SN test w/ photos. (blood)

[BornBrief]

I'm fairly certain it's good to go but would like outside opinions.

I tried to use as small amount as possible to gauge the reaction.

I wasn't sure if the amount I'd put on the knife just stuck to it for the most part(there was a very dark spot afterwards on the knife surrounded by lighter blood), so after swishing it around for about 10 seconds(I thought I noticed a slight darkening), I took the fork and grabbed a bit more after about 25 seconds and put that in the cup.

I mixed it around and it took approximately 30 seconds to turn the blood dark brown/black.

I took a video originally to time it and these are screenshots from said video.

Thoughts?

 

[aminend]

Looks good. I think ur SN is legit

 

[Rayzieka]

I'd guess that its legit as well

 

[BornBrief]

Yeah.. I wasn't sure how much blood I should be using but I figured use more and as little SN as possible to get an idea. I'll probably test a bit more. I have two bags, so i've only opened one.

I didn't harm myself at all btw for the blood... maybe I should have mentioned this in the title in case it upsets anyone.. Just a bit of uh... abstract thinking on how to get blood since I can't have any marks like that on me due to my job.

 

[Stargazer100]

I saw a lot of blood, I saw a bread knife, I thought oh dear you don't need SN if you do it like this. But I guess being a woman has its benefits at weird times.

 

[BornBrief]

I saw a lot of blood, I saw a bread knife, I thought oh dear you don't need SN if you do it like this. But I guess being a woman has its benefits at weird times.

LMAOO... yeah... no comment. :x

 

[Donk]

I saw a lot of blood, I saw a bread knife, I thought oh dear you don't need SN if you do it like this. But I guess being a woman has its benefits at weird times.

 

[Teepbak]

You can see if SN is real by using blood??

 

[BornBrief]

lmao look away donk

 

[Greenberg]

I'm fairly certain it's good to go but would like outside opinions.

I tried to use as small amount as possible to gauge the reaction.

I wasn't sure if the amount I'd put on the knife just stuck to it for the most part(there was a very dark spot afterwards on the knife surrounded by lighter blood), so after swishing it around for about 10 seconds(I thought I noticed a slight darkening), I took the fork and grabbed a bit more after about 25 seconds and put that in the cup.

I mixed it around and it took approximately 30 seconds to turn the blood dark brown/black.

I took a video originally to time it and these are screenshots from said video.

Thoughts?

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Wow, I am impressed by the potency of your SN! Incidentally, was it the SN that I recommended, or was it another brand? Best!

 

[Curiousoutlook]

That's a lot of blood

 

[Insomniac]

That's a lot of blood

yeah.. I first thought she used the blood of meat from the supermarket but the truth is darker

 

[BornBrief]

Wow, I am impressed by the potency of your SN! Incidentally, was it the SN that I recommended, or was it another brand? Best!

Yes I would like to confirm this was recommended by you. Received it in two days, quick and easy.

 

[insurancepolicy]

Yes I would like to confirm this was recommended by you. Received it in two days, quick and easy

Could either of you pm the recommended SN please? Thank you!

 

[Shu]

I'm fairly certain it's good to go but would like outside opinions.

I tried to use as small amount as possible to gauge the reaction.

I wasn't sure if the amount I'd put on the knife just stuck to it for the most part(there was a very dark spot afterwards on the knife surrounded by lighter blood), so after swishing it around for about 10 seconds(I thought I noticed a slight darkening), I took the fork and grabbed a bit more after about 25 seconds and put that in the cup.

I mixed it around and it took approximately 30 seconds to turn the blood dark brown/black.

I took a video originally to time it and these are screenshots from said video.

Thoughts?

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Wow! That small amount made all of that blood turn brown??

 

[Istanbulite]

That's a lot of blood

yeah....

 

[TheWood]

Is it the type of blood I think?

 

[helplessandhopeless]

I'm not sure if I can receive PMs yet or not but I've been a member for a few weeks now, maybe even a couple months. It's all a blur bc I'm obviously in a terrible mindset. I spend hours on here because it's the only thing that gives me a sense of peace and desire to wake up. I've replied a few times but not sure how often I need to in order to be able to send and receive PMs? I would be more than happy to PM my story to someone and how I got here and why I need SN and N resources. Pretty sure you would agree when you hear how bad I've fucked up. I looked up SN on Amazon but didn't know if that was legit and also prob shouldn't leave that trail for my family. Lol I saw someone left a review about how someone in their community had used it to kill themselves so that got my attention. Probably need to clear the search on there. Living a normal, good quality of life is going to be very difficult for me and was hoping I could find a way out. I was SO happy at the beginning of December and my world has turned upside down and I no longer want to live. My family is going to freak out when they hear the news and I can't even bare the thought of carrying the guilt and disappointment everyday. It's more of what people are going to think of me and not to mention the stigma and physical changes it has caused me already. I use to be a pretty and confident girl and now don't even want to look in the mirror and would rather kill myself than live because that's how selfish I am. I honestly didn't think CTB was so fucking difficult nor have I ever truly been suicidal until now, otherwise I wouldn't be typing this. I'm getting very desperate and need something quick even though I've been researching for a few months now as nothing seems quick. Hearing the train outside my apartment makes me want to go jump in front of it but I know I never will. I thought about partial hanging but know if I fail it's game over for any kind of normal life and I'm not good enough to make it work nor to fight the SI. Tried the plastic bag but lasted maybe five seconds. Walked out to the beach during the middle of the night but couldn't even get myself to get in the ocean bc of what I've read about drowning.
I even ordered yew seeds online thinking that might work but after reading attempts on here I decided that might be too painful and I really can't fail because my family will send me straight to the hospital which will just make them even more upset with me than they already will be. I even thought about admitting myself just so I don't have to face the embarrassment and shame I feel in public and around family and friends. It's also going to be a painful miserable life from now on until I take matters into my own hands. I don't want to live in pain and worry and embarrassment the rest of my life. Still a little weirded out that I'm writing this much about myself but I've also never been this low. I'm about to lose my friends, family, health and job, not to mention all my savings all because of one stupid mistake. I have thoughts of what it would be like to just kill the guy who did this to me(who won't take responsibility and is denying it so he doesn't get in trouble) but I don't want to rot in jail bc then I really couldn't CTB. I'm devastated and would love to have SN or N when shit hits the fan but it's going to be soon and that's what scares the fuck out of me. I'm going to have to tell people the terrible thing I've done next week I think. I know I'll be the talk of the town and that makes me want to throw up. If I do live I'm going to be a lonely judged mother fucker who lays in bed all day. Need any advice I can get…FML.

 

[helplessandhopeless]

Holy shit I wrote too much. Also, I don't even know if I replied in the right thread but oh well. Lol

 

[Shu]

Is it the type of blood I think?

I'm sure it is.. but I'm not sure why that matters lol

 

[Graytaichi]

Looks legit. Hope you find peace.