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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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What time is it where you are? I want to stay with you.
 
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Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
Jun 16, 2019
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Jean4 said:
What time is it where you are? I want to stay with you.
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I'm not far from you. I'm in Maryland so it's 7:49pm.
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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SuicidalSymphonies said:
@Jean4 wants me to stick around to celebrate, then I'll bring some!
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Kitty with party hats. We need to show @SinisterKid how to party and maybe throw cake at him. ;)
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
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Jean4 said:
Kitty with party hats. We need to show @SinisterKid how to party and maybe throw cake at him. ;)
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Let's! I think it sounds fun. xo
 
Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
I'm sorry that you've been brought to this point but I support your choice. If you decide to ctb, I hope that you're transition goes as smoothly & as peacefully as possible, Dazedandconfused32. :heart: :hug:
 
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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Update please Dazed. We want to be here for you.
 
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Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
Jun 16, 2019
215
Jean4 said:
Update please Dazed. We want to be here for you.
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Hey, sorry nothing as of yet. Just had a bit of a rest. As always I struggle with exhaustion so just waiting until the time is right tomorrow morning.
 
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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Dazedandconfused32 said:
Hey, sorry nothing as of yet. Just had a bit of a rest. As always I struggle with exhaustion so just waiting until the time is right tomorrow morning.
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Just checking in on you. Making sure you are ok. ;)
 
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Ark

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Oct 18, 2019
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If by the morning you decide you are absolutely sure this is your time to CTB I will do all I can to be here with you.

I hope you get the peace you deserve Dazed.

I have really enjoyed your presence here and for what it's worth you have my support no matter what.
 
Jean4

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Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
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215
Ark said:
If by the morning you decide you are absolutely sure this is your time to CTB I will do all I can to be here with you.

I hope you get the peace you deserve Dazed.

I have really enjoyed your presence here and for what it's worth you have my support no matter what.
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Thank you Ark. That means so much to me. I send you hugs
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I think of you and Stan with this one so much
 
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Ark

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Infinite hugs right back to you! :hug::hug::hug::hug:
 
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xxsweetopheliaxx

xxsweetopheliaxx

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Nov 25, 2019
26
I hope you find the comfort and warmth you weren't able to find in this world from here on. I'm so so sorry life brought you to this point. If only things were different and pain didn't torment you to this extent. I wish you the best, truly xx
 
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Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
Jun 16, 2019
215
gardeniaxxi said:
I hope you find the comfort and warmth you weren't able to find in this world from here on. I'm so so sorry life brought you to this point. If only things were different and pain didn't torment you to this extent. I wish you the best, truly xx
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Thank you, to you as well <3
 
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justwhy?

justwhy?

Student
Sep 27, 2019
151
May this change be whatever you wish of it. Happy death day.
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
can you tell Stan I said hello
 
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BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
Thinking of you ❤
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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Even though I don't know you, I hope you find the peace you are seeking.
 
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samarra

samarra

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Aug 17, 2019
45
I am sorry the world treated you harshly and brought you to this point. I am sending you the warmest hug and I wish you the best outcome whatever your decision will be at last. :hug:
 
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Tired_M

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Nov 3, 2019
57
My thoughts are with you right now, I hope you'll have a smooth and peaceful transition. All the best, we're here for you until the end :hug:
 
Dazedandconfused32

Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
Jun 16, 2019
215
Tired_M said:
My thoughts are with you right now, I hope you'll have a smooth and peaceful transition. All the best, we're here for you until the end :hug:
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Thank you for this. I feel a lot of confusion right now. SI is ringing strong. I'm scared
 
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Tired_M

Tired_M

Member
Nov 3, 2019
57
Dazedandconfused32 said:
Thank you for this. I feel a lot of confusion right now. SI is ringing strong. I'm scared
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SI sure is a pain in the butt. Is there any way you can keep your mind busy for a little while? Or something you can take to ease your nerves? You can always PM me if you need someone to talk to. Also, if SI hits you too hard and you decide to back down, it's okay, it's not your fault and we're here no matter what to support you. :)
 
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Farmmaa

Specialist
Dec 4, 2019
343
Dazedandconfused32 said:
Thank you for this. I feel a lot of confusion right now. SI is ringing strong. I'm scared
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Fear of the unknown is to be expected .. but if it is more than that, if it is doubt guiding your fear and confusion .. today doesn't have to be the day.
Do what feels right in your heart
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Good morning and good night to you, my sweet friend. So much love.. It's normal to be scared. Most of us have SI, and that's okay. It's gonna hit me like a freight train but I'll bring cake and we'll celebrate with Stan, CrushedHopes, everyone else who has found their peace. xo
 
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TheLastGoodbye

Student
Oct 23, 2019
109
Dazedandconfused32 said:
Thank you for this. I feel a lot of confusion right now. SI is ringing strong. I'm scared
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If it doesn't feel right, it probably wasn't meant to be your day. I'm sure the vast majority of us would love to have you stick around for a bit :)

But if you do decide to go, I hope everything goes well and that you find the peace you're looking for
 
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