So f*cking tired of life

[sanction]

Just needed to rant. Getting EXTREMELY exhausted and burnt out from "life". This society is pure disgusting. We were all born just to die in the end, while in the process enduring ENDLESS amount of suffering, headache, and torture just to "survive" the bullshit process. For what??? Just to have it all 100% come to a complete pointless end after all that invested effort

NONE of us asked to be born in the first place. Yet once we're here, we're also NOT allowed to leave, and instead the correct logic brainwashed into us is we need to be an obedient slave, and just let it ride out slowly, so we can keep paying bills, working till our souls become non-existent, following this rule, that rule, just to finally arrive at our death beds with some torturing sickness/ disease, witness ourselves slowly decline and go through different medication, surgery, therapy, etc...... and the end result??? The same unavoidable DEATH.

So when we want to get out of this crap and just "leave" earlier to save the pointless suffering, we are then labelled as cowards. IT MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE. VERY SICK F*CKING WORLD

Here is another example. Lets say you get on an airplane. Then after it is already in the sky, the pilot announces this plane will 100% crash no matter what within 1 year maximum. There is no change to this result at all. We are all just waiting for it to crash one way or the other, and all passengers are just stuck with this fate.

So some people save the headache, and just jump off the plane after 10 days, or 100 days to get it over with sooner. For those who don't jump, you're also not just sitting there relaxing. The entire time you're there, you have to work 9 to 5, pay different bills, go through hassle of daily maintenance of different things, follow different rules, be stressed out, etc. and if you stay the entire 1 year, the only "prize" you get is to experience that guaranteed plane crash and die in horrible pain.

So in the end, who were the smart ones??? The ones who decided to take matter in their own hands and jump off the plane, or the ones who decided to stay???? Unfortunately, society will still have the guts to label the ones who waited for the plane to crash in order to die, as the smart ones, and the ones that didn't stay as the cowards................. lol.......... I am speechless

 

[FuneralCry]

The view that suicide is "irrational" is a lie to brainwash people as the society needs slaves, when in fact I view suicide as being the most logical decision that one can make. There is no value in enduring this futile process with the potential to experience the most extreme suffering just to decay from age and inevitably lose everything. Existing is so unnecessary to me, I could never see it as being worth enduring and I always view it as being preferable to not exist, as I believe that only the non existent are truly fortunate as they are completely unaware of the hell that is existing. I also really despise life, the existence of life is something so horrifying to me.