anything wrong with a splash on top of that. That said, I'd wonder about following vet N with a creamy drink. Don't think it's the same as chasing powder N dissolved in water.
Exit recommends chasing N with an ounce or so of alcohol to both cleanse the palate, as it were, of the horrid N taste/texture, as well to increase N's potency or hasten its effects. As for dairy mixed with spirits, I'd be afraid of throwing up. Even when unconscious, one could potentially throw up. I'll stick with Woodford Reserve or something similar. Once I tried a DELICIOUS Irish Whiskey when I lived in Colorado years ago. It was either Redbreast or Powers. I don't recall which. Incredible.
 
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Once I tried a DELICIOUS Irish Whiskey when I lived in Colorado years ago. It was either Redbreast or Powers. I don't recall which. Incredible.

Even though I'm Irish, I much prefer Scottish single-malt whiskey.

If you can get it, try "Oban"...angles crying on your tongue.