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average-joe4

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May 19, 2025
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Are there many bad experiences with SN? I saw someone said it might not be as peaceful as it seems
 
before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
119
Well, your heart rate does increase, it might make you vomit, etc. I feel like I've seen people describe a mild headache.

But that is nothing compared to, say, a gunshot, impact from a high fall, the slow pain of an overdose, choking to death, etc...
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
693
The pain is moderate. Vomiting in general is not an easy experience. My last attempt I took a bunch of pills. In the ER I vomited a lot out it hurt like hell but I wouldn't say it's as worse as getting a cut. Probably 6 or 7 out of 10. You feel like as if you are about to throw up your guts outside of your mouth.

People call it peaceful because it's easily accessible and doesn't give you much pain. But it's not like a gunshot wound to the head or an opioid/benzo OD where you just die off calmly. If you ever seen that one vid of that one person from this forum recording their own death using SN you could see some discomfort throughout the vid. They vomited and looked like they had a bad headache but that was all I believe. They just slept thru the rest of the hours.
 

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