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ilovecats

ilovecats

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Feb 1, 2023
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How much lower are my chances of successfully ctb without antiemetics/benzos? I know that many people died by just tasting sn, but I'm not sure if my chances are significantly lower or just "slightly".
 
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darkandtwisty

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Jul 10, 2024
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I tried without anything to help ease the process. I woke up hours later with vomit everywhere. I must have gotten up because I drank it in bed but had vomit all over my bedroom and in the bathroom. But no recollection of leaving the comfort of my bed. Incidentally, no vomit on the bed. I got hospitalized a couple of days later for severe dehydration. I was so sick, I couldn't eat or drink without throwing up.
 
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ilovecats

ilovecats

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Feb 1, 2023
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I tried without anything to help ease the process. I woke up hours later with vomit everywhere. I must have gotten up because I drank it in bed but had vomit all over my bedroom and in the bathroom. But no recollection of leaving the comfort of my bed. Incidentally, no vomit on the bed. I got hospitalized a couple of days later for severe dehydration. I was so sick, I couldn't eat or drink without throwing up.
That sounds awful. It must've been absolutely traumatizing :(
I genuinely hope you're doing better.

I guess I'll try to get meto and benzos if possible to avoid going through anything like this. Thank you a lot for the info
 
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darkandtwisty

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Jul 10, 2024
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Happy to help ☺️ . Luckily I was able to tell everyone I had severe food poisoning and not a single person questioned it.
If I decide to give SN another chance, 10000% gonna use meto and benzos.
 
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I tried without anything to help ease the process. I woke up hours later with vomit everywhere. I must have gotten up because I drank it in bed but had vomit all over my bedroom and in the bathroom. But no recollection of leaving the comfort of my bed. Incidentally, no vomit on the bed. I got hospitalized a couple of days later for severe dehydration. I was so sick, I couldn't eat or drink without throwing up.
What dosage of sn did you use?
 
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I tried without anything to help ease the process. I woke up hours later with vomit everywhere. I must have gotten up because I drank it in bed but had vomit all over my bedroom and in the bathroom. But no recollection of leaving the comfort of my bed. Incidentally, no vomit on the bed. I got hospitalized a couple of days later for severe dehydration. I was so sick, I couldn't eat or drink without throwing up.
I doubt it went wrong just because you didn't take either meto or benzos. Vomiting is very subjective, and it can still happen even with meto. Benzos are mainly used to calm anxiety. It was probably other factors that compromised the process. I've known people who took only meto, only benzos, or neither, and still managed to CTB successfully.
 
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darkandtwisty

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Jul 10, 2024
145
What dosage of sn did you use?
Honestly, I just poured some in a water bottle then drank it. The dosage is unknown. I hadn't come across SS yet so I was a bit uneducated. I discovered SN through looking at different articles on how to end one's life. SN kept popping up so I gave it a try.
 
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Honestly, I just poured some in a water bottle then drank it. The dosage is unknown. I hadn't come across SS yet so I was a bit uneducated. I discovered SN through looking at different articles on how to end one's life. SN kept popping up so I gave it a try.

did you not fast??? if you fasted you would only be throwing up spits
 
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