So much bad shit happening at the same time I’m genuinely questioning if this is some kind of setup for me to kill myself. well, it’s working.

[pinkdarlingg]

I've always been financially unstable, but it's taken quite a turn this year. I'm paying rent for an apartment I don't even live in because nobody wants to take over my lease. I'm unemployed with two maxed out credit cards and my credit score is in the 500s so I can't get any loans. I feel like this is a setup because every time a job says they'll call me back, I just don't get it. I've never; ever had trouble finding a job before especially because I'm so experienced in food service/retail. Rent is due on the 1st and I don't have the money for it guys. I don't know what to do. Without the $2,000 I owe in credit card fees, I owe $1,400 immediately while my bank account has $17. Still looking for jobs and falling like crazy but honestly I'm just thinking of suicide. I'm listing the pros and cons and there are more pros then there are. I hate how finances take a huge toll on my mentally, I haven't eaten a meal in days, just me and my siblings eating small items from the house. I'm also a good college student and never failed a class, but now I'm going to. I told my professor about my mental health experiences but she said no exceptions regardless so now I'm going to fail.

 

[Pluto]

Bankruptcy is an extreme option, but normally it's not worth doing unless the debt is much more substantial. I hope you're able to find work or get some help from a family member.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so awful what you have to go through and it's just so incredibly unfair how people have to suffer like this all through no fault of their own. It undeniably is such a cruel world that we exist in.

 

[Zegers]

I also wonder if this whole shitstorm is something to drive you ctb, who knows. I know well what it's like to go thru that sort of thing (a poor home) and it's fucking stressful, in the long run it can affect your health.

Best wishes in whatever you do.