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crystalskies31

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May 20, 2022
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Hi,

I know there have been a few threads in this topic, so I'll try and keep it brief - and unique!

So, having researched and tried meto, I found very bad side effects. I then got the anti emetic domp., but it still lists interactions with my prescription SSRIs. I personally don't even want to try it, because I don't want any more interactions with those meds.

Therefore here is my thinking, and I'd appreciate any thoughts on this and how effective it may be. Essentially, I'm trying to find a way that will either kill me, or if I vomit everything I'll be fine with no lasting effects.

If I were to drink SN, I would not use an anti emetic. I would just drink the SN.
I would fast for 8 hours and have no fluids 2 hours before.
I would have a second glass. Maybe even a third??

I perhaps may use propranolol, nexium or painkillers. However my main ingredient would be SN.

In terms of booking rooms etc., to not be disturbed. On reflection, I think in fact booking for one night is enough. As long as one is careful not to knock things over, and mixes everything up in the bathroom, takes it in the evening/night, put the do not disturb sign, that's enough to kill you, I think.

Booking for longer than that would be more a safety net in case you do not succeed and are really unwell the next day, but I feel like this is unlikely and you'd probably die? Especially if you drank whole glass and didn't call emergency. I guess booking 2 nights would be the max time.

Discussion welcome
 
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wljourney

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Apr 2, 2022
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Today I found this thread from a guy who took just 2g and reported his experience.

He took only 10 mg Meto. A negligible dose - and it seemingly was quite sufficient (and not as awful as some make it out to be).

I tend to agree with him that at some point "more is less". As in: don't overdo the SN because you'll just increase the likelihood of throwing up.

So, yes, have a backup glass, but that'll do the job.

Thread 'Testing SN - How to get to hospital (fast)'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/
 
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crystalskies31

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May 20, 2022
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Today I found this thread from a guy who took just 2g and reported his experience.

He took only 10 mg Meto. A negligible dose - and it seemingly was quite sufficient (and not as awful as some make it out to be).

I tend to agree with him that at some point "more is less". As in: don't overdo the SN because you'll just increase the likelihood of throwing up.

So, yes, have a backup glass, but that'll do the job.

Thread 'Testing SN - How to get to hospital (fast)'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/
Thanks for this. Hmm… it's a weird one because OP seems to be on a lot of other medications as well so it's hard to tell how much is just SN. It also seems confusing if taking a smaller amount of SN will kill you slower or more painfully, even if you don't vomit, it may be super unpleasant.

But I understand your general point, it's pretty lethal.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Thanks for this. Hmm… it's a weird one because OP seems to be on a lot of other medications as well so it's hard to tell how much is just SN. It also seems confusing if taking a smaller amount of SN will kill you slower or more painfully, even if you don't vomit, it may be super unpleasant.

But I understand your general point, it's pretty lethal.
Well, that's the thing. He explains this further down in the thread.
It took longer for his heart to stop most likely because he received oxygen and transfusions (delaying the inevitable).

So yes, a bit higher dose and no "saving" attempts and it's a fairly reliable process.

And he didn't feel truly uncomfortable at any point. Tired. Yes. And heart racing like when jogging. But otherwise… not that bad.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
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Today I found this thread from a guy who took just 2g and reported his experience.

He took only 10 mg Meto. A negligible dose - and it seemingly was quite sufficient (and not as awful as some make it out to be).

I tend to agree with him that at some point "more is less". As in: don't overdo the SN because you'll just increase the likelihood of throwing up.

So, yes, have a backup glass, but that'll do the job.

Thread 'Testing SN - How to get to hospital (fast)'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/
This makes me feel better about sn when I finally do it.
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

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Dec 21, 2021
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In terms of booking rooms etc., to not be disturbed. On reflection, I think in fact booking for one night is enough. As long as one is careful not to knock things over, and mixes everything up in the bathroom, takes it in the evening/night, put the do not disturb sign, that's enough to kill you, I think.
Given that most hotels let you check in around 3:00-4:00 pm and typically checkout is at least no earlier than 10:00 am and sometimes as late as noon, then one night should definitely be enough - especially if you took the SN fairly soon after checking in (i.e. start the fasting earlier that day so that you don't need to allow for all of that time while in the room).
 
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crystalskies31

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May 20, 2022
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Well, that's the thing. He explains this further down in the thread.
It took longer for his heart to stop most likely because he received oxygen and transfusions (delaying the inevitable).

So yes, a bit higher dose and no "saving" attempts and it's a fairly reliable process.

And he didn't feel truly uncomfortable at any point. Tired. Yes. And heart racing like when jogging. But otherwise… not that bad.
Yes, but he was on a lot of benzos which I may not have access to… and many of the failed attempts I notice claim panic as a reason for phoning the ambulance
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Yes, but he was on a lot of benzos which I may not have access to… and many of the failed attempts I notice claim panic as a reason for phoning the ambulance
Absolutely. Yes. benzoes help alleviate panic. They also lower the immediate "need" of CTBing in my experience. Especially when one doesn't take them on a regular basis.
 
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