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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
hey everybody. I can feel it. my anxiety has just reached new levels. I really want to CTB now. But my SI and fear of death are fighting really hard. All I think about is my chord and my spot. I just really want it to be over. Soon, maybe a week before july. I can't stand it anymore
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,513
I also just wish to be free from it all, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I understand finding it unbearable to exist, I wish you the best.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Ughh,yeah . I understan,I'm so close myself 🥲

SI is really hard to overcome.
 
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dieingasap

Member
Apr 28, 2025
48
hey everybody. I can feel it. my anxiety has just reached new levels. I really want to CTB now. But my SI and fear of death are fighting really hard. All I think about is my chord and my spot. I just really want it to be over. Soon, maybe a week before july. I can't stand it anymore
Play games 🎮
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,523
I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
hope you find relief from suffering
sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 

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