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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

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852416cc837581aeffaa1e6aaf4ca9c0 removebg preview title. i'm having a hard time acquiring benzos because i'm kind of dumb when it comes to using DH and i don't have an irl connection. is CO an easier method or is sn with just meto better? i'm thinking about doing CO because fasting makes me lightheaded and tired. but i was wondering if sn is a more flexible method because i don't have a location to do CO besides in a park bathroom, since i don't have a car. sorry for the low effort post, i'm sleepy.
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

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Nov 30, 2025
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i believe that in this situation SN would be better and you can pretty much do it anywhere as long as there's no one nearby. you don't necessarily need to fast for too long, 8-6h is pretty good, as long as it's something light. i don't think benzos are that necessary for the protocol unless you REALLY want to doze off before experiencing any of the SN symptoms before losing consciousness. if you can handle 10-15min of nausea or perhaps vomiting, then I'd say it's worth it for not feeling anything anymore.
 
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i believe that in this situation SN would be better and you can pretty much do it anywhere as long as there's no one nearby. you don't necessarily need to fast for too long, 8-6h is pretty good, as long as it's something light. i don't think benzos are that necessary for the protocol unless you REALLY want to doze off before experiencing any of the SN symptoms before losing consciousness. if you can handle 10-15min of nausea or perhaps vomiting, then I'd say it's worth it for not feeling anything anymore.
thank u dewdfish
 
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BradGuy123

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Jul 6, 2025
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i'm having a hard time acquiring benzos because i'm kind of dumb when it comes to using DH and i don't have an irl connection. is CO an easier method or is sn with just method better? i'm thinking about doing CO because fasting makes me lightheaded and tired. but i was wondering if sn is a more flexible method because i don't have a location to do CO besides in a park bathroom, since i don't have a car. sorry for the low effort post, i'm sleepy.
I think getting benzos would be hard. Here in the USA I'd have to get a prescription for it. I don't think my doctor would give me Xanax, Valium, or Ativan. I'd have to try therapy first and then something milder. Can you get benzos from this DH? What is DH? I've seen that acronym here a lot and I don't know what it is.
 
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chloeburbank

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Jan 30, 2026
15
I think getting benzos would be hard. Here in the USA I'd have to get a prescription for it. I don't think my doctor would give me Xanax, Valium, or Ativan. I'd have to try therapy first and then something milder. Can you get benzos from this DH? What is DH? I've seen that acronym here a lot and I don't know what it is.
drughub
 
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BradGuy123

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Thank you so much. You've solved a mystery for me. I have saved that off in a text file in my computer should I ever need it. Google tells me that it's a site on the Dark Web. I'd have to figure out how to access that. Presumably I'd have to pay in bitcoin - something else I'd have to figure out. Dumb question coming - do people have items shipped from that site to their house? I don't see any other way unless you rented a PO box.
 
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chloeburbank

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Jan 30, 2026
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View attachment 194180title. i'm having a hard time acquiring benzos because i'm kind of dumb when it comes to using DH and i don't have an irl connection. is CO an easier method or is sn with just method better? i'm thinking about doing CO because fasting makes me lightheaded and tired. but i was wondering if sn is a more flexible method because i don't have a location to do CO besides in a park bathroom, since i don't have a car. sorry for the low effort post, i'm sleepy.
I have an IRL source for xanax but like... I would feel so guilty cause they take it when they go raves and probably think I would be using it for the same reason. :c
Thank you so much. You've solved a mystery for me. I have saved that off in a text file in my computer should I ever need it. Google tells me that it's a site on the Dark Web. I'd have to figure out how to access that. Presumably I'd have to pay in bitcoin - something else I'd have to figure out. Dumb question coming - do people have items shipped from that site to their house? I don't see any other way unless you rented a PO box.
I also didn't know what it stood for but if you have access to the search bar, it can help a lot with finding information!
 
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dewdfish

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Nov 30, 2025
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I have an IRL source for xanax but like... I would feel so guilty cause they take it when they go raves and probably think I would be using it for the same reason. :c

I also didn't know what it stood for but if you have access to the search bar, it can help a lot with finding information!
I bought mine with someone that does it for raves too LOL but who cares? I'm going to have my own rave when the time comes!!!
 
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weirdworld

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Jan 22, 2026
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Thank you so much. You've solved a mystery for me. I have saved that off in a text file in my computer should I ever need it. Google tells me that it's a site on the Dark Web. I'd have to figure out how to access that. Presumably I'd have to pay in bitcoin - something else I'd have to figure out. Dumb question coming - do people have items shipped from that site to their house? I don't see any other way unless you rented a PO box.
yeah I just get everything sent to my house, very convenient. you can research how it works here: https://darknetbible.info/
 
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chloeburbank

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Jan 30, 2026
15
I bought mine with someone that does it for raves too LOL but who cares? I'm going to have my own rave when the time comes!!!
LOL thats a good way to put it ;-; but the person I had in mind is like one of my only friends at college so it just feels wrong. What was your relationship with the person you bought it from? RAGGGGGGHHH
 

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