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landslide12

landslide12

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Does your body move after unconsciousness set in?
 
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I feel like the only way to know for sure is if someone video recorded the suicide...
 
Querry1

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Aug 16, 2018
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Did you take any ani-emetic or any acid reducer?
Nah, just painkiller - now I have bought both antiemetic and acid reducer and I'm free to go at any time, it's such a comfort to just have it by your side.

I can't really say how crucial those are. I'd recommend having 8 hours of not getting interrupted, if your parents might come to your room I'd recommend booking a hotel or something.
 
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Nah, just painkiller - now I have bought both antiemetic and acid reducer and I'm free to go at any time, it's such a comfort to just have it by your side.

I can't really say how crucial those are. I'd recommend having 8 hours of not getting interrupted, if your parents might come to your room I'd recommend booking a hotel or something.
What happened last time? Did you take 20g SN but no antiemetic and acid reducer?
I guess you were sick and it didn't stay down?
 
Querry1

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life is unfair, ctb or get away
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What happened last time? Did you take 20g SN but no antiemetic and acid reducer?
I guess you were sick and it didn't stay down?



You can find post after clicking on my profile, there's whole thread about my attempt. I got hospitalized, went to psych ward, since then I'm moderately happily living, might have been life changing experience and I'm full serious, don't know why that happened. If life goes to shit again I'm free to go.
 
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landslide12

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Nah, just painkiller - now I have bought both antiemetic and acid reducer and I'm free to go at any time, it's such a comfort to just have it by your side.

I can't really say how crucial those are. I'd recommend having 8 hours of not getting interrupted, if your parents might come to your room I'd recommend booking a hotel or something.
No they have never bothered me when my light is off, im just afraid that i might move too much and alert them
 
Querry1

Querry1

life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
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No they have never bothered me when my light is off, im just afraid that i might move too much and alert them

After you get unconcious from the informations I've gathered you don't move too much, it's like falling asleep if you do everything right, but you never really know and got to be precatious.
 
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May 29, 2019
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No they have never bothered me when my light is off, im just afraid that i might move too much and alert them

I'm in a similar situation as you. Just received all of the ingredients necessary for the SN method. Not sure if I'll carry it out tonight. How are you feeling? Nervous?
 
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May 25, 2019
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Nah, just painkiller - now I have bought both antiemetic and acid reducer and I'm free to go at any time, it's such a comfort to just have it by your side.

I can't really say how crucial those are. I'd recommend having 8 hours of not getting interrupted, if your parents might come to your room I'd recommend booking a hotel or something.
Sn take 8 hrs to kill someone?
 
Querry1

Querry1

life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
180
Sn take 8 hrs to kill someone?

I didn't say anything like that, but it may take longer than usual, so just to make sure no one finds you within that period of time, for me it was something like an hour before I've fallen unconcious and I think another hour to kill me. I've read that someone has fallen unconcious after 30-40 mins, so it's individual.
 
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I'm in a similar situation as you. Just received all of the ingredients necessary for the SN method. Not sure if I'll carry it out tonight. How are you feeling? Nervous?
No not nervous, I actually feel relief
 
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