Someone from my school ctbd

[strawb12]

It's so weird seeing how people react knowing I'm going to be the reason the room goes silent in a couple months. I found it hard not to laugh when the teacher told us, like how am I supposed to react. I'm pro choice im not going to be like "oh if only they had gone to seek out help or told someone". Im glad they found peace & I hope I can find the same peace. Fuck what people say they arnt actually there for you. I've reached out for help before & no one gave two fucks, people just say that who have a savior complex but don't know what to do when someone actually needs them. Anyway just thinking how freeing it is to know I'll be joining them soon & how stupid everyone sounds talking like they know what suicidal people go through & how they just need to reach out & all their problems will be solved.

 

[PoisonedOxygen]

It's so weird seeing how people react knowing I'm going to be the reason the room goes silent in a couple months. I found it hard not to laugh when the teacher told us, like how am I supposed to react. I'm pro choice im not going to be like "oh if only they had gone to seek out help or told someone". Im glad they found peace & I hope I can find the same peace. Fuck what people say they arnt actually there for you. I've reached out for help before & no one gave two fucks, people just say that who have a savior complex but don't know what to do when someone actually needs them. Anyway just thinking how freeing it is to know I'll be joining them soon & how stupid everyone sounds talking like they know what suicidal people go through & how they just need to reach out & all their problems will be solved.

I really feel this
I think they really don't give a shit they just say that to justify themselves for whatever reason

 

[strawb12]

I really feel this
I think they really don't give a shit they just say that to justify themselves for whatever reason

They're making a big deal out of it now but no one will remember her in a week. Same with me probably tbh. The teacher will prob give some sad speech about me & then people will move on. Give it a month & no one will remember me except my parents & closest friends.

 

[UndeadSpectre]

Good for them

 

[strawb12]

du

Good for them

dude fr, obviously I can't say that to the people who knew her. Just a side not but people who grieve after people who ctbd are so selfish, first off, you're starting to make it about you being sad, & also if you really cared you would have reached out before they ctbd, grieving them isn't going to do them any good their already dead. Theres no reason you should be grieving, they were suffering & they managed to end their suffering. Thats a good thing no matter how you look at it.

 

[UndeadSpectre]

du

dude fr, obviously I can't say that to the people who knew her. Just a side not but people who grieve after people who ctbd are so selfish, first off, you're starting to make it about you being sad, & also if you really cared you would have reached out before they ctbd, grieving them isn't going to do them any good their already dead. Theres no reason you should be grieving, they were suffering & they managed to end their suffering. Thats a good thing no matter how you look at it.

They were able to liberate themself from this hell. While we still rot here.

 

[S like suicide]

Fuck what people say they arnt actually there for you. I've reached out for help before & no one gave two fucks, people just say that who have a savior complex but don't know what to do when someone actually needs them. Anyway just thinking how freeing it is to know I'll be joining them soon & how stupid everyone sounds talking like they know what suicidal people go through & how they just need to reach out & all their problems will be solved.

This is so true!
I saw too many people not giving a fuck when I asked them for help...in first place my family,my parents,then don't fucking complain when I will succeed in my suicide

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy those who managed to ctb, they are the true fortunate ones as they escaped from all future suffering and are at peace, the thought of being dead comforts me so much.

 

[kyukyu]

It's so weird seeing how people react knowing I'm going to be the reason the room goes silent in a couple months. I found it hard not to laugh when the teacher told us, like how am I supposed to react. I'm pro choice im not going to be like "oh if only they had gone to seek out help or told someone". Im glad they found peace & I hope I can find the same peace. Fuck what people say they arnt actually there for you. I've reached out for help before & no one gave two fucks, people just say that who have a savior complex but don't know what to do when someone actually needs them. Anyway just thinking how freeing it is to know I'll be joining them soon & how stupid everyone sounds talking like they know what suicidal people go through & how they just need to reach out & all their problems will be solved.

Hearing such stories always makes me somewhere envy that decision, as often I feel too afraid or fearful.

 

[dmdmdm]

It's so weird seeing how people react knowing I'm going to be the reason the room goes silent in a couple months. I found it hard not to laugh when the teacher told us, like how am I supposed to react. I'm pro choice im not going to be like "oh if only they had gone to seek out help or told someone". Im glad they found peace & I hope I can find the same peace. Fuck what people say they arnt actually there for you. I've reached out for help before & no one gave two fucks, people just say that who have a savior complex but don't know what to do when someone actually needs them. Anyway just thinking how freeing it is to know I'll be joining them soon & how stupid everyone sounds talking like they know what suicidal people go through & how they just need to reach out & all their problems will be solved.

!!

 

[PinkyStat]

He/she was lucky, not trying to be rude but if nothing really happened people probably wouldn't seem to care less and this person would probably just suffer in silence

 

[dazed_dreamer]

du

dude fr, obviously I can't say that to the people who knew her. Just a side not but people who grieve after people who ctbd are so selfish, first off, you're starting to make it about you being sad, & also if you really cared you would have reached out before they ctbd, grieving them isn't going to do them any good their already dead. Theres no reason you should be grieving, they were suffering & they managed to end their suffering. Thats a good thing no matter how you look at it.

True, but I think that's the case for any funeral, really. What good does it do for the person who passed?

 

[LaVieEnRose]

du

dude fr, obviously I can't say that to the people who knew her. Just a side not but people who grieve after people who ctbd are so selfish, first off, you're starting to make it about you being sad, & also if you really cared you would have reached out before they ctbd, grieving them isn't going to do them any good their already dead. Theres no reason you should be grieving, they were suffering & they managed to end their suffering. Thats a good thing no matter how you look at it.

Your understanding of bereavement is somewhat off. You're asking humans to not act like humans. Besides, a lot of people who CTB mask their pain and hide their intentions.