So SN just arrived...

[Wheredidmysanitygo]

So i just got my kit. Pretty sure it's legit.
I have some olanzapine as antihismetics and that's pretty much it. What schedule should i follow with the materials at hand? Not gonna lie, i'm scared af. Didn't think it would actually manage to arrive.

 

[Tackingintothewind]

If you dont feel ready you dont have to do anything straight away.

 

[FreeAngel]

I also want to order Sn because I read so much about it here in the forum but I don't know where to get it

 

[Endeavour]

You don't have to do anything, just relax.

 

[Oozzy]

Check Stan's guide.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Pen>Sword]

I want to get SN and N, but I'm from Canada and LE will be up on my ass if I get caught. Means of suicide attempt shouldn't be illegal, especially if the transaction is done with consent.

 

[Flawed Emotion]

Damn SN is amazing. How did you manage to get it? everywhere online has removed it from stores but that was the go to before the clampdown on SN.

 

[Wheredidmysanitygo]

If you dont feel ready you dont have to do anything straight away.

I know. I'm keeping it as a last resort. Even tho shit's already bad enough to actually take it already.

I also want to order Sn because I read so much about it here in the forum but I don't know where to get it

Gotta use alternative methods. In the US it's as easy as getting a candybar tho.

You don't have to do anything, just relax.

I'm trying to. Hanged with a couple of friends and got drunk. Also told them and actually showed them the bottle aince we met just after i took it from the post office. They told me to throe it away amd that i was a retard. Lol. Not gonna use it today. Still got 2L of beer to drink. Soon tho. My B-day is due in a month, so i might just do it then. Plenty of time to reflect until then.

Check Stan's guide.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Thx, i'll read it again (i've read it like 20 times by now, lol)

I want to get SN and N, but I'm from Canada and LE will be up on my ass if I get caught. Means of suicide attempt shouldn't be illegal, especially if the transaction is done with consent.

Not sure what advice i could give u. It's not possible to get by regular means here in Europe as well. Only by tricking a reshipping service i was able to get it.

Damn Loudwolf SN is amazing. How did you manage to get it? everywhere online has removed it from stores but that was the go to before the clampdown on SN.

If you're from EU then simply entering an US adress is enough. If you enter a EU adress it shows as unavailable.

 

[Lost10]

Damn Loudwolf SN is amazing. How did you manage to get it? everywhere online has removed it from stores but that was the go to before the clampdown on SN.

I ordered mine direct from their site.

 

[Aloken]

Maybe you should delete the pic
though, we need to keep the sellers up and running.

 

[Thegoldenapples]

Maybe you should delete the pic
though, we need to keep the sellers up and running.

I agree. Site is already policed and this will just give them more evidence.

 

[Aloken]

Maybe you should delete the pic
though, we need to keep the sellers up and running.

Damn Loudwolf SN is amazing. How did you manage to get it? everywhere online has removed it from stores but that was the go to before the clampdown on SN.

Hey, could you please edit your post and delete the name of the brand ? It's to protect the seller and the sn's availability :)

 

[Lost Magic]

Yeah, like others have said delete this brand. Because of the pro-life brigade SN is already difficult enough to get as it is. No, rush to ctb btw. I have my stash from a while back along with all the other pills to calm me down before ctb day. Dr Philip Nitschke pointed out that it was a comfort to have something near by anyway and it really is.

 

[Blakepauljamal]

Did you order from Amazon? I did and never got my order shipped from usps.

 

[Sasoe04]

I ordered mine direct from their site.

Are you in usa?

 

[Lost10]

Are you in usa?

Yes

 

[Sasoe04]

Yes

Lucky you!!!

 

[Lost10]

Lucky you!!!

Thank you!

 

[HopelessFight]

You're extremely lucky to get this brand as a European.

 

[Trisolaris]

I envy you.

 

[Lost10]

I envy you.

I envy anyone who can get H or N. I'd be happy with ghb even. SN scares me not for the pain but for the mental effects. If you pass out in a few minutes then that I could take.

 

[Lost Magic]

I envy anyone who can get H or N. I'd be happy with ghb even. SN scares me not for the pain but for the mental effects. If you pass out in a few minutes then that I could take.

that's why I have loads of drugs like xanax, valium, painkillers and sleeping pills in conjunction with SN. I want to be very sleepy and tired when I take it.

 

[Aloken]

I envy anyone who can get H or N. I'd be happy with ghb even. SN scares me not for the pain but for the mental effects. If you pass out in a few minutes then that I could take.

What mental effects?

 

[Endeavour]

What mental effects?

I think they mean if it takes 30 minutes to pass out - the anguish of waiting and worrying.

 

[Lost Magic]

I think they mean if it takes 30 minutes to pass out - the anguish of waiting and worrying.

That's why benzos and/or sleeping tablets or other sedatives are a good idea. Of course this is dependent on getting access to them.

 

[Endeavour]

I don't have access to them, and don't want pills sloshing around in side me because I don't know what might happen - like they might make me more likely to vomit. Only ibuprofen/paracetamol and then ant acid.

My method is to fast all day so absolutely no food inside me, and to stop drinking fluids for around 5 or 6 hours prior to drinking it.

Then it will get into small intestine and be absorbed faster, since body is needing water.

Then to have a cigarette. I've noticed quite a few people have passed out very rapidly when having a cigarette, I think it may speed up the process by further reducing oxygen in the blood.

Also to be kneeling up on the bed, or stood at the side of the bed - it's low blood pressure that plays a big part in making you pass out, standing up will speed that up I believe, rather than if you're lying down.

Just need to make sure I can fall onto the bed, not into the cupboard LoL.

 

[Lost10]

I think they mean if it takes 30 minutes to pass out - the anguish of waiting and worrying.

Confusion. It will cause a detached feeling and make it hard to think. You will literally be confused, your heart rate will be elevated and you will possibly have a panic attack from the inability to think straight and not know what's going on. I've had low BP many times from my pots and the confusion is very unpleasant. Hr dropping is more unpleasant. I'd rather not feel any of this and not have the inability to think straight/confusion. I have sleeping pills, benzos, etc but they don't knock me out. Ambien/ZOLPIDEM helps the most with these feelings imo.

I think they mean if it takes 30 minutes to pass out - the anguish of waiting and worrying.

The waiting is also a part of it yes.

That's why benzos and/or sleeping tablets or other sedatives are a good idea. Of course this is dependent on getting access to them.

I have them but not enough to counteract the panic feeling.

 

[Crusader]

So i just got my kit. Pretty sure it's legit.
I have some olanzapine as antihismetics and that's pretty much it. What schedule should i follow with the materials at hand? Not gonna lie, i'm scared af. Didn't think it would actually manage to arrive.

Hi. You should read this: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/
I know only one address in Europe for sodium nitrite (German: Natriumnitrit). They ship world wide, but it might be difficult to receive the parcel in a country outside the European Community.

 

[Endeavour]

Confusion. It will cause a detached feeling and make it hard to think. You will literally be confused, your heart rate will be elevated and you will possibly have a panic attack from the inability to think straight and not know what's going on. I've had low BP many times from my pots and the confusion is very unpleasant. Hr dropping is more unpleasant. I'd rather not feel any of this and not have the inability to think straight/confusion. I have sleeping pills, benzos, etc but they don't knock me out. Ambien/ZOLPIDEM helps the most with these feelings imo.

The waiting is also a part of it yes.

I have them but not enough to counteract the panic feeling.

A lot of people, some who have ctb pass out quickly, and others who have survived suddenly pass out and know nothing until they wake up in the hospital.

I think maybe you're over worrying, but then again it could be different for everyone.

 

[Lost10]

A lot of people, some who have ctb pass out quickly, and others who have survived suddenly pass out and know nothing until they wake up in the hospital.

I think maybe you're over worrying, but then again it could be different for everyone.

I really hope you're right.