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higashikata_panos

higashikata_panos

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Apr 13, 2018
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why why why why why why why why..............i need her, why would she go so suddenly without telling me anything .....;-;
 
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higashikata_panos

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Lisa said:
You are friends with her?
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Yes she was in a very small discord server with me and some other people.....we talked a lot , she became a very dear friend of mine ;-;
She didnt tell me a think..........
 
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higashikata_panos

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MAIO said:
She was my favorite person on here. She is dead. She is not the type of person who would back down, she understand suicide and life far to well.
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she was my favorite person too....i talked to her every single day , talking about pandas all the time , she damn loved pandas ;-;
I cant accept it , im so broken and devastated right now......
 
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higashikata_panos said:
she was my favorite person too....i talked to her every single day , talking about pandas all the time , she damn loved pandas ;-;
I cant accept it , im so broken and devastated right now......
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She got what she truly believed was best for her. I am happy for her and sad that I can't communicate with her anymore. I loved talking philosophy with her. She made great arguments.
 
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May 9, 2018
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MAIO said:
She was my favorite person on here. She is dead. Her method and dosage was very effective. She is not the type of person who would back down, she understand suicide and life far to well.
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I’m sorry I didn’t get to know her

I’m new here so I didn’t have much time to get to know people yet

It’s sad

Maybe she had a change of heart?

I think she said she was chronically ill, do you know what was wrong?

What was her method do you know?
 
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higashikata_panos said:
she was my favorite person too....i talked to her every single day , talking about pandas all the time , she damn loved pandas ;-;
I cant accept it , im so broken and devastated right now......
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That is so strange. Last night before I fell asleep I saw a panda in half dream state. I never had any connection to pandas.. my goodness. I hope she’s at peace no matter what has happened :'(
 
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higashikata_panos

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Mari said:
That is so strange. Last night before I fell asleep I saw a panda in half dream state. I never had any connection to pandas.. my goodness. I hope she’s at peace no matter what has happened :'(
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oh you did.....Yes she loved pandas more than anything else. Wish she could have the chance to touch and play with one before she left....im truly shattered by what happened.
 
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higashikata_panos said:
Thanks....did you knew her ? She just was such an amazing human being .....damn i will miss her like hell....
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I just read and liked a lot of her posts and noticed she seemed quite the informed, well read and despite her illness(es?) quite the capable woman.. did she write you something before she left that gave a clue to what was happening? - since you said you saw her message ‘too late’.. please don’t feel guilty in any case!
 
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higashikata_panos

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Mari said:
I just read and liked a lot of her posts and noticed she seemed quite the informed, well read and despite her illness(es?) quite the capable woman.. did she write you something before she left that gave a clue to what was happening? - since you said you saw her message ‘too late’.. please don’t feel guilty if any case!
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No she did not tell a thing to anybody...she was always online in the small discord we have , she was amazing.....she just went offline and didnt say a thing ...one user from the same server noticed that she wrote in here and i just let it be , i thought i would leave her some space i guess....and then i noticed only today that she wrote about ctb yesterday. It took me by surprise ....:eh:
 
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higashikata_panos said:
No she did not tell a thing to anybody...she was always online in the small discord we have , she was amazing.....she just went offline and didnt say a thing ...one user from the same server noticed that she wrote in here and i just let it be , i thought i would leave her some space i guess....and then i noticed only today that she wrote about ctb yesterday. It took me by surprise ....:eh:
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Oh, I see.. let’s not assume with certainty, but whatever the reason is for her having gone offline, we can hope that she’s at peace.
 
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Mari said:
That is so strange. Last night before I fell asleep I saw a panda in half dream state. I never had any connection to pandas.. my goodness. I hope she’s at peace no matter what has happened :'(
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Wow

Did you know about her liking pandas?

Maybe she sent that vision to you to say she’s still conscious?
 
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Mari

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Lisa said:
Wow

Did you know about her liking pandas?

Maybe she sent that vision to you to say she’s still conscious?
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No, I never knew that about her - but I do find it curious..
 
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Lisa

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Mari said:
No, I never knew that about her - but I do find it curious..
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Omg

It is curious

Especially since we had a heated discussion about the afterlife and she said there is no afterlife

Maybe she felt the need to let us know there is one?
 
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