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About 3 weeks to Australia. Once it's sent you can track the order on dmc website / aftership. And then when it shows up as received in your country on aftership, you can use the same tracking number on the postal service in your country. It took a lot longer than I was quoted, it sat at random ports giving me crazy anxiety, some people have had theirs stop randomly in the Netherlands I believe??? But I got it eventually & was so relieved. Good luck.
I think it depends on how much communication you have via that method. I don't think they automatically send you that unless you've been asking for updates. I did. But their website has order tracking which links to aftership, that I described a bit upthread
Interesting. He told me "it will literally be [on the way] today or tomorrow", yesterday. So I guess today? If not I'll be a little more skeptical.. hopefully I found the right site..
Just got shipment confirmation. I guess I didn't want to feel like I was pestering him. He's a really cool guy to talk to!
Im in treatment, but had you read any of my messages you'd likely see I'm still suicidal and said the treatment has not helped my suicidal ideation at all. To which someone said I just wasn't patient enough. LOL
No, I read your posts and know that you attempted 12 weeks ago and are still "chronically suicidal" as you said. I had gotten the impression that you didn't want to attempt again and that it is difficult to recover.
Eh, if I felt even a tiny bit of hope somewhere along my recovery journey that the suicidal ideation would cease or at least ease up, I would maybe be able to recover. But at this point in my journey, I'm tired and I either want to stop wanting to die or just be dead already. Sometimes I've questioned ordering the SN because I think having it available is likely a bad idea, on the flip side, I don't have much ambition to prevent myself from using it rn.
