Discussion So much stuff we could do before CTB.

[WornOutLife]

I was just thinking about all the stuff that I would like to do before dying or ctb, (I'm in recovery, it's hell sometimes), such as travelling, learning more languages, watching more tv shows and anime, read new manga, try to be fitness before I'm too old, love again (this one will be hard lol), etc.

Have you thought of it? Will you at least do some things you'ever wanted to do before catching the bus?

 

[Symbiote]

• Sky-dive without a parachute
• Swim in shark-infested waters
• Get shot out of a cannon
• Roleplay a crime scene where I'm the victim
• Make deals with mafia bosses, and never finish the deal
• Expose Putin for who he is to get free poisons
• Get married a 2nd time

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Don't think I'll ever be able to; but a healthy, adult, long-term relationship would be cool. Also doing one-handed pushups and working a job that I know is necessary and needed.

• Expose Putin for who he is to get free poisons

 

[WornOutLife]

• Get married a 2nd time

I'm really surprised about this. Most people I know who got married and divorced always tell me they won't do it again and that I shouldn't ever get married hahah

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm gonna try to relive as many childhood shows and memories as I can before I CTB as well as see all the cool movies coming out in 2022.

In my final days I might even try to hire an escort with all the money I saved up just so I can pretend for a day that I'm in an ideal relationship.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

In my final days I might even try to hire an escort with all the money I saved up just so I can pretend for a day that I'm in an ideal relationship.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Yeah similar to that I suppose, though a hologram would just seem even more like torture.

 

[Symbiote]

I'm really surprised about this. Most people I know who got married and divorced always tell me they won't do it again and that I shouldn't ever get married hahah

All the other choices lead to death, so a 2nd marriage would definitely lead to my death.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Yeah similar to that I suppose, though a hologram would just seem even more like torture.

I'll take anything at this point, haha. If she can move freely around the city and do what she wants that'd be great.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'll take anything at this point, haha. If she can move freely around the city and do what she wants that'd be great.

True. That would still be amazing. If I'm about to die though I'd want to at least be able to do physical touch too things like holding hands and stuff. Wish I wasn't so demanding. Damn, now I'm even more sad...

 

[Symbiote]

On a serious note, if I separate from my wife, I just want a dog and live by myself for awhile.

 

[Makko]

Sky-dive without a parachute

Dream method. I get excited just thinking about it.

 

[fred farkle]

I envy you guys! you got hopes and plans. me,i dont want to do anything. i just want to hide away in misery and get up thenerve to ctb!

 

[Conker]

I envy you guys! you got hopes and plans. me,i dont want to do anything. i just want to hide away in misery and get up thenerve to ctb!

Sometimes, it isn't even that we want to be doing anything.. Just that pretending is all we have left before returning to the void.

So you may as well indulge for a bit before the curtains close on you. Personally, I don't really have much pretending left in me. I loved the potential of not only myself but this world at large. Seeing it get squandered was very traumatizing & sobering. The words of George Carlin, often echo in my head these days..

"It's never gonna get any better, so be happy with what you've got". Reincarnation can be habit-forming, always running Helter Skelter.

I wish that the Universe wasn't such a cold, unjust, evil & retarded place. Had there been a balance then I would've remained apart of her, although now that I've unveiled this psychotic vampire for what it truly is.. Leaves myself with no other choice than to undo this mistake.

This is the fate that I've been slowly carving out throughout lifetimes for my soul. I'm finally aligning myself with the highest purpose.
Soon it will be time to take my Perfect Medicine, and never will my wounds bleed ever again..

A quote by George Carlin

But there’s a reason. There’s a reason. There’s a reason for this, there’s a reason education sucks, and it’s the same reason that it will never, ever, e...

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[nolongerhuman]

I'd like to see as much of the world as I can before I can't stand life anymore. Lots of hiking and camping. Museum tours too. I don't get out of my city very much but the times that I do get to see someplace new are some of my better moments.

 

[ashedout]

I'd love to quit my job and travel, learn another language, and just spend my days in a cozy corner of the world with a good book. If this pandemic ever ends, maybe I will consider actually doing it and just truly living life at least once before ctb.

 

[Gonjoolie]

I don't really want to do anything to be honest. I guess I want to experience really fast internet. My whole life I've had terrible internet, 76kb/s download speed, and I'm addicted to the internet and video games so it'd be nice to get everything done instantly. That's about it though.

 

[Bedrock48]

Might as well make do stuff that you like before entering the void. For me it'd probably be:

• Attend 1 more metal concert
• Get a tattoo or body mod
• Make someone's day
• Idk fucking rage and burn some possessions

I have some more long term goals but I don't ever really see those being fulfilled. It's always good to think of things to do before ctb/death even if they're small.

 

[watchingthewheels]

Can't think of a thing that I haven't done already. Just killing time until it's my time.

 

[mlmc045]

I want to see the Northern Lights, and maybe see a giraffe in its natural habitat. I would love to swim with sea turtles.

 

[loopylou]

I'm really surprised about this. Most people I know who got married and divorced always tell me they won't do it again and that I shouldn't ever get married hahah

I'm never getting married once let alone twice. Not for me

 

[Catchingdabus27]

I really wanna be in relationship with another women like... I know its possiboe and I feek like I've kept myself SO far from just being gay as a form of self punishment???

So likeeee I wanna meet someone that I can experience a kinda love with. It doesn't habe to be like a soul mate but honestly I wanted to do some singles night kinda stuff

I wanted to do stuff a "regular" young adult would/could do and enjoy...

I still might try but yeah... like even if in my lifetime I dont experience a full on relationship it would be nice to be able to have some experiences.


Aside from that!!! I just wanted to travel and eat good and different foods :p which I could def see myself dtaying alive to do but with COVID I'll see... if ima die anyway lemme enjoy some shit first...

I think that enjoyment just gets hard to like execute at times and its like "if I don't even have the energy to die how am I gonna do anything I like" but eh I'm tryna channel energy for both.

 

[Spitfire]

I can not really think of anything.

I am just going to do some more work is all for awhile and then I am also hoping to die soon in my sleep that would be nice.

And so I just want to be done and dying relatively soon, and that would be okay with me.

Thanks

 

[Trisolaris]

I can't do anything because of my condition. Nothing awaits me but pain until I do it already.

 

[Neowise]

• move out of my parent's place and live my own life without their bullshit, enjoying freedom
• learn more languages (already know 5 but it's never enough lol)
• get active in EDM music production and making my own songs
• go to an EDM concert (wanted to this year but well, Corona)
• parachuting and bungee jumping
• get fit
• see the amazon rain forest
• participate at a zoological / entomological expedition (though that is unlikely as I don't want to specialize in zoology)
• have a garden and growing own fruits and vegetables, and a lot of flowers to support or dying insect population

Can't think of more right now. I might add things to my list later if I remember something.

 

[Spiral]

I want to see the Northern Lights, and maybe see a giraffe in its natural habitat. I would love to swim with sea turtles.

If you like giraffes ....

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There is this hotel where the giraffes come to visit the people and stick their heads through the windows lol, a bit like a reverse zoo

 

[muffin222]

I want to experience true love at least once in my life. True, reciprocated love with someone who understands and accepts me for who I am

 

[lostmyhope]

I'm too depressed for aspirations. Nothing is enjoyable to me anymore.

 

[Aloken]

This thread makes me sad. I'll go before I do half the stuff I would like to do before I ctb. I can't even text my favorite person. Someone please switch me off, I've had enough

 

[Lmd]

I don't really want to do anything to be honest. I guess I want to experience really fast internet. My whole life I've had terrible internet, 76kb/s download speed, and I'm addicted to the internet and video games so it'd be nice to get everything done instantly. That's about it though.

I laughed with this. I've experienced the same my whole life and going to a friends house to play hits different.

I don't want to do anything special just because I'm gonna die. Spending my days as I'm doing right now looks fine for me.