Discussion so happy I have nothing to lose, death just seems so much sweeter and appealing

[starboy2k]

I'm 24 turning 25 in December (if I even make it to that month) and im so glad that I don't really have anything…..

•I have no house, just a crummy and empty gov. assisted apt with so many abusive memories.

•I have no wife, I'm gay and I dont swing that way.

•I have no husband, because the institution of marriage like many other things is a sham, and the modern pool of "potential husbands" fucking sucks.

•I have no children, thankfully I wasn't dumb enough to have any. This world is cruel as fuck, why would I bring new life into it?

•I have no pets, pets cost money and I can BARELY take care of myself, let alone a damn animal.

•Don't have any friends that I care to talk to anymore (and don't want any either).

•Don't have any family I care to talk to as well.

•Don't have a car, don't have a job, don't even have money lol.

I literally have nothing and no one to live for at this point, and I love that. Im so glad that Im at this stage earlier in life and don't have to wait until Im in my 50's or some shit realize there's no point in living when you have nothing you care for. I really have nothing to leave behind when I CTB. Just illnesses, traumatic memories, and a damn meat sack of a body.

After all when you're finally dead….nothing or nobody can hurt you.

 

[qewpie]

oh hey we are the same age…my birthday is late november!!

i wish i had the same freedom as you, bc if i were alone and this ill i almost certainly would have left my meat sack torture by now.

 

[imontheloose]

Death is the ultimate perfection. It remains life's only certainty. I can't wait to reach my correct state of non-existence.