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Apr 8, 2026
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need help with sourcing, tried doing it myself to no help any if anyone else from india who was able to get it please help me through it i would be grateful thanks
 
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Salkak

Student
Dec 9, 2021
174
need help with sourcing, tried doing it myself to no help any if anyone else from india who was able to get it please help me through it i would be grateful thanks
Hey I'm from India too. Can I DM you?
 
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cocobutter

Member
Apr 9, 2026
81
need help with sourcing, tried doing it myself to no help any if anyone else from india who was able to get it please help me through it i would be grateful thanks
Did you find it? If you have can you dm me
 
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karan8404

New Member
Apr 26, 2026
1
Hey I'm from India too. Can I DM you?
hey did you help them in the end? i live in kolkata india and want to find a way as well, not too knowledgeable with the terminology here. i want methods that are sure because i know if i fail people would judge me. but still prefer something less painful obviously.
 
Rogue_Gendarme

Rogue_Gendarme

Ten Thousand Years
Apr 22, 2024
89
PSA to all the indians here: it's very easy to source through online markets in your country. Loads of sellers online, lab grade and food grade, with the necessary amount of purity. (Some are even 99% pure.)

Anti-emetics are easy to find too, benzodiazepines as well. (Xanax is able to be sourced there, but if not there are Nepali sellers online.) PPI's also. They're all available online. And please don't use paracetamol with your SN protocol. Add some Beta-blockers to quicken the sedation. (Propranolol, preferably.)

Carisoprodol is widely sold over at IndiaMart, where you can find the rest of the components. 2000mg is enough to dull the pain of SN.

I'm from the Philippines but I can vouch for the legitimacy of Carisoprodol sellers and benzo sales. That's where I got extra Xanax for my protocol, and the Carisoprodol itself.
 
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majnun

Member
Mar 15, 2026
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hey did you help them in the end? i live in kolkata india and want to find a way as well, not too knowledgeable with the terminology here. i want methods that are sure because i know if i fail people would judge me. but still prefer something less painful obviously.
im from kolkata too, please dm if you found sources
 
crossingtheriver

crossingtheriver

Member
Jun 11, 2026
45
Hey I'm from India too. Can I DM you?
Hi I'm little late to this thread. Can you please DM me!! I'm desperate, I need to put an end to my suffering.
PSA to all the indians here: it's very easy to source through online markets in your country. Loads of sellers online, lab grade and food grade, with the necessary amount of purity. (Some are even 99% pure.)

Anti-emetics are easy to find too, benzodiazepines as well. (Xanax is able to be sourced there, but if not there are Nepali sellers online.) PPI's also. They're all available online. And please don't use paracetamol with your SN protocol. Add some Beta-blockers to quicken the sedation. (Propranolol, preferably.)

Carisoprodol is widely sold over at IndiaMart, where you can find the rest of the components. 2000mg is enough to dull the pain of SN.

I'm from the Philippines but I can vouch for the legitimacy of Carisoprodol sellers and benzo sales. That's where I got extra Xanax for my protocol, and the Carisoprodol itself.
Hello, I've DM'd you. But I am not sure if it reached you, I'm new here. can you please tell me what online markets that I can access in India? Are they MIC and/or DSL? Please give me some clues.
 
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thunderrous

Member
Sep 9, 2025
11
I've successfully scored from India, Kol. Have loads excess though majority got confiscated in last attempt. Can DM source.
 
crossingtheriver

crossingtheriver

Member
Jun 11, 2026
45
I've successfully scored from India, Kol. Have loads excess though majority got confiscated in last attempt. Can DM source.
Hi @thunderrous I have created a private conversation with you. Please share the source with me. Please.
 

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