Discussion So Lonely

[Cjaf]

I always feel lonely. I'm often surrounded by family and friends who love me but I still feel lonely because no one understands the struggle of mental disease. They want to be there for me but I also know they are getting tired of my endless issues.
I've distanced myself from people a lot lately because I rather feel lonely by myself than feel lonely when I'm with people. That hurts even more.

 

[FailingAtLife]

I always feel lonely. I'm often surrounded by family and friends who love me but I still feel lonely because no one understands the struggle of mental disease. They want to be there for me but I also know they are getting tired of my endless issues.
I've distanced myself from people a lot lately because I rather feel lonely by myself than feel lonely when I'm with people. That hurts even more.

What mental disease are you struggling with, my friend?

 

[Cjaf]

What mental disease are you struggling with, my friend?

Depression, mixed personality disorder(borderline, avoidant and obsessive compulsive) and I recently recovered from anorexia.
Of the past 12 months I've been in in-house therapy for over 9 months. Had different therapies before that. I'm just so done fighting for happiness.

 

[Quarky00]

His posts he said he try hanging before 12 times but fail.

And caffeine !

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/just-drank-13-energy-drinks.34061

 

[Ryan.s]

And caffeine !

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/just-drank-13-energy-drinks.34061

Hahhahaahaa. That's too funny.

Hahhahaahaa. That's too funny.

And for anyone wondering, yes, I am still here. Sadly.... But I promise you I won't have to make these stupid threads much longer.

 

[lanitoasmr]

I always feel lonely

 

[jgm63]

Hahhahaahaa. That's too funny.

And for anyone wondering, yes, I am still here. Sadly.... But I promise you I won't have to make these stupid threads much longer.

Take your time and do as you wish.
You can rethink as many times as you like, we don't mind.
Nobody should ever feel pressured to do anything just because they said they would....

 

[FailingAtLife]

Hahhahaahaa. That's too funny.

And for anyone wondering, yes, I am still here. Sadly.... But I promise you I won't have to make these stupid threads much longer.

... I think when most people announce they're going, it's probably more to convince themselves rather than anyone else.

Ending your life is no trivial undertaking; as I've said before, there is no Undo button you can press once the bus has been successfully caught...

 

[sickInsominic42]

Hahhahaahaa. That's too funny.

And for anyone wondering, yes, I am still here. Sadly.... But I promise you I won't have to make these stupid threads much longer.

Don't apologise. Especially to us all. We understand and support any decisions you make. If that means living today and ctb later on. Maybe there is a reason you haven't been able to successfully ctb yet. Or maybe not. But the point is. We're here for you and you shouldn't feel like you let anyone down or trouble anyone. We're not here to judge or push. Just support and comfort.

 

[Marktheghost]

Hahhahaahaa. That's too funny.

And for anyone wondering, yes, I am still here. Sadly.... But I promise you I won't have to make these stupid threads much longer.

What went wrong?
Sorry it didn't work out for you.

 

[Quarky00]

And for anyone wondering, yes, I am still here. Sadly.... But I promise you I won't have to make these stupid threads much longer.

Feel free to make more stupid threads Though less stupid ctb methods

 

[departing]

I feel so lonely. I'm going to try to CTB again tonight. Do any of you guys just get so lonely at night?

If you tried to CTB, I hope that you found the peace you were seeking.