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How do I purchase SN in the UK? Seems they only sell to educational establishments and no private addresses. Ridiculous.

The fact I can't even get my hands on it makes me want to end it even more. How depressing. And they call this "freedom".

I'm really really very tempted to do it as soon as I can. I've had enough. Tired of my heart hurting everyday. Tired of living with autism. Tired of being abandoned and nobody caring.
 
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lostonetoo

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Jul 24, 2024
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I cannot understand the problem you are encountering. I search 'buy sodium nitrate uk' and the first result is a very genuine legal looking website registered in the uk selling all kinds of chemicals, in SN at 99% purity, they ship anyhwere in UK and even offer local pick up options
 
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Jul 24, 2024
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I cannot understand the problem you are encountering. I search 'buy sodium nitrate uk' and the first result is a very genuine legal looking website registered in the uk selling all kinds of chemicals, in SN at 99% purity, they ship anyhwere in UK and even offer local pick up options

It's sodium nitrite that's required not nitrate.

Have you tried to purchase from this legit looking site? Because I guarantee they don't sell to private users at domestic addresses for a start.
 
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lostonetoo

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How do I purchase SN in the UK? Seems they only sell to educational establishments and no private addresses. Ridiculous.

The fact I can't even get my hands on it makes me want to end it even more. How depressing. And they call this "freedom".

I'm really really very tempted to do it as soon as I can. I've had enough. Tired of my heart hurting everyday. Tired of living with autism. Tired of being abandoned and nobody caring.
I hope you are not detecable on here, this site is being monitored by uk law enforcement. My friend had a visit from the police after searching suicides on this site then ordering SN on AMazon. (dont think he got the correct type)
 
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lostonetoo

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Jul 24, 2024
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It's sodium nitrite that's required not nitrate.

Have you tried to purchase from this legit looking site? Because I guarantee they don't sell to private users at domestic addresses for a start.
I went as far as the payment page it asked me nothing
 
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lostonetoo

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Jul 24, 2024
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As I said above, it's Sodium Nitrite that is required not Nitrate, two different compounds, you're looking for NaNO₂.
ok I could see how many would mistake it for what they need actually states sodium nitrate 99% purity, actually not my chosen method anyhow just considering a back up plan
 
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Jul 24, 2024
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ok I could see how many would mistake it for what they need actually states sodium nitrate 99% purity, actually not my chosen method anyhow just considering a back up plan
A lot of people do, recently someone ingested a large amount of Nitrate instead of Nitrite not realising and of course nothing happened, well they didn't CTB anyway, however I would imagine it would still cause a lot of discomfort and potential issues down the line.
 
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Jul 22, 2024
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Great so nobody managed to answer my question. I'm in pain, I want to die, and nobody is helping? I need SN. Yes, that's sodium NITRITE, ffs. Not nitrate. You can't do **** with that.
I hope you are not detecable on here, this site is being monitored by uk law enforcement. My friend had a visit from the police after searching suicides on this site then ordering SN on AMazon. (dont think he got the correct type)
What a load of BS. So I get no say in being alive but the moment I want to end it, I get pigs showing up at my door? God I hate the world.
 
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RazorWing

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Oct 16, 2023
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I am from the UK too and yes SN and other ingredients needed for this method are extremely hard to get. I would suggest perhaps looking at an alternative way of CTB. I plan on the inert gas method as all components are easy to get in the UK but requires a little setup and understanding but then again, SN requires following a recipe to CTB correctly.
 
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Jul 11, 2024
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Look for sources abroad. Portugal or Poland. They won't deliver to the UK but you can use a mail forwarding service and get it delivered it to you that way. One thing to consider is how they package it and if it would lead to a welfare check.
 
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Jul 23, 2024
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I hope you are not detecable on here, this site is being monitored by uk law enforcement. My friend had a visit from the police after searching suicides on this site then ordering SN on AMazon. (dont think he got the correct type)
They monitor anyone attempting to purchase heavily restricted chemicals that could be used to manufacture things that go boom. SN meets that criteria.
 
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Jul 22, 2024
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Great. So my only option is to die an agonising death that'll likely fail. Wonderful.
 
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LifeQuitter

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Jul 11, 2024
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I found a few sources being talked about on the discord server, I also saw a couple on here in threads where they mention where they got it from and only abbreviated the vowels, which was easy to work out. Also seen pictures of bottles that have the label on and saw what brand which can be googled.
 
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Your account is way to young to be asking. Let people get ti know you a bit first
 
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