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laeloth

laeloth

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Nov 24, 2020
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I will fast for 24 hours like last time.
I will not drink water two hours before SN.
I will take two 50mg atenolol (beta blocker) tablets 6 hours before.
I will take one or two capsules of Metamizole 575mg (strong pain reliever) 3 hours before.
I will take my usual doses of anxiolytics maybe 3 or 4 xanax of 0.5mg extra for anxiety throughout the day.
Two hours before SN I will take Almagato 1.5 gr. (antacid) two doses.
I don't have antiemetics.
Then I'll drink SN hoping it's lethal and fast, I just want to think that in 30 minutes I'll be out.
I will have prepared 3 glasses of 25 gr SN. I think that for 80 or 85 kg it should be enough.

Suggestions are welcome. Thank you.
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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Why try changing the recommended method?

I also don't have ae's but am not worried about that.

I just wonder why all the extras?
 
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Why try changing the recommended method?

I also don't have ae's but am not worried about that.

I just wonder why all the extras?
What extras do you mean?
Atenolol is like propanolol. Lower your heart rate and blood pressure.
The xanax for the nerves.
Metamizole (Nolotil) is stronger than paracetamol.
Almagato is the only antacid that I found in the fame.
 
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Endeavour

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Well okay I didn't recognise those drugs. But you've changed the timings of when different things are taken.

I don't know, I'm just keeping it simple - fast for probably 10 hours, 2 x paracetemol an hour before, ant acids half hour before, 25g in 50 ml water with another as back up.
 
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Well okay I didn't recognise those drugs. But you've changed the timings of when different things are taken.

I don't know, I'm just keeping it simple - fast for probably 10 hours, 2 x paracetemol an hour before, ant acids half hour before, 25g in 50 ml water with another as back up.
Yes, maybe times are bad. I will have to check them out Thank you
 
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