DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
If there was some way, beyond death, that I could see how my death would effect the people who hurt me, that would be fucking great
I just have so much anger. Even if I know I hurt them for a few seconds, it would give me pleasure I thinkThey would be upset for a while and eventually move on. That's just human nature.
Killing yourself out of spite is not worth it for this reason, and probably why there's that saying "the best revenge is to live well".
I just have so much anger. Even if I know I hurt them for a few seconds, it would give me pleasure I think
I 100% agree on this. Not pro-life or anything but he has a point.You'd be able to stick it to them more alive than dead. Just something to consider.
I 100% agree on this. Not pro-life or anything but he has a point.
Theyll envy you more if you succeed. That's my plan. I'm going to go to baking school and I'm going to open a bakery. If my mother and stepfather think they're going to walk in I'm going to show them the door. You didn't need me before. I didn't need you after and I don't need you now.Ya I don't want to come across as a pro-lifer or anything but this is a bad reason to ctb. You need to be around to spite others.
Just don'tYou guys are strong. I....cant do that. Living is hard as is. It might be a pathetic way to do things but....the least I want is sympathy. I might go out 13 reasons why style meh
^They would be upset for a while and eventually move on. That's just human nature.
Killing yourself out of spite is not worth it for this reason, and probably why there's that saying "the best revenge is to live well".
Only reason you should consider CTB is if it's truly something YOU want.
I feel this 100%. No one genuinely cares about me. I think my death is not just about revenge but more of an angry fuck you to the world and how everyone failed me. Living is scary. Its scary to live because that would be pain. You cannot exist without pain. And every dosage of pain I receive has me wanting to kill myself. Hell a simple misunderstanding is enough to trigger my BPD and make me want to harm myselfI often think the same thing, and I can't help but think this when I'm talking to somebody. I find it very hard to believe that other human beings genuinely care about me and I think that one's reaction to my death would reveal their true colours. Logically I know that my death won't exactly be a celebration but will it be as devastating as pro-lifers claim all deaths are?
You guys are strong. I....cant do that. Living is hard as is. It might be a pathetic way to do things but....the least I want is sympathy. I might go out 13 reasons why style meh
Thats another thing too. Heat of the moment. However I have had many moments and I dont know which one might send me over the edgeBut just bear in mind that 13 Reasons was a work of fiction. There is no way to predict whether or not you will actually cause the pain that you intend to cause. And even if you do, there is no guarantee that you will be able to observe it from the afterlife....
I don't want to harp and tell you what to do, but I do strongly agree with others above that trying to provoke a reaction from other people is likely not a reason that you would stand behind once the heat of the moment has passed.
Thats another thing too. Heat of the moment. However I have had many moments and I dont know which one might send me over the edge
Thats whats scary. my suicide will not likely be a rational one. It'll probably be irrational and desperate