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FireFox

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This is what f*cking irritates me people in society express shock whenever someone kills themselves and start preaching about mental health saying " oh no why didn't reach out" or tweet the number of the suicide hotline whenever a celebrity kills themselves.

What are the f*ck were these people expecting to happen?

We live in a toxic world where people like to look down upon others different to them, excluding them socially and always being so mean, so judgemental towards their feelings when they reach out and just showing no kindness to their fellow human being who is lonely and lost.

This is toxic society will unfortunately led to people ending their own lives. After all why should a person live in a world where nobody wants them around, judges them whenever they open up about their problems and just fails to show care and compassion.

The same hypocritical arseholes who tweet the suicide hotline number whenever a celebrity kills themselves are the same people that participate and perpetuate a system of bullying, excluding other people and failing to show kindness to their fellow human being in need of help.

In addition we have people in society who think mental illness is a one big joke. The majority of the public right now is laughing at Kanye west's irrational views he sprouts on social media and all the crazy antics he keeps doing when it is so clear this man needs treatment. Kanye West is still out of control because is not taking medication or anything really for his bipolar disorder.

I am worried one day Kanye west will end up killing himself or severely hurting someone ie Kim karadashian or his kids because of the crazy antics he keeps doing as his bipolar remains untreated and then people will cry " oh my god this so tragic we need to do more for mental health" but these are same people who kept laughing at a ill man as they thought this was entertainment. Disgusting society we live in.

Society and all its hypocritical arseholes can go f*ck themselves. Suicide prevention is the biggest hypocrisy ever. I believe if we had a kinder and fairer world people would not be driven to suicide as much. Suicide would be the exception not the norm.
 
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It's like they are blind to their hypocrisy, isnt it. The excessive judgemental behaviour of humanity is what keeps me away from society at large. The most annoying part about it all, is that it doesn't have to be like this. We are out of the jungle now. It doesn't have to be a kill or be killed system anymore. Sadly, the majority of humanity is still stuck in a kill or be killed mindset, which means they are more than happy to belittle others. Empathy will never thrive in this kind of system and, funnily enough, empathy is the only thing that could make this life bearable for many.
 
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Fucking nor*ies
 
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chloramine

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It's incredibly frustrating for sure. I don't believe that people are being deliberately malicious (I could be wrong but I'd rather give people the benefit of the doubt) so much as ignorant. It still makes me want to shake some people and try to make them see it. As a society we are not set up to help people with mental illness.
 
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Society one main reason ctb suffering all because society terrible , pretend cry reason ctb expose theme use concept death make theme appear better, try not blame self atrocity ctb causing suffering ignore how same society force suffer make ctb peace hard. Society only terrible program fake no reality
 
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terry joseph williams
Apr 17, 2022
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yep its all bollocks dude, i can't wait to check out, got the sn ordered just a waiting game now, i sick of this society so so so so much i agree with you.
 
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Kanye has bipolar disorder?
@theboy Yes sadly Kanye West, was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2016. He has spoken openly about it in interviews. In 2018 he realised a song which he calls his bipolar disorder his "superpower,. The song caused controversy because West was accused of glamorousing bipolar disorder. Ever since 2018 Kanye West is now spiralling out of control it is clear he is not taking medication or anything really for his bipolar disorder.

As time has gone on Kanye west is becoming more and more erratic, irrational, delusional in his behaviour and people think this funny. It is actually so scary look at happened to that YouTuber Etika. Before he killed himself on his YouTube channels he was just behaving so crazy, erratic and breaking down a lot, people were laughing and nobody took this seriously then he died.

Kayne west needs to be in a facility. If his family and friends don't intervene to treat Kayne West he will be the next Etika. This is what scares me because we have a severely mentally ill who is breaking down before our eyes and people are finding this entertaining. None of this funny
 
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@theboy Yes sadly Kanye West, was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2016. He has spoken openly about it in interviews. In 2018 he realised a song which he calls his bipolar disorder his "superpower,. The song caused controversy because West was accused of glamorousing bipolar disorder. Ever since 2018 Kanye West is now spiralling out of control it is clear he is not taking medication or anything really for his bipolar disorder.

As time has gone on Kanye west is becoming more and more erratic, irrational, delusional in his behaviour and people think this funny. It is actually so scary look at happened to that YouTuber Etika. Before he killed himself on his YouTube channels he was just behaving so crazy, erratic and breaking down a lot, people were laughing and nobody took this seriously then he died.

Kayne west needs to be in a facility. If his family and friends don't intervene to treat Kayne West he will be the next Etika. This is what scares me because we have a severely mentally ill who is breaking down before our eyes and people are finding this entertaining. None of this funny
so sad
 
colkohice

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The entire society is a circus, of course everything is a hypocrisy.
 
FireFox

FireFox

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yep its all bollocks dude, i can't wait to check out, got the sn ordered just a waiting game now, i sick of this society so so so so much i agree with you.
@ever so lonely It's not only the hypocrisy that makes my blood boil it is also selective compassion towards certain suicidal people or individuals who kill themselves. It is so disgusting how society has created a hierarchy of who is more deserving and worthy of compassion and sympathy if one dies from suicide. A human life is a human life.

If an attractive woman kills herself It's so revolting how people will comment on how beautiful she is especially if she is a celebrity, this what the social media comments from the British public were saying when Caroline Flack killed herself and even my family were like "oh my god she was so pretty". I pointed out to my family with all that beauty she couldn't attract herself a real mature man she was "sleeping with teenage boy and toy boys". The national reaction to her death I found ridiculous I am so sorry. She knew her career and glamorous celebrity lifestyle was over and couldn't live without it. She couldn't cope with the shame and embrassment of the world knowing she was a controlling crazy girlfriend it was all going to come out in the domestic violence trail. CPS only bring cases to court if there is strong evidence and there loads of things CPS do see that the public do not.

If you are not guilty then she had nothing to be afraid of, the number of women getting convicted for domestic violence is very very low. I pointed out to my family that Caroline flack got "arrogant" she believed because she had the money the men would stay with her and didn't like it they strayed away. That is problem with older women dating younger men they will always be attracted to other younger women and this creates competition and tension.

I felt so sorry more for her family having to deal with the media circus and suffering because of her entitled, destructive and egostical behaviour.

I have seen this pattern all the time whrnever an attractive person kills themselves and It's absolutely disgusting because an individual is more than their physical beauty. Shallow arse society makes me want to throw up.
 
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terry joseph williams
Apr 17, 2022
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bravo mate that was better said than i could ever describe, you hit the nail on the head there, this society is shallow superficial and absolutely ghastly brother
 
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DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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I couldn't agree more. People preach pro-life propaganda and then aggravate the situation they are trying to prevent. We live in a very disturbing world where it's eat, or be eaten. Maybe not like the hunter-gatherer days of kill or be killed, but certainly in a more emotionally destructive sense where we prey off the vulnerable, depreciating others for personal gratification. It is unfortunate that we are all equally cherished under a common suffering but become divided in triumph.

Unfortunately the situation has no specific cure; it will always be brother against brother and peer against peer. We only come together united under a tragedy or in times of great need. Authentic human connections or true love are only fleeting fantasies that vanquish us the moment we believe they're achieved. This is the world where suicide is a rational escape as much as it is unnecessary and unfortunate.
 
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These same individuals will implore you to continue living before walking away. I understand that you may be attempting to save your own mental health, but please don't tell me that and offer me false optimism.

There is no purpose to the negativity we encounter on a daily basis. Why does it persist?
 
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freedompass

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So true
life.

If an attractive woman kills herself It's so revolting how people will comment on how beautiful she is especially if she is a celebrity, this what the social media comments from the British public were saying when Caroline Flack killed herself and even my family were like "oh my god she was so pretty
I hate this too. Like her looks are anything to do with anything. Another more mundane example of horrible superficiality that really gets my goat is all the comments on a female youtuber's channel congratulating her on her hair, makeup or clothing, forget about the fucking content! It's usually females making the comments too ffs, perhaps they think they're being nice? Drives me crazy…how about listening to what I'm saying and commenting on that?
 
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To me it's not surprising or shocking the way that people behave. Humans can be very selfish and cruel. No wonder so many people decide to ctb in a world like this
 
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It's incredibly frustrating for sure. I don't believe that people are being deliberately malicious (I could be wrong but I'd rather give people the benefit of the doubt) so much as ignorant. It still makes me want to shake some people and try to make them see it. As a society we are not set up to help people with mental illness.
@chloramine

>As a society we are not set up to help people with mental illness.

It is so true the system is so broken when it comes to mental health care.

• Around the whole world descent good quality mental health care is still inaccessible to the general public, this is a big problem which is not being taken seriously by politicians and people in society or even discussed seriously. In my country the UK people who are mentally ill face long waiting times to access mental health treatment in under the NHS. Getting access to mental health treatment in the UK is a postcode lottery because where you live will determine how long you have wait because the standard of NHS services varies from region to region. Some areas have less pressureon their health services which makes it easier for people to access healthcare treatment they need however they are many areas in the UK where NHS services are limited.This has led to people in Britain saving up and going to private healthcare services.

America and other countries which have private healthcare systems there millions of ill people that can not afford to pay for healthcare.

• The pharmaceutical companies and politicians reject radical helpful medicine treatments being introduced. In the UK a couple of years ago medical cannabis treatments for some illness was legalised and allowing people to access medical cannabis under the NHS but despite this many people in the UK struggle to get medical cannabis under the NHS because of our strict ridiculous drug laws.

Rescently new study published in the Journal of Clinical Pyschiatry revealed that people who received intravenous ketamine treatments showed clear improvement in their anxiety, depression, and suicidal ideation symptoms.
As part of the expriment "each individual received six infusions within 21 days and "maintenance infusions" were offered based on clinical response, according to the study.

Within the six-week time frame of initial treatment, 50% responded to the treatment and 20% showed remission of their depressive symptoms. There was also a 50% reduction in self-harm and suicidal ideation symptoms within this period."
https://www.health.com/news/ketamine-infusion-treatment-anxiety-depression

Politicians do not want to discuss or address this because it is issue that doesn't effect them because their families and them can afford the best healthcare money can buy. The issue of healthcare is not a vote winner in elections because the public care more about how economic, affordable housing, job creation and national security policies will benefit them this is why politicians in elections campaign very hard on these issues.

Not enough people in society care about mentally ill people because society sees and treat mentally ill as an inconvenience in their lives
 
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So true

I hate this too. Like her looks are anything to do with anything. Another more mundane example of horrible superficiality that really gets my goat is all the comments on a female youtuber's channel congratulating her on her hair, makeup or clothing, forget about the fucking content! It's usually females making the comments too ffs, perhaps they think they're being nice? Drives me crazy…how about listening to what I'm saying and commenting on that?
@freedompass A person is so much more than their physical beauty and it so sad how society elevates and deeply admires outer beauty rather than focusing on the kindness of persons heart. There people in our world who are physically beautiful on outside but are not nice people and have an ugly heart.

This past year I have had judgemental women on social media preaching to me about how "all irises are beautiful" and using the " everyone is beautiful" argument and lecturing me about how am a bad person when I expressed my OWN dissatisfaction and insecurities towards my dark brown eyes.

If everyone was beautiful then comestic plastic surgery procedures such as nose jobs, breast implants, botox and iris implants there would not be in high demand for people undergoing these procedure. These procedures exist because society has a hierarchy of beauty which values and desires some features more than others. Individuals outside the boundaries of society beauty it is inevitable people will feel like there is something wrong with their features and will want to change that

Iris implants is a controversial plastic surgery procedure which is a permanent disk which is inserted inside a person's eye to permanently change their eye colour. People can choose with colour they want most people opt for blue or other non brown eyes. The procedure is dangerous and has left people with severe eye problems. These procedures exist because society loves blue eyes and non brown eyes as beautiful. Couples who have money pays loads of money in specialist fertility treatments to select an eye colour for their unborn baby the procedure is known as Preimplantation genetic diagnosis.

If there was a safer and less harmful procedure to permanently change a person's eye colour most people would not keep their brown eyes and will choose more brighter eye colours.

We live in a shallow society obsessed with beauty but loads people are too egotistical and sanctimonious to admit it. The women on social media in their online mob who scream at me " all irises are beautiful" and making me me feel bad for opening up have no idea how our world works and just they care about is imposing moral superiority and self righteousness over me.
 
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They don't want you to live… just to barely survive so you can do a stupid useless job and pay taxes. There's no joy to be found if you're not born among the lucky ones. Everyone is so cold, so apathetic and at the same time entitled around me. It's just plain disgusting.
 
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Virtue signallers are everywhere but genuine people are out there who respond to content not packaging, including many young people who dislike the superficiality that plagues their own generation. At least the internet allows anonymity and you can be judged more on what you say than who you are, right?
 
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I think that mental illness as a concept is still relatively new to society. Despite the awareness there is still a lot of disinformation and as you mentioned self righteous people who ultimately don't do anything. That being said people definitely do abuse to term mental illness. I am a university student and it is very common to here other students attempt to use mental illness as a excuse.
I am somebody who suffers from severe panic attacks symptoms including , nausea , vomiting, fainting, hyperventilating, extreme sweating, body aches etc. But most people don't associate all those symptoms with anxiety related disorders or to that degree. I have seen professors brush off students calming panic attacks as a reason for an assignment extension. But I bet if the same student came and said they suffered an flare up of a more known or understood disorder or illness they would have been let off no problem.
I think society wants to fix a problem it does not understand and a part of that is attention hungry overly self righteous people. By society I mean how it relates to relative pop culture or agenda.
All that being said, all the attention to mental health including suicide does create some good among all the fluff and does overall I feel do more good than harm.
 
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life itself is the biggest hypocrisy why because you just bring something alive to kill it

wars a hypocrisy western culture stinks
 
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Yeah I hate when they ask have any friends or family to talk to. If I did why the fuck would I be calling you?
@brokensea exactly 💯 this is the problem I have with suicide prevention campaigns. A lot of suicide prevention campaigns and initiatives like suicide hotline fail to take into consideration that not everyone has family and friends.

There millions of people in our world who are so alone and have no one looking out for them. Loneliness is not an issue that effects the elderly people who live alone it also effects young people, people in their 30s and over. People become lonely because they lost family members to death and others because of estrangement

In the UK lockdown there was UK adverts everyday showing families doing fun activities in lockdown especially the adverts promoting Microsoft soft teams and tech. All I thought was " what about people who have not got families, those who have nobody? How must they be feeling seeing all these adverts"
I think that mental illness as a concept is still relatively new to society. Despite the awareness there is still a lot of disinformation and as you mentioned self righteous people who ultimately don't do anything. That being said people definitely do abuse to term mental illness. I am a university student and it is very common to here other students attempt to use mental illness as a excuse.
I am somebody who suffers from severe panic attacks symptoms including , nausea , vomiting, fainting, hyperventilating, extreme sweating, body aches etc. But most people don't associate all those symptoms with anxiety related disorders or to that degree. I have seen professors brush off students calming panic attacks as a reason for an assignment extension. But I bet if the same student came and said they suffered an flare up of a more known or understood disorder or illness they would have been let off no problem.
I think society wants to fix a problem it does not understand and a part of that is attention hungry overly self righteous people. By society I mean how it relates to relative pop culture or agenda.
All that being said, all the attention to mental health including suicide does create some good among all the fluff and does overall I feel do more good than harm.
@Spike Spiegel Aww virtual hug and sending lots of love to you 🫂 🤗

There are so many mental health awareness and suicide prevention campaigns and which celebrities, politicians, corporations heavily involve themselves in but I feel it is not enough anymore to tell people to open up abd and seek help for mental health issues because the mental system is broken in which people are not getting access to the essential treatment they need. People have died as a result while others continue to experience a decline in their mental health. Now is the time for society to discuss seriously on how can we fix our broken mental health care system.

The mental health care is still inaccessible to the general public and this is an issue happening worldwide.

In the UK people where I live people who are mentally ill face long waiting times to access mental health treatment in under the NHS. Getting access to mental health treatment in the UK is a postcode lottery because where you live will determine how long you have wait because the standard of NHS services varies from region to region. Some areas have less pressureon their health services which makes it easier for people to access healthcare treatment they need however they are many areas in the UK where NHS services are limited.This has led to people in Britain saving up and going to private healthcare services.

America and other countries which have private healthcare systems there millions of ill people that can not afford to pay for healthcare.

Politicians do not want to discuss publicly or address this because it is issue that doesn't effect them because their families and them can afford the best healthcare money can buy. The issue of healthcare is not a vote winner in elections because the public care more about how economic, affordable housing, job creation and national security policies will benefit them this is why politicians in elections campaign very hard on these issues.

Not enough people in society care about mentally ill people because society sees and treat mentally ill as an inconvenience in their lives
 
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This. Exactly this. Then they'll fake cry/pretend to care and be like "They were so beautiful and had so much potential" "We should have saw the signs" blah blah blah and then do ABSOLUTELY nothing to change the system. They'll forget about you the next day and move on with their lives. What a bunch of crap.
 
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Virtue signallers are everywhere but genuine people are out there who respond to content not packaging, including many young people who dislike the superficiality that plagues their own generation. At least the internet allows anonymity and you can be judged more on what you say than who you are, right?
@freedompass Throughout the years I have opened up anonymously online on social media fourms and online communities for women about my feelings and insecurities all I ended up receiving was online hate, judgemental behaviour worst of all accusations of being a liar and troll whenever I opened up so honestly about my true insecurities and feelings and asked for advice on how. I have encountered caring compassionate women but I have received far more online hate, criticism, dismissal and taunting from women online.

The online world and the real world are two separate entities but both worlds are the same world ,a sad realisation once I discovered this . The people in the online world and the real world people are both judgemental, shallow, prejudiced and flawed as each other. In the real world people even though people can be hateful and prejudiced there limits to what behaviour and actions they carry out due social expectations within a persons family or social circle to behave a certain way whereas the in the online world people feel even more empowered to judge and mock people because of the online mob mentality.

The truth is even though there are good women who do care but there is also far more women who actually enjoy judging, lecturing, dismissing and mocking other women wherever they open up about their pain.

My biggest mistake was ever believing I would be safe, actually helped and met with compassion and love in a mainstream women only online spaces.
 
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They don't want you to live… just to barely survive so you can do a stupid useless job and pay taxes. There's no joy to be found if you're not born among the lucky ones. Everyone is so cold, so apathetic and at the same time entitled around me. It's just plain disgusting.
Even amongst the so-called lucky ones, I've seen so many of them get brutally murdered..
There's a reason why they say mo' money mo problems.

Almost every single one has yet to see justice.
First they went after Kurt Cobain, now it's time for the public to get their turn.
Eventually chemtrails will catch up with the goyim and remind them what world they were "living" in.





Tao Te Ching – Verse 13
Success is as dangerous as failure.
Hope is as hollow as fear.


We are slowly being slaughtered
So be prepared for the new world order
 
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@brokensea exactly 💯 this is the problem I have with suicide prevention campaigns. A lot of suicide prevention campaigns and initiatives like suicide hotline fail to take into consideration that not everyone has family and friends.

There millions of people in our world who are so alone and have no one looking out for them. Loneliness is not an issue that effects the elderly people who live alone it also effects young people, people in their 30s and over. People become lonely because they lost family members to death and others because of estrangement

In the UK lockdown there was UK adverts everyday showing families doing fun activities in lockdown especially the adverts promoting Microsoft soft teams and tech. All I thought was " what about people who have not got families, those who have nobody? How must they be feeling seeing all these adverts"

@Spike Spiegel Aww virtual hug and sending lots of love to you 🫂 🤗

There are so many mental health awareness and suicide prevention campaigns and which celebrities, politicians, corporations heavily involve themselves in but I feel it is not enough anymore to tell people to open up abd and seek help for mental health issues because the mental system is broken in which people are not getting access to the essential treatment they need. People have died as a result while others continue to experience a decline in their mental health. Now is the time for society to discuss seriously on how can we fix our broken mental health care system.

The mental health care is still inaccessible to the general public and this is an issue happening worldwide.

In the UK people where I live people who are mentally ill face long waiting times to access mental health treatment in under the NHS. Getting access to mental health treatment in the UK is a postcode lottery because where you live will determine how long you have wait because the standard of NHS services varies from region to region. Some areas have less pressureon their health services which makes it easier for people to access healthcare treatment they need however they are many areas in the UK where NHS services are limited.This has led to people in Britain saving up and going to private healthcare services.

America and other countries which have private healthcare systems there millions of ill people that can not afford to pay for healthcare.

Politicians do not want to discuss publicly or address this because it is issue that doesn't effect them because their families and them can afford the best healthcare money can buy. The issue of healthcare is not a vote winner in elections because the public care more about how economic, affordable housing, job creation and national security policies will benefit them this is why politicians in elections campaign very hard on these issues.

Not enough people in society care about mentally ill people because society sees and treat mentally ill as an inconvenience in their lives
Yes so true it's almost just rude to ask someone that. It's hard enough to call a hotline then be reminded you don't have anyone.

Even when I tried to find a new therapist I talked to so many of them who would not take on a patient who was suicidal. Like what did you get into this profession for?
 
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This. Exactly this. Then they'll fake cry/pretend to care and be like "They were so beautiful and had so much potential" "We should have saw the signs" blah blah blah and then do ABSOLUTELY nothing to change the system. They'll forget about you the next day and move on with their lives. What a bunch of crap.
@Obliviate The system is broken but society and institutions within society do not want address this problem seriously. It is easier for people to tweet and share a hashtag on social media raising awareness about talking and caring about mental health and virtual signalling than for people to ve actively campaigning and take action in demanding a change in the mental health care system. Active campaigning involves petitioning, writing to your elected representatives on the harm in inaccessible healthcare, organising protests etc. Active campaigning is a long term commitment which most people are not prepared to do.

The mental health care system is inaccessible to the general public and this is an issue happening worldwide as a result mentally ill people are not getting the essential treatment they need. In the UK people where I live people who are mentally ill face long waiting times to access mental health treatment in under the NHS. In America and other countries which have private healthcare systems there millions of ill people that can not afford to pay for healthcare.

Not enough people in society care about mentally ill people because society sees and treat mentally ill as an inconvenience in their lives rather than human beings who deserve to be treated with dignity and in need of help.
They don't want you to live… just to barely survive so you can do a stupid useless job and pay taxes. There's no joy to be found if you're not born among the lucky ones. Everyone is so cold, so apathetic and at the same time entitled around me. It's just plain disgusting.
@Ashmedai Exactly 💯 and that is cold ugly truth. We live in a world full of judgemental, bullying arseholes.

On social media fourms and online communities for women I open up so honestly about my feelings and insecurities. I am anonymous online. All I ended up receiving was online hate, judgemental behaviour worst of all accusations of being a liar and troll from other women online.

This year when I finally thought I found someone, a friend who I can relate ended up betraying me and humiliated me. I have never met a human being so spiteful and malicious and just a pure hateful person.

I befriended this woman online after I apologised to her because I made controversial comments on the feminist social platform which she was so upset and outraged by. I made poets expressing my OWN dissatisfaction towards my dark brown eyes and envious of how society favours blues eyes. I genuinely felt so bad and guilty for the comments I made it was never my intention to hurt anyone.

At first we got on so well and discovered we some things in common after messaging each other on discord. We both shared stories of how men hurt us over the years and how it harmed us mentally. The woman is a rape survivor and grew up in an abusive household.

The woman then reveals all our private conservations on discord to the women in the feminist social media group honestly and she was making fun of me. The woman went on about how she is a rape survivor and mocked me for being upset over male rejection I experienced throughout my life

She said "She's so unbelievably sheltered that the worst problems of her life was teenage boys being teenage boys in highschool" and told all the women about how I wanted a " Disney princess boyfriend". She even attacked my privileged upbringing.

I have never seen such a evil f*cking spiteful b*-tch.

Here is what happened to me full story:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...e-treated-with-compassion.99943/#post-1731992
 
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These same individuals will implore you to continue living before walking away. I understand that you may be attempting to save your own mental health, but please don't tell me that and offer me false optimism.

There is no purpose to the negativity we encounter on a daily basis. Why does it persist?
@Alcoholic Teletubby Awww I love your profile picture love so much it is so adorable 😍

We live in posionious world full of hateful people who infect the world with their negativity, hatred and just contempt for people especially those that do not fit in with society or just different. When I look at the world all I think is let the world f*cking world burn. Human race is not worth saving.

Why should people be forced to live a world where nobody respects them and does not even want to help them with their problems? Asking such to people to live is just pure selfishness, absolute selfishness.
 
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