Social Quest

[BorderlineMistake]

Hi everyone. it's been a while since I've posted but I'm interested in hearing your thoughts on this. I saw a social experiment online today and I found it vaguely interesting to hear the answers of "normal" people. I want to know what others think about this because my answers were completely different from those of people who clearly do not constantly wish to be dead.

1. If you could wish for one thing, in this very moment, what would it be?
2. What is your biggest mistake/regret?
3. What is your biggest secret?
4. What would make your "child self" disappointed about you today?
5. What are you scared to share with people?
6. What is something people should know about you?
7. And lastly, what was the moment you felt most alive?

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Hi everyone. it's been a while since I've posted but I'm interested in hearing your thoughts on this. I saw a social experiment online today and I found it vaguely interesting to hear the answers of "normal" people. I want to know what others think about this because my answers were completely different from those of people who clearly do not constantly wish to be dead.

1. If you could wish for one thing, in this very moment, what would it be?
2. What is your biggest mistake/regret?
3. What is your biggest secret?
4. What would make your "child self" disappointed about you today?
5. What are you scared to share with people?
6. What is something people should know about you?
7. And lastly, what was the moment you felt most alive?

1. Cyanide.
2. Not dying at 4.
3. Not telling...chuckle.
4. Nothing.
5. Nothing.
6. I am ridiculously honest.
7. I feel most alive when I investigate institutions that cause serious harm and publish. Ongoing...

Do you have a link? Thank you.

 

[SinisterKid]

1 The same peace I know exists in death
2 Not getting it right first time
3 Being gay
4 Not having the energy to fight anymore
5 The truth
6 I am not ashamed for being suicidal
7 When I lost my virginity

 

[crimea_river]

1. Humans to embrace any education that they're offered and in particular, learn from history. They're not always guilty, as the world moved from teaching people to learn to learn years ago.

2. Ever thinking that a majority of people possess empathy.

3. If I answered that one, everybody would be as wise as me...

4. That I never really achieved a state of contentment.

5. What a disappointment they and I are.

6. I mainly care about people on a global, rather than personal level.

7. Can't pick one, it probably involved mind altering substances though.

 

[Quiet_Sandwich]

1. A loaded gun, I guess. If I was in the US I'd ask for a bag of money instead, this way I could get a gun AND an ice cream, a much better deal.

2. Saving myself from drowning during the summer of 1999. If I knew what was waiting ahead of me, I'd let the sea take me away instead.

3. I'm not actually a sandwich.

4. The fact that I became a compulsive liar. I've once had some integrity and valued honesty.

5. Fluids. Take your mind out of a gutter, I'm talking about water. They can get their own bottle to fill with spit, leave mine alone.

6. That I'm a bitter asshole.

7. Look at 2.

 

[appalachian moon]

1. You already know the answer (psst, it's death).
2. Trusting others too quickly could've prevented some trauma.
3. 
4. That I don't find joy in anything. Sorry kiddo, colouring books and playing with dolls are a thing of the past.
5. I don't truly love anyone. Distancing myself from others as a habit of my depression and the thought that I could CTB anytime has resulted in relationships that are meaningless to me.
6. Me being quiet doesn't mean you can walk all over me. Pick another target.
7. Hmm. The adrenaline rush I get from cutting.

 

[RM5998]

1. Energy to get work done/Permission to die.
2. Not killing myself when I was 12. Back then, my mom was on barbituates and sent me out to get her a strip. I could have bought double, gulped down about 10 and prevented the disappointing years of my life.
3. N/A. (I'm not that interesting.)
4. All of me.
5. My fears and insecurities (which is why I lurked around here for quite a while before joining).
6. N/A. (Again, I'm not that interesting.)
7. A party I was at with a girl I had a crush on. We danced together that night.

 

[Crystal Labeija]

1. If you could wish for one thing, in this very moment, what would it be?
2. What is your biggest mistake/regret?
3. What is your biggest secret?
4. What would make your "child self" disappointed about you today?
5. What are you scared to share with people?
6. What is something people should know about you?
7. And lastly, what was the moment you felt most alive?

1. A job that I like, pays me well, and I excel at.

2. I have two: the first is that suicide is my safety plan. If things don't work out, I'll catch the next bus to the otherworld. Two, I'm addicted to daydreaming. I have a daily fantasy about a future where I have a good job that pays well, where I'm good at my job, where I have a large social group of friends, and where I don't have anxiety about work every time I go to bed.

3. How much of a failure I've become.

4. My mental health issues.

5. I'm in pain and I feel like the world isn't for me. I think I've committed enough mistakes and that my future is screwed.

6. My first time at a nightclub with my friends.

 

[kolski]

1. For a miracle, but not for me. I just want death.
2. That the only thing I will achieve in life is hurting the people around me.
3. Wouldn't be a secret if I said..
4. The fact I hurt the one thing I loved most. And that I let everyone around me treat me like I'm nothing.
5. The real me. The person that I'm left alone with every night. I'm scared because I know everyone would run in the other direction if they only knew how much of a monster I was.
6. I know I'm covered in scars, but that doesn't mean you have the right to keep creating more.
7. 2010. I wish I could rewind time and stay there forever.