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saturn1402

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
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I want to make sure that when I will decided to use SN i will CTB for good.
I want to write a list of everything that could go wrong and how to avoid it.
Any ideas? Tips? Suggestions? 🙏
 
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LunarEc

LunarEc

I luv Sharon Van Etten
Feb 13, 2025
116
You followed the full guide?

I guess vomiting would be the thing that might make it go wrong for you.
 
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Confusedsoul12345

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Jan 29, 2025
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I also worry about the same thing.I am trying get access to SN for now also somehow I am trying to get Meto(AE).I have no way accessing Bezo or any other medicine.


I live alone so there is no risk of anyone finding me unless I call for help.Only thing which could go wrong and bothers the most apart from my SI is sound I will make while being unconscious or before getting unconscious is loud enough that my neighbors hear it through paper thin walls and call for help.Does anyone know if noise we make is loud enough to raise suspicion for neighbors.
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
415
Pretty much only four* things.

1: Vomiting then not drinking the other 1-2 backup mixtures.
2: Getting terrified before you pass out and telling someone exactly what you took.
3: Someone seeing that you're as blue as god damn Papa Smurf and calling emergency services.
4: Using less than 20g-25g.

Should only take 45 minutes to be gone.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
Pretty much only three things.

1: Vomiting then not drinking the other 1-2 backup mixtures.
2: Getting terrified before you pass out and telling someone exactly what you took.
3: Someone seeing that you're as blue as god damn Papa Smurf and calling emergency services.
4: Using less than 20g-25g.

Should only take 45 minutes to be gone.
It can take up to 4 (and maybe even 6?) hours supposedly
 
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living4others

living4others

Banned
Feb 23, 2025
37
I fear that my SI will kick in. Solution? A lot of benzos...
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
?? The PPH timeline shows 45 minutes to death. Source?
I don't have a source. I just know that some people have apparently gotten revived after that much time. Now, did they follow the protocol? Did they have >95% pure SN? Idk. Not sure how common it is either, depends on multiple factors I'd imagine.
 
darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
47
I fear that my SI will kick in. Solution? A lot of benzos...
this is the real tricky part! I just bought my SN and now I need to find all the supplementary drugs😮‍💨
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
415
I fear that my SI will kick in. Solution? A lot of benzos...
That's my plan. I think the ideal methodology is to pass out right before the sn hits, imo. The timing is a bit temperamental though because if you miss the megadose of benzos, you might miss taking the sn entirely. I guess it's also bad if you throw up but aren't awake to take the 2nd dose.
 
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saturn1402

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
162
I also worry about the same thing.I am trying get access to SN for now also somehow I am trying to get Meto(AE).I have no way accessing Bezo or any other medicine.


I live alone so there is no risk of anyone finding me unless I call for help.Only thing which could go wrong and bothers the most apart from my SI is sound I will make while being unconscious or before getting unconscious is loud enough that my neighbors hear it through paper thin walls and call for help.Does anyone know if noise we make is loud enough to raise suspicion for neighbors.
I have benzo cause a friend of mine gave me but I don't have meto and no idea how to get it :/ I am also suuuuper worried about my SI kicking in
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
415
I don't have a source. I just know that some people have apparently gotten revived after that much time. Now, did they follow the protocol? Did they have >95% pure SN? Idk. Not sure how common it is either, depends on multiple factors I'd imagine.
That doesn't make sense. If they die at 45 minutes, the brain is permanently dead after 6 minutes, there is no possibility of revival after 6 hours. You might be thinking of the previous PPH recommendation to find solitude for that period of time, and now it's recommended to be 24 hours. I don't think that's due to possibility of revival, just to ensure nothing goes amiss.

"The intake of an excessive but non-lethal quantity of sodium nitrite guarantees a longer survival interval, with the possibility of accessing an emergency department and receiving the appropriate therapy"

The only exception is if the protocol is not followed appropriately. In which case, maybe the individual had a full stomach and that interfered with absorption. Or they didn't take the full amount, etc, etc.
 

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