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restlesseyes

restlesseyes

Type of tired no amount of sleep can fix
Feb 19, 2025
77
I'm ordering my SN today I wanted to go for the the inert gas method for some time now but I never could mustard up the courage to ask for it from a store so now SN is my method of choice at first I was scared of SN due to some stories I read about it but 30 minutes of uncomfortableness or maybe even pain is nothing worse then I already been through , also I would like to record my CTB so if anybody can do a video call with me so I can share my experience that would be great I don't think there are enough videos of what actually happens to people when they take SN so hopefully my story can either help you to decide to go down that route or not if interested in the video call just PM
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in plans.
 
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readytogonow!

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Jan 22, 2025
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I'm ordering my SN today I wanted to go for the the inert gas method for some time now but I never could mustard up the courage to ask for it from a store so now SN is my method of choice at first I was scared of SN due to some stories I read about it but 30 minutes of uncomfortableness or maybe even pain is nothing worse then I already been through , also I would like to record my CTB so if anybody can do a video call with me so I can share my experience that would be great I don't think there are enough videos of what actually happens to people when they take SN so hopefully my story can either help you to decide to go down that route or not if interested in the video call just PM
When do you plan on doing it?
Also, do you have the other recommended drugs that are in PPH? such as benzos, antiemetic, painkiller
 
restlesseyes

restlesseyes

Type of tired no amount of sleep can fix
Feb 19, 2025
77
When do you plan on doing it?
Also, do you have the other recommended drugs that are in PPH? such as benzos, antiemetic, painkiller
It should be 2 weeks to receive my SN from what my source says but others it has taken much longer and yes I have all
 

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