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RunDown

RunDown

Getting ready to go
Jun 18, 2025
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I'm happy to find a forum like this. I never thought I would make such a claim considering how healthy and ambitious I once was. Chronic illness has worn me down over the last decade and I'm reaching a breaking point. It's nice to meet others who are in a similar spot. I don't feel so alone now that I can interact with the community here. I'm not ready to go just yet but I'm undoubtedly heading in that direction. How long it will take me to get there idk. I just want to feel prepared and at peace with it. Thanks for reading.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
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Hello and welcome! You are definitely not alone here.
 
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Welcome.
 
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It'sMyLife

It'sMyLife

Little bundles of futile hope we are
Apr 18, 2020
187
Welcome to SS. Some like to call it SASU. Lotta good souls here who feel as you do! Don't forget to check out the resources section
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Illuminated
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👋 you are welcome 💙
 
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Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
810
Hi, welcome! No one judges anyone here. I too suffer from chronic illness - it's a terrible burden. Whatever you choose, I wish you luck
 
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