So get this

[Pebblesinmypocket]

While I worry about which rope to buy and realizing that my mother is not beneficiary of my retirement accounts so I have to do that paper work, I've been called into an interview for a job I applied for months ago with my boss whose suspending me a two of her friends and the union suggests I go and act sane. I can do the interview Tuesday morning and then hang myself when the rope comes Tuesday afternoon

 

[Mixo]

Don't take this the wrong way, because I know how it is to deeply want to die but still have unfinished business holding you back (that could affect other people)... but if you're going to actually exit, then why worry about the job interview? That's not a challenge or a dare. I'm just saying if you're still considering a future where you're working, then the rope plan should probably just be postponed or discarded altogether.

 

[Pale_Rider]

That will throw anybody off the scent.

 

[Pebblesinmypocket]

It's just absurd! But your right. Who cares.

 

[Vorty30]

Do what has to be done and what you believe is the truth / the right thing.
Society will always find ways to fuck and mess with you.

 

[Pebblesinmypocket]

You're right about that. I've been bullied my whole life and no amount of anything I've done has stoped that from happening.

 

[fedup1982]

I really hope you find a better way to deal with everything. I know how hard it is living, how hard it is dying. My concern is that suffering from hanging is an awful awful way to go, please don't use that method. You deserve better

 

[Pebblesinmypocket]

Really? I thought hanging was a good method if you get it right. You're out in 30 seconds.