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conflagration
Experienced
- Jul 29, 2022
- 207
I have been on 10 day vipasana meditation retreat in hope that maybe it will help me with my crippling anxiety and social phobia. 10 days of silence made my social phobia even worse, I am constantly feeling like being on a small dose of shrooms, weird retrospectives happening in my head all the time, sharpened perception to uncomfortable levels. Every method of recovery I tried fucks me up even more, e.g. when I tried therapy I almost CTB.