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ssUser34

ssUser34

Heart is hurting
Apr 12, 2025
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hello, I am planning to ctb with SN next week. The only problem is that I do not have access to any antiemetics and I don't think I have time to try and get a prescription for them. So I just want to assume the scenario that I do not have any. I'm wondering if ctb will still be possible, considering I will almost certainly throw up.

I tried to ctb with table salt some days ago, I mixed 4 tablespoons of it in water, and after about 2-3 sips I immediately threw up. Which leaves me thinking I'll definitely have the tendency to throw up with SN too.

So now the question is will ctb still be possible? Considering:
- I will still take an antacid (or more than recommended) which will allow more nitrite to be absorbed into the blood; meaning even if I throw up there's still gonna be some in my system
- After ingesting the recommend dose of SN and most probably vomiting I can try to intake the same dosage again, just generally trying to intake as much as possible without throwing everything up

I don't think there is anything else that can keep you from throwing up.
 
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Carrot

Carrot

C:
Feb 25, 2025
514
I only have SN, and I'm not sure if I want to try with SN-only.

Sorry for not adding anything constructive to the discussion. : D
 
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Unrequitedlife

Unrequitedlife

Conflicted daily
Jan 10, 2025
148
My issue is acquiring benzos
 
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Zerengin96

Experienced
Jun 14, 2022
227
what country are you from? antiemetics are pretty easy to get where i am from but SN is near impossible
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
I'd say antiemetics are more important than benzos. You can still vomit while unconscious. It's implied in most guides that the ideal antiemetic of choice is something that is also a Dopamine Antsgonist or H2 inhibitor, although in some successful SN attempts, non H2 inhibiting antiemetics are used.
 
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DocSadstone

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Jul 20, 2024
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To piggy back on this question: I have access to Zofran (ondansetron) and am wondering if that would work for the antimetics? It's a serotonin blocker instead of dopamine.
 
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nihilistkaze7

Member
Sep 27, 2025
12
I successfully sourced metoclopramide from an overseas seller on the clearnet for like $40. It shipped from Dubai to the USA. Search for marketplace websites that mainly service other countries, but are willing to ship internationally.
 

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