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chillino

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So I do have my plan.
I'm going to drive to a small lake and tie a 10-kg weight around my neck—do you think that'll work? I'm also going to take some sleeping pills.
 
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Canto XIII

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Death by drowning has always sounded horrifical to me.
 
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chillino

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Jan 30, 2026
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yeah it sounds horrific to me too however I dont have any other options right now :/
 
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dirkw83

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Mar 4, 2026
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Not sure that a 10 kg weight is gonna do the difference my friend. But idk
 
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t8129

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Dec 16, 2025
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So I do have my plan.
I'm going to drive to a small lake and tie a 10-kg weight around my neck—do you think that'll work? I'm also going to take some sleeping pills.
Definitely dont do that it'll be horrible
 
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Jul 21, 2019
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Your SI (survival instinct) is going to do every thing it possibly can to cancel out of it.. You are going to try swimming to stay afloat and grabbing back on to your boat or what ever you are on, and also going to try removing the weight off of you.. SI is going to be much more powerful than you anticipate..
 
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