so i guess it might happen soon

[venusblue]

i rely on my psychiatric medication to survive. without it i will kill myself. i have to go two weeks without it, and then start on a very low dose of a new medication, which wont start working for a while. this transition period might genuinely make me lose it and CTB because i truly cannot function without medication and ive already been extremely suicidal even with it. its also disheartening cause my last post was me being happy about switching but after seeing the schedule, im just filled with a sense of dread. fuck

 

[Aphid]

Oh god, that's horrible!! If you can please please please talk to your provider about maybe being on a lower and lower dosage so you don't go completely cold turkey and go crazy, if you need anyone I'm here for you, I'm sure plenty of us are, please be safe and stay healthy for us :(,

 

[venusblue]

thank you, i really appreciate it i just feel defeated

 

[MessyNonsense]

What doctor okayed that plan? That's literally grounds for medical malpractice lawsuit if you're saying you'll kill yourself without it. You could fight them on it. Threaten to sue or say you have family members who will sue once you kill yourself