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MyStateKilledMe

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Apr 23, 2020
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@MyStateKilledMe You must be serious extravert if you let lockdown affect you that way. I am a dead man walking introvert and lockdown did not affect me.
I am an extrovert. That's why I chose to CTB, rather than live under nearly-perpetual social isolation. My state had a quarantine end date on paper, but it got extended every time it got close. That's when I realized that death was my fate. So I signed up for this site, studied the methods, and bought all the CTB supplies but the SN, in preparation for my death. (In the US, it's fairly easy to get SN from a river in Brazil, because many hunters buy it to preserve venison and other wild meats.)

What saved my life was joining an anti-quarantine group and going to their party 2 hours away from me. I figured if I went to a party and got the Biden Virus, I'd die doing what I loved: enjoying the company of fellow human beings. In reality, nothing happened; I was as healthy as a hoax. Sorry, I meant to say "horse". But I'm sticking around, in case US Democrats do something crazy and I need to promptly CTB, or if my life gets more miserable than I'm willing to put up with.
 
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43_otter

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Nov 1, 2021
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Thanks for the info on nitrite. My plan is to consume nitrite, use a helium hood, and be outside in the winter. I figure having nitrite and helium (even an 80/20 blend) plus exposure would be enough to end in a fairly painless way. Open to thoughts on this.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Thanks for the info on nitrite. My plan is to consume nitrite, use a helium hood, and be outside in the winter. I figure having nitrite and helium (even an 80/20 blend) plus exposure would be enough to end in a fairly painless way. Open to thoughts on this.
I see that you are determined to stop your pain, but please keep in mind that an 80/20 blend of helium won't have any effect. Nitrie obviously works sometimes and sometimes it doesn't - looking at posts on this site can give you an idea of what factors affect this. As far as exposure goes, this can also work but it is rare unless the conditions are really severe; the cases I can remember were accidental- someone passing out from drinking after bar time when it is in the teens- or maybe in the twenties.
 
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