Venting so tired

[TownesVanZandt]

I'm 21 and I've been suicidal for at least 11 years now. Trying my 5th antidepressant, wellbutrin and it's not helping just like all the others. I upped it to 300mg 6 weeks ago so if it was going to do anything I'd know by now. the last couple nights i've woken up around 4am cried for an hour then went back to bed. I've been trying to stick it out a bit longer but I really hope to ctb by the end of the year.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel so tired, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it sounds like you've suffered a lot. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.