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Faejin

Faejin

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Feb 10, 2023
51
My mental health has been going lower and lower each day and my suicidal idealisation has bled through a bit in how I act.

I made a joke and someone just straight up asked if I frequented this site often. Now, I woudn't call myself a regular since I have been arranging stuff on my own atm, but I didn't think it bled through enough to a point where people could just guess.

Does anyone know any ways or techniques to hide it from people who just observe externally from your behaviour?
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
More than likely it was whatever joke you made, not your behavior.

Gotta be careful with dark humor around some folks.
 
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fuzzy-clown

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Nov 27, 2022
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I suggest not using our terminology outside of here.

What was the joke?
 
Faejin

Faejin

Member
Feb 10, 2023
51
I suggest not using our terminology outside of here.

What was the joke?
Someone made a joke about kickinh toddlers as aaid "Auøressing the uege to commit a felony rn"

And I responded with

"Simply replace it with suicide idealisation."

Seems like it's too small of a joke to be immidietly telling.
 
ironstar

ironstar

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Feb 14, 2023
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Personally I'd feign ignorance, pretending I didn't know the site, and ask for a link and maybe their username just the same as if you'd never heard of facebook or twitter. I find that usually works with things although I've never had to try it with sites like this one
 
Faejin

Faejin

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Feb 10, 2023
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Personally I'd feign ignorance, pretending I didn't know the site, and ask for a link and maybe their username just the same as if you'd never heard of facebook or twitter. I find that usually works with things although I've never had to try it with sites like this one
Fantastic suggestion, but I have a reputation of having been on every edge of the internet. There is no way he would fall for it.
 
ironstar

ironstar

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Feb 14, 2023
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Fantastic suggestion, but I have a reputation of having been on every edge of the internet. There is no way he would fall for it.
So do I.. In my friend group I've openly been asked about accessing the dark net and if I've seen x, y or z. Remember that there are more sites out there on the clearnet / surface web that there WILL be some you haven't seen so ask as though you're interested to look at it, even compliment them on finding something you've not seen before (compliments work stupidly well if you look confident and interested)