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EmoIsNotAPhase

Member
Jan 12, 2019
99
Nf
Bmike
How to save a life
Arms of an angel
I have a whole playlist
 
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LongSeason

LongSeason

Member
Dec 14, 2018
83
Last year I've been listening to lots of music artists I would have never thought I'd like.
If I had to choose something in particular then I'd go for Giles Corey s/t.
I'm sure many of you would like it, it's the most accurate depiction of depression in music imo.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Oh goodness too many classics
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
I think I'm going to have too much anxiety when the time actually comes to be able to do something that ceremonious. When I was a teenager, I used to think that I'd ctb with some black flowing dress, and now it's like, my life has really come to where I'm going to put a bag over my head. And then I'll die & shit on myself. What's the soundtrack for that?

But to be a good sport, I think "Asleep" by The Smiths would be a good choice:

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Everybody will see my answer coming, but I just have to recommend him - Lil Peep!

I am certain that he will be the last artist I listen to before I die. I listen to him all day anyways.

I recommend everyone to try out his music. I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do.

This is a playlist with mostly music of his that is available on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/hage4...4Ju0ug1oOZWVhrgoF3J?si=rRfqpAkYSk6dbcuwewimAg
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Everybody will see my answer coming, but I just have to recommend him - Lil Peep!

I am certain that he will be the last artist I listen to before I die. I listen to him all day anyways.

I recommend everyone to try out his music. I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do.

This is a playlist with mostly music of his that is available on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/hage4...4Ju0ug1oOZWVhrgoF3J?si=rRfqpAkYSk6dbcuwewimAg
I actually looked him up the other day, and his stuff is pretty good! It's like, emo rap? I didn't know that was a thing, but I like it. It also allowed me to finally figure out that he's your avatar/profile pic. I've always looked at it and thought the guy was kinda hot. Looks like a guy that I was hospitalized with once.
 
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Kassender

Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
251
Bjork - homogenic
Something soothing
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
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Kassender

Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
251
YES. Or her Vespertine album?! That'd actually be great to ctb to in the winter.

True, vespertine!
Thats a hard call to make actually
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I actually looked him up the other day, and his stuff is pretty good! It's like, emo rap? I didn't know that was a thing, but I like it. It also allowed me to finally figure out that he's your avatar/profile pic. I've always looked at it and thought the guy was kinda hot. Looks like a guy that I was hospitalized with once.

I'm so glad you replied! I'll give you a quick rundown of Lil Peep...

Yeah, you can call him an 'emo-rapper'. It's what makes him so unique - the combination of catchy trap beats in combination with his beautiful voice singing and rapping about drug abuse, suicidal ideation and troubled romances. I fucking love it. I also recommend you listen to his 2016 mixtape hellboy, especially the tracks 'Girls' (so fucking good please listen), 'OMFG' and 'nose ring'

Lil Peep - Girls


Lil Peep - OMFG


Lil Peep - nose ring


I hope you'll enjoy them! I have this on repeat all day, I can't get enough of it and it is so nice to have music to relate to as well.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
I'm so glad you replied! I'll give you a quick rundown of Lil Peep...

Yeah, you can call him an 'emo-rapper'. It's what makes him so unique - the combination of catchy trap beats in combination with his beautiful voice singing and rapping about drug abuse, suicidal ideation and troubled romances. I fucking love it. I also recommend you listen to his 2016 mixtape hellboy, especially the tracks 'Girls' (so fucking good please listen), 'OMFG' and 'nose ring'

Lil Peep - Girls


Lil Peep - OMFG


Lil Peep - nose ring


I hope you'll enjoy them! I have this on repeat all day, I can't get enough of it and it is so nice to have music to relate to as well.

"Girls" has nice beats (and kinda makes me question why I don't have flamingos hanging out around my apt, tbh), "OMFG" has very relatable lyrics (also, is he ok now?), and I can see why "Nose Ring" would be what you're feeling right now. Good shit.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
"Girls" has nice beats (and kinda makes me question why I don't have flamingos hanging out around my apt, tbh), "OMFG" has very relatable lyrics (also, is he ok now?), and I can see why "Nose Ring" would be what you're feeling right now. Good shit.

I'm so glad you like it!! truly makes my day. He died of a drug overdose (xanax laced with fentanyl) on the 15th of november 2017. It makes me so sad, yet he wanted to die just like the rest of us so perhaps it is better to cherish his music. I hope you listen to more of his stuff, look on spotify and on soundcloud for his older releases.

And if I may make a couple of suggestions...

Lil Peep - The Brightside (This one is very special to me. It is my favorite one out of his entire discography. The chorus is very powerful.)


Lil Peep - Better Off (Dying)


Lil Peep - walk away as the door slams (from the Hellboy mixtape again)
 
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Broken

Paragon
Dec 7, 2018
930
The River Of Dreams - Billy Joel

My mum used to sing it to me and my brother before bed when we were little
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
alicks... check him out on sc
 
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RyanSuicide

RyanSuicide

Student
Jan 7, 2019
117
 
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goesforemast

goesforemast

Member
Jan 12, 2019
35
Maybe something from Linkin Park. Chester wrote so many songs that describe my feelings so good because he was obviously in the same position. but i guess for me it will be "Major Tom" by Peter Schilling or "Don't stop me now" by Queen. So i will leave this f***cking world with good a good mood :D
 
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9a91

9a91

Member
Jan 13, 2019
18
Lyrics are fitting on this one.
 
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SelfishMom

SelfishMom

Born To Die
Jan 13, 2019
50
Probably some Korn, SoaD, Slipknot, Tool because trash nu metal was like my life growing up in the early 2000s. Hurt by NiN, then maybe some Die Antwoord to pump me up to do it.
 
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EmoIsNotAPhase

Member
Jan 12, 2019
99

This song is amazing and exactly how I feel honestly
 
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ThinkingAboutThis

Student
Jan 7, 2019
142
 
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KadathianStr1d3r

KadathianStr1d3r

Shattered Mannequin
Nov 21, 2018
278
Kavinsky-Nightcall

A really special song from a really special movie.
 
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daikon

daikon

trash golem
Dec 26, 2018
142
My plan was to listen to Nick Drake. I'm thinking of jumping now, so I guess I'd just have to choose one song. Maybe Been Smoking Too Long or Time Has Told me. I bonded over his music with my late boyfriend, and Nick Drake killed himself, so it'll be nice to have "company". I'd like to listen to all the songs my boyfriend and I sang together too, to remember him in my last moments.
 
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SeekingSolace

SeekingSolace

‘The sleep of reason breeds monsters’ -Goya
Jan 28, 2019
139
I Will Follow You into the Dark by Death Cab for Cutie and Mad World by Michael Andrews Feat Gary Jules.
 
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Partial-Elf

Partial-Elf

Eternal Oblivion
Dec 26, 2018
461


Probably this one. Love the song and it fits how suicidality feels. Was shocked when I found the video depicted the act itself, and my chosen method no less.
 
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leaps

leaps

FUNERAL
Jan 16, 2019
250

Maybe
 
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netrezven

Mage
Dec 13, 2018
515
Despasito - will make you wanna do it anyway :)
 
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lshode55

Member
Dec 2, 2018
14
How you remind me- Nickelback.
 
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