afraid
I might just be able to feel pain the last time
- Aug 4, 2023
- 20
Why are we here? Nobody knows the answer to that. My opinion is that somebody found it cool or funny to bring a living being to this planet without our consent. I mean, i can't blame them. How would you even ask a unborn human if they want to be alive. Well but here it is, a human with a mind of it's own that has it's own thoughts and feelings. Nothing is making it go away. Well suicide would but your body is built to protect itself. Shitty situation to be in, isn't it? You have a brain that's so advanced that it can realize that it can die. You're so fucked up because you realize everything that's happening and you realize that the only way to escape is suicide. Yeah you can overcome your obstacles but once they're too big then you know deep inside that you can't do that and the real answer is to stop existing. If you only could stop living so easily then most people wouldn't be here. Brain is made to keep you alive because it's only purpose is to keep the life going. What if you don't want that? Well too bad cause you ain't shit, you can't change anything your brain wants. Even harder when the whole world is against suicide. People actually don't let you die because they believe that whatever is wrong is fixable. Some things just aren't worth it, some things aren't fixable. You don't even know the difference because you haven't lived your life to the end yet so people believe that you shouldn't die because you don't know what can happen. It's a nightmare. I don't believe that being depressed is a thing you can fix with meds. If the thing you believe isn't fixable then why should meds fix it. Only you can fix your problems and if you can't then meds can't either. You can only ignore the existence, never fix it.