So I got my N

[DontGiveAshiit]

So I finally got my N a few days ago. I feel very happy and relieved.
There are some issues / questions I wanted to consult

1. so first, the shitbags in the customs opened one of the bottles - they removed the blue cover and open some of the silver wrap I think, I attached picture of the bottle to show how it looks from above. I think they just opened the part where the syringe goes. some of the liquid did pour out of him, since I felt it was a bit wet. So, what does it mean storage-wise? How long can this bottle be preserved? is there anything I can do to make it last longer? I did wrapped it with some sellotape for what it worth. Luckily, I ordered 3 bottles, so I still have 2, but wanted another one spare for any case of failure or whatever, so it really sucks.

2. I was always sure that there are no implications regarding to CTB with N - which means in case of failure (throwing up or drinking too little) nothing big happens and you just go on with your life. But recently I read that you can get into prolonged comma (!). I dont even want to think about it, but I have to verify: even in such case that you go into comma, if you arent found for, lets say, 2 weeks, or a month - then you will die either way, right? For me this is the case, since I live alone, and although I do have family (that live kinda far), I dont think nobody will actually find me for a month or even 2 months. So this would be enough to seal the deal right?

3. last question is how long should N be good (the sealed bottles) assuming I store it in the refrigerator?

 

[just_wanna_die]

That's unfortunate that one of your 3 bottles was opened and some of the liquid N may have spilled out. But you have plenty for what you want to do.

It is possible that you can go into a prolonged coma. But since you live alone and the chances of not being found for a long time is in your favor. But to speed the process, maybe you want to place a bag over your head too? The N will knock you out, prevent any possible SI from kicking in, and you will pass away peacefully in your sleep/coma without knowing it within a couple of hours or so.

It is my understanding that liquid N is not as stable as powdered N, but if stored away from heat and light, it should remain potent for many years.

 

[boc]

Hey, congrats on getting N. I think your whole life outlook will improve just having it as a back up.

The sealed N out of sunlight should last a long long time. Like 20 years. Apparently the solution becomes milky in appearance if it goes bad. So that's a simple test before taking it.

For the opened N, it should be fine. I would use it to run a barb test off Amazon using test strips. And just keep it aside, could also do a small taste test (<1ml) on the tongue. Save the two other bottles for the final day.

I've only ever heard of a prolonged coma where people get 'saved' or taken to the hospital. I think if you aren't found for 24 hours, you're basically done. You could stretch it out for 3 days if you really want, as no water would kill you in that case. I think coma is a low risk if you aren't found very quickly.

Make sure you get your antiemetics. Also, no shame in changing your mind or putting things off. Big decision, we're all here to support you.

 

[Smart No More]

Jeez. Good you got 3. They must have tested for narcotics and come up short. I don't think their test covers barbiturates because they're no longer in circulation. They may have saved your details for prosperity which probably will amount to very little but if D ever gets compromised like A you could potentially get a visit like some of A's customers did so maybe be diligent in storing it somewhere away from anywhere they would look. Also remember that if they ever do visit (and lets hope they don't) you are under no obligation to let them in without a warrant which they never had in the cases reported with A's customers.
The open bottle has around 30 days on it. Some say more but that seems to be the general consensus.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I agree with everyone else. Sealed bottles stored properly away from sunlight will last up to 20 years or more. Opened bottle 30 days more or less, though no one seems to know for sure.

The prolonged coma only matters if you're living with people, or don't give yourself enough time to be found, so you'll have no problem since you live alone

 

[Smart No More]

@DontGiveAshiit Hey, did you contact D using the most recent email address in the pph or the previous address/es?

 

[DontGiveAshiit]

Thanks for the replies everybody, you really calmed me down.

Hey, congrats on getting N. I think your whole life outlook will improve just having it as a back up.

The sealed N out of sunlight should last a long long time. Like 20 years. Apparently the solution becomes milky in appearance if it goes bad. So that's a simple test before taking it.

For the opened N, it should be fine. I would use it to run a barb test off Amazon using test strips. And just keep it aside, could also do a small taste test (<1ml) on the tongue. Save the two other bottles for the final day.

I've only ever heard of a prolonged coma where people get 'saved' or taken to the hospital. I think if you aren't found for 24 hours, you're basically done. You could stretch it out for 3 days if you really want, as no water would kill you in that case. I think coma is a low risk if you aren't found very quickly.

Make sure you get your antiemetics. Also, no shame in changing your mind or putting things off. Big decision, we're all here to support you.

Ye bro you have no idea, this is exactly as you say, just the fact that I got N makes me feel better, like I have no concerns now, nothing to worry about, nothing to even care about, because I can just use the bus ticket anytime :) It's literally like a super power, I can do whatever the fck I want with no consequences lol. I can put all my money on some shitty stock and either make a fortune or lose it all and kill myself lol :)
But seriously, Im currently kinda in position where I have 2 paths to go to - either I somehow manage to fix my falling-apart life and go on few more years (which I doubt will happen given my shitty luck through my whole life), or just taking the N now.
The only thing that actually prevent me from doing so is my mom. Otherwise I would just do it now, I hold no value for life, life is pointless, you are aging, you lose everything and you die. Even if your life is good, in some point it WILL be getting shit. Everybody is just in a mice race, slaving away, and when they get bored they spawn more babies that will join the mice race and either suffer or will be brainwashed just like their parents and keep the circle going. that's all.

Anyway.... ye I actually meant to do taste test with the open bottle. I read too much recently about the bad taste of N and currently it's all that worries me. if the taste itself is not enough you also need to drink it really fast, so I really hope it wont cause issues.

Also, I didnt find a precise instruction for N, like there is for SN, so this is what I gather from looking around, can you tell if it's good?

* fast 8 hours before N
* eat some light snack 1.5h before
* 20g benzo 1.5h before (only if I can get one...)
* 20mg meto 1h before
* take the N: 1.5 or 2 bottles, and for the taste with one of the methods in the taste guide.

Sounds good?

 

[Smart No More]

Just been thinking about customs wrecking the lid on that bottle and wondering if, when they search other things sent in the post and wreck them but find nothing, do thsy offe any kind of compensation?

I saw a show where LE were checking things crossing from Mexico to the US and they had identified something something when scanning industrial cooling units and they pulled them apart ans found they were full of meth. I couldn't help wondering what would happen if they found nothing. Would they reimburse the thousands of dollars lost to the poor person who was having them delivered to thwir restaurant or whatever. That could ruin a small business as those units are possibly among the highest costs of kittting out a new kitchen. They must destroy so many things in their searches and they must come up short a fair percentage of the time.

 

[DontGiveAshiit]

@DontGiveAshiit Hey, did you contact D using the most recent email address in the pph or the previous address/es?

just from the one in the PPH in the sticky thread (Aug 21)

Just been thinking about customs wrecking the lid on that bottle and wondering if, when they search other things sent in the post and wreck them but find nothing, do thsy offe any kind of compensation?

I saw a show where LE were checking things crossing from Mexico to the US and they had identified something something when scanning industrial cooling units and they pulled them apart ans found they were full of meth. I couldn't help wondering what would happen if they found nothing. Would they reimburse the thousands of dollars lost to the poor person who was having them delivered to thwir restaurant or whatever. That could ruin a small business as those units are possibly among the highest costs of kittting out a new kitchen. They must destroy so many things in their searches and they must come up short a fair percentage of the time.

Ye I was thinking the same thing. But Im not in a position where I can say something lol, I was kinda mad that it was open but I guess I need to be grateful that I even got it, and that I was right to buy 3 bottles

 

[Smart No More]

I think the stat dose recommended for meto is a bit higher and recently the Exit forums have reported the recommendation of mixing meto with another AE if possible. I am struggling to remember the name of it now but will update when it comes to me. Hopefully somebody will jump in and post the name. There are different ways you can approach the regime. You can do 48, 25 or 12hour AE and fast for 24hrs. I think the meto is meant to be taken around 8hrs apart. As far as I remember the 25hr plan, you start with a 20mg dose and then take a 10mg dose every 8hrs up until an hour before drinking your stuff. The longer AE regime followed allows for a bit more leeway with your timing on drinking N, I assume because it has a cumulative effect. Also meto speeds gasteic transit so it helps with speeding uptake of N.

Also recommended is a proton pump inhibitor/antacid to help with avoiding vomiting. Omeprazole, Lansoprazol, esomeprazole etc etc You can take a stat dose of that around an hour before N.

As far as your benzo you will have to adapt dosage to suit that specific benzo you can obtain. For example, 20mg of alprazolam would be a bad idea whereas 20mg diazepam/valium is fine. Midazolam is good but not so easy to obtain. It has some good properties that suit the whole N thing though. Lorazepam has some AE properties. Minimal but definitely present. Some benzos have potential for causing vomiting. If you're not already familiar with benzo's it's worth searching a conversion chart as they tend to display other attributes of each benzo as well as the dosage values.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I think the stat dose recommended for meto is a bit higher and recently the Exit forums have reported the recommendation of mixing meto with another AE if possible. I am struggling to remember the name of it now but will update when it comes to me. Hopefully somebody will jump in and post the name. There are different ways you can approach the regime. You can do 48, 25 or 12hour AE and fast for 24hrs. I think the meto is meant to be taken around 8hrs apart. As far as I remember the 25hr plan, you start with a 20mg dose and then take a 10mg dose every 8hrs up until an hour before drinking your stuff. The longer AE regime followed allows for a bit more leeway with your timing on drinking N, I assume because it has a cumulative effect. Also meto speeds gasteic transit so it helps with speeding uptake of N.

Also recommended is a proton pump inhibitor/antacid to help with avoiding vomiting. Omeprazole, Lansoprazol, esomeprazole etc etc You can take a stat dose of that around an hour before N.

As far as your benzo you will have to adapt dosage to suit that specific benzo you can obtain. For example, 20mg of alprazolam would be a bad idea whereas 20mg diazepam/valium is fine. Midazolam is good but not so easy to obtain. It has some good properties that suit the whole N thing though. Lorazepam has some AE properties. Minimal but definitely present. Some benzos have potential for causing vomiting. If you're not already familiar with benzo's it's worth searching a conversion chart as they tend to display other attributes of each benzo as well as the dosage values.

Damn, since when did they recommend an antacid for N? Thanks for the info. I have to grab it now. Good thing they're OTC. And the other AE should be Zofran 8 mg

 

[HeckingHecked]

What is N? Nitrogen?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

What is N? Nitrogen?

Nembutal

 

[Smart No More]

Damn, since when did they recommend an antacid for N? Thanks for the info. I have to grab it now. Good thing they're OTC. And the other AE should be Zofran 8 mg

Thank you for that. Zofran is the the one I had forgotten. My memory is melted.

I'm not sure how important the anti acid is. It's a kind of optional addition but definitely a useful one as it just covers another base. Obviously bile and acid production is what adds to vomiting risk and is a natural reaction to foreign substances in the stomach. Also after fasting for there is usually more of it in your stomach as it hasn't had food to break down. I think that's the logic behind eating a small snack ("tea and toast"). It's probably more important for some than others.

Proton pump inhibitors aren't usually available otc depending where you live. There may be one that's otc but it's not as strong as the others. They're very easy to get from a doctor though. Just tell them you're suffering reflux and have tried all the otc stuff with no success. They're more than happy to offer a prescription.

 

[DontGiveAshiit]

I think the stat dose recommended for meto is a bit higher and recently the Exit forums have reported the recommendation of mixing meto with another AE if possible. I am struggling to remember the name of it now but will update when it comes to me. Hopefully somebody will jump in and post the name. There are different ways you can approach the regime. You can do 48, 25 or 12hour AE and fast for 24hrs. I think the meto is meant to be taken around 8hrs apart. As far as I remember the 25hr plan, you start with a 20mg dose and then take a 10mg dose every 8hrs up until an hour before drinking your stuff. The longer AE regime followed allows for a bit more leeway with your timing on drinking N, I assume because it has a cumulative effect. Also meto speeds gasteic transit so it helps with speeding uptake of N.

Also recommended is a proton pump inhibitor/antacid to help with avoiding vomiting. Omeprazole, Lansoprazol, esomeprazole etc etc You can take a stat dose of that around an hour before N.

As far as your benzo you will have to adapt dosage to suit that specific benzo you can obtain. For example, 20mg of alprazolam would be a bad idea whereas 20mg diazepam/valium is fine. Midazolam is good but not so easy to obtain. It has some good properties that suit the whole N thing though. Lorazepam has some AE properties. Minimal but definitely present. Some benzos have potential for causing vomiting. If you're not already familiar with benzo's it's worth searching a conversion chart as they tend to display other attributes of each benzo as well as the dosage values.

Thanks for the valuable information.
I have no idea how Im gonna get all or even some of those stuff... Currently Im trying to get prescription for meto. but I not sure how I get benzo or the other supplements. There is a limit on the bullshit I can throw on my Dr lol

 

[Smart No More]

Thanks for the valuable information.
I have no idea how Im gonna get all or even some of those stuff... Currently Im trying to get prescription for meto. but I not sure how I get benzo or the other supplements. There is a limit on the bullshit I can throw on my Dr lol

No worries. You have to kind of interpret it to suit you. I'm just sharing info that was shared with me really and to be honest I'm not certain how best to approach it myself.

Proton pump inhibitors are easy to obtain from a doctor. If you have ever suffered with acid reflux you will probably have had them before. I'm not sure how important they are for use with N. I think they're more of an extra precaution than necessity.

The other things, like benzos can be bought from dark net markets but that's something you would have to a bit of research on and consider the legal side of things.

 

[dreadpirateroberts69]

Hi, just curious, in what country are you located? I'll be ordering to the US soon and am very nervous about customs. Already got scammed and would hate to lose more money It was smart to order 3 but after being scammed once I'm hesitant to put down so much money up front

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Hi, just curious, in what country are you located? I'll be ordering to the US soon and am very nervous about customs. Already got scammed and would hate to lose more money It was smart to order 3 but after being scammed once I'm hesitant to put down so much money up front

D is legit, and receiving it in the US has the highest success rate

 

[Wrennie]

So I finally got my N a few days ago. I feel very happy and relieved.
There are some issues / questions I wanted to consult

1. so first, the shitbags in the customs opened one of the bottles - they removed the blue cover and open some of the silver wrap I think, I attached picture of the bottle to show how it looks from above. I think they just opened the part where the syringe goes. some of the liquid did pour out of him, since I felt it was a bit wet. So, what does it mean storage-wise? How long can this bottle be preserved? is there anything I can do to make it last longer? I did wrapped it with some sellotape for what it worth. Luckily, I ordered 3 bottles, so I still have 2, but wanted another one spare for any case of failure or whatever, so it really sucks.

2. I was always sure that there are no implications regarding to CTB with N - which means in case of failure (throwing up or drinking too little) nothing big happens and you just go on with your life. But recently I read that you can get into prolonged comma (!). I dont even want to think about it, but I have to verify: even in such case that you go into comma, if you arent found for, lets say, 2 weeks, or a month - then you will die either way, right? For me this is the case, since I live alone, and although I do have family (that live kinda far), I dont think nobody will actually find me for a month or even 2 months. So this would be enough to seal the deal right?

3. last question is how long should N be good (the sealed bottles) assuming I store it in the refrigerator?View attachment 78762

God that sucks. :(
Do you mind if I inquire as to which country you are from?

 

[Death is beautiful]

I agree with everyone else. Sealed bottles stored properly away from sunlight will last up to 20 years or more. Opened bottle 30 days more or less, though no one seems to know for sure.

The prolonged coma only matters if you're living with people, or don't give yourself enough time to be found, so you'll have no problem since you live alone

How do you know that they will last 20 years? How sure are you of this? Just an interest

 

[boc]

How do you know that they will last 20 years? How sure are you of this? Just an interest

 

[Death is beautiful]

how to tell if he meant powder or liquid

 

[boc]

how to tell if he meant powder or liquid

The referenced brand in the post is a liquid.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Sooooo jealous