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alivebutnotliving

alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
Hello. I ordered my sn from DSL and it was shipped on the 11th. It was stuck in customs for 2 weeks until now, as my last update today was "Ukraine, arrived to the branch." As far as i understand this means it is labeled for pickup and will not be going overseas to me (us). I tried to contact him over a week ago, but haven't heard back. Tried again today. Anyone else had this issue, or any valuable input? I paid for his express shipping too, whatever that means. Frustrated and stressed because i'm sure I just lost my money and worried I ill get a wellness check?
 
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Anarcholoser

patron saint of denial
Jan 8, 2021
57
I ordered on the 3rd. Mine went from being at the branch, to being in storage, to going to the logistics center, and is now back at another terminal. There may still be hope? I'm also panicking a bit too though so I get it, this was a lot of money for me especially with the express shipping he encouraged me to pay.
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
199
Hello. I ordered my sn from DSL and it was shipped on the 11th. It was stuck in customs for 2 weeks until now, as my last update today was "Ukraine, arrived to the branch." As far as i understand this means it is labeled for pickup and will not be going overseas to me (us). I tried to contact him over a week ago, but haven't heard back. Tried again today. Anyone else had this issue, or any valuable input? I paid for his express shipping too, whatever that means. Frustrated and stressed because i'm sure I just lost my money and worried I ill get a wellness check?
any new tracking updates since? it may be going from a branch in Ukraine by ground transport to somewhere in Eu to then fly out to US. mine was registered on 11th too.i'm In US. currently item "arrived at branch "in a location in western Ukraine 2 days ago. I do so much research on postal ukraine to figure out and this is my current guess for me now. been in transit for 20 days in Ukraine. I think it would tell you if it was waiting for pickup. has he responded? I did not pay express. all stressful, yes....
I ordered on the 3rd. Mine went from being at the branch, to being in storage, to going to the logistics center, and is now back at another terminal. There may still be hope? I'm also panicking a bit too though so I get it, this was a lot of money for me especially with the express shipping he encouraged me to pay.
ugh. any updates...?
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
any new tracking updates since? it may be going from a branch in Ukraine by ground transport to somewhere in Eu to then fly out to US. mine was registered on 11th too.i'm In US. currently item "arrived at branch "in a location in western Ukraine 2 days ago. I do so much research on postal ukraine to figure out and this is my current guess for me now. been in transit for 20 days in Ukraine. I think it would tell you if it was waiting for pickup. has he responded? I did not pay express. all stressful, yes....

ugh. any updates...?
thanks for the input! much appreciated. it's still at that branch, but after doing more research i believe you're right. my desperation overrides my ability to be logical, and i forgot Ukraine has a different system due to the war, and different shipping terms than the US. i hope it is going to europe since the city it's in borders one of its countries. i'm grateful it left ukraine customs, hopefully it'll work out for the both of us! also- he did respond, but only by saying he'll get back to me. i'm embarrassed i sent a message now since it seems like everything's moving along fine,,
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
199
thanks for the input! much appreciated. it's still at that branch, but after doing more research i believe you're right. my desperation overrides my ability to be logical, and i forgot Ukraine has a different system due to the war, and different shipping terms than the US. i hope it is going to europe since the city it's in borders one of its countries. i'm grateful it left ukraine customs, hopefully it'll work out for the both of us! also- he did respond, but only by saying he'll get back to me. i'm embarrassed i sent a message now since it seems like everything's moving along fine,,
the war makes the shipping completely crazy and tracking doesn't update smoothly. no reason to be embarrassed. I have been planning on writing him but haven't yet. I am neurotic about the shipping as desperation and now time constraints added. keep me posted and I will do same.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
the war makes the shipping completely crazy and tracking doesn't update smoothly. no reason to be embarrassed. I have been planning on writing him but haven't yet. I am neurotic about the shipping as desperation and now time constraints added. keep me posted and I will do same.
sounds good. if you do decide to reach out, i've noticed he responds much quicker on whatsapp vs email.
 
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IrishBug

Despite the username I am not Irish :)
Aug 30, 2024
46
I ordered mine without express recently. It hasn't arrived yet but took 12 days to go from him shipping it to it arriving in my country.
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
199
I ordered mine without express recently. It hasn't arrived yet but took 12 days to go from him shipping it to it arriving in my country.
may I ask what country you are in?
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
199
sounds good. if you do decide to reach out, i've noticed he responds much quicker on whatsapp vs email.
hi... I reached out to him via both ways today and heard back, let him know what was going on w/ package shipping etc where it was at.. he told me to keep tracking and if not received within 30 days he will send new one. glad heard back but this waiting game is tough. just gotta get through tonight now. hope you hanging in as best as possible.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
hi... I reached out to him via both ways today and heard back, let him know what was going on w/ package shipping etc where it was at.. he told me to keep tracking and if not received within 30 days he will send new one. glad heard back but this waiting game is tough. just gotta get through tonight now. hope you hanging in as best as possible.
it is very tough. i heard of him offering replacements for people, glad he's still able to do that. my package hasn't moved yet, but i'm not too worried. i'm just nervous for us customs. thanks for the update!
 
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traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
345
Have you heard anything lately?
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
134
Got a similar message after sending him WhatsApp today, if it doesn't arrive within 30 days he will ship again. Current on day 19
 
traingirl

traingirl

I was good. I was really good.
Oct 7, 2025
345
Got a similar message after sending him WhatsApp today, if it doesn't arrive within 30 days he will ship again. Current on day 19
Are you located in the UK?
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
199
Got a similar message after sending him WhatsApp today, if it doesn't arrive within 30 days he will ship again. Current on day 19
hi has yours been in U* 19 days total? mine has been there 27 days. he said to me within the next 30 days.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
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inpainnosleep

Member
Apr 11, 2026
58
He hasn't even sent mine out yet, and I ordered on the 27th. I talked to him and he said that he's sending out only a few parcels a day and that all pre-paid parcels will be delivered. But that makes me think that he's never going to even send it out. Which makes me feel devasted because of how bad my health condition had become and how much worse it has been getting because doctor didn't approve me for more of the med that was helping me, so now I'm in major withdrawal on top of everything else. And my condition doesn't let me sleep unless I have enough of that med. I'm so sad because life was really good around this time less than a year ago and I really wanted to live for as long as possible. Now I'm just desperate to end it, and I can't, so I have to suffer. To think that SN was widely available even 2 years ago.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
He hasn't even sent mine out yet, and I ordered on the 27th. I talked to him and he said that he's sending out only a few parcels a day and that all pre-paid parcels will be delivered. But that makes me think that he's never going to even send it out. Which makes me feel devasted because of how bad my health condition had become and how much worse it has been getting because doctor didn't approve me for more of the med that was helping me, so now I'm in major withdrawal on top of everything else. And my condition doesn't let me sleep unless I have enough of that med. I'm so sad because life was really good around this time less than a year ago and I really wanted to live for as long as possible. Now I'm just desperate to end it, and I can't, so I have to suffer. To think that SN was widely available even 2 years ago.
i understand the worry! although hes scum in the regard he knows what we're doing with his packages, he isint a scammer. he will send it out, its customs n such that really take a whole lot. i understand the feeling of waiting for something like this, best wishes <3
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
289
i understand the worry! although hes scum in the regard he knows what we're doing with his packages, he isint a scammer. he will send it out, its customs n such that really take a whole lot. i understand the feeling of waiting for something like this, best wishes <3
How is he scum ?
The packages are stuck for all of us. Is it a 2nd customs clearance place I don't know
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
How is he scum ?
The packages are stuck for all of us. Is it a 2nd customs clearance place I don't know
i think he is scum for knowingly profiting off of death. while i'm grateful for the source, it is questionable
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
289
i think he is scum for knowingly profiting off of death. while i'm grateful for the source, it is questionable
I don't see as really that bad at all in my opinion. I'm somewhat thankful. I just hope I get mine soon
 
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wave211

Member
Mar 27, 2026
15
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Hello. I ordered my sn from DSL and it was shipped on the 11th. It was stuck in customs for 2 weeks until now, as my last update today was "Ukraine, arrived to the branch." As far as i understand this means it is labeled for pickup and will not be going overseas to me (us). I tried to contact him over a week ago, but haven't heard back. Tried again today. Anyone else had this issue, or any valuable input? I paid for his express shipping too, whatever that means. Frustrated and stressed because i'm sure I just lost my money and worried I ill get a wellness check?
I am sorry you feeling this way. About the wellness check from what I read is mostly happen in for united kingdom coustmers.
Police came to people houses who order SN from DSL and ask question. And they hold their packages refuse to give it to them.
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
289
Has anyone had their stuck in U* and jas now moved out of the country, mine has been stuck there a moth
Yeah been there 19 days in total just moving between branches
Did it eventaully leave U* mine ha been stuck in Rakhiv Ukraine for a month
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
134
Mine is still stuck there. He said he ship another one if it doesn't arrive within 30 days. On day 22 now
 
alivebutnotliving

alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
Has anyone had their stuck in U* and jas now moved out of the country, mine has been stuck there a moth

Did it eventaully leave U* mine ha been stuck in Rakhiv Ukraine for a month
it's been stuck at the branch in R for that long? mines been there for 12 days now, but in transit for a month. i want to reorder but im nervous my address is flagged or something so i may wait
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
289
it's been stuck at the branch in rahkiv for that long? mines been there for 12 days now, but in transit for a month. i want to reorder but im nervous my address is flagged or something so i may wait
He could be flagged yes ill email
Him again soon. got no reply before, mine has been stuck similar timeframe.

He's being watched I think
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
199
He could be flagged yes ill email
Him again soon. got no reply before, mine has been stuck similar timeframe.

He's being watched I think
I responded to your other thread. he told me to consider it lost as still not received. I ordered and paid for a new one. it has not moved from the R branch since April 28. it was registered into the U* postal system on April 11.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
78
I responded to your other thread. he told me to consider it lost as still not received. I ordered and paid for a new one. it has not moved from the R branch since April 28. it was registered into the U* postal system on April 11.
when did u reorder? i just heard back from him, for a replacement he recommends i change my address as he is changing his senders address, but i cant do that unfortunately. i'll probably just take the risk by using the same address
 

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