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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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I wanted to inquire about the alleged peacefulness of the SN method if followed exactly. I really am concerned that I will be wide awake through the process. I dont want to take too much of it. Just enough to do the trick. Is there a way to prevent freakouts right after taking it. I am thinking of putting it in capsules rather than diluted in water as i really dont want to taste it. Is that possible?
 
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JackTheStripper

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Yeah, u can use capsules if you want to^^
Or you could just mix it with some coke and drink it.
If you rly want it to be painless you'd need some beta blockers (to reduce your heart rate, since SN makes your heart go crazy), metos ofcourse to avoid puking and some strong painkillers like Tramadol, just in case.

But what I've read from other ppl on this site so far, SN is almost painless (some experience headaches or nausea, but nothing too bad).

My best friend died of SN and, according to the police, he didn't suffer.
He just used metos and SN tho, so beta blockers and pain meds are optional.
But, you know, better be safe than sorry^-^

Besides, the lethal dose of SN is 1g. So 25g is actually waaaaay too much.
So it'll work with 5g as well and less SN equals less pain.
 
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Snake of Eden

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Jun 22, 2021
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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I wanted to inquire about the alleged peacefulness of the SN method if followed exactly. I really am concerned that I will be wide awake through the process. I dont want to take too much of it. Just enough to do the trick. Is there a way to prevent freakouts right after taking it. I am thinking of putting it in capsules rather than diluted in water as i really dont want to taste it. Is that possible?
This has been discussed at length so it's best to use the search function and read on all the information that is here on this.

I see one answer here that is not correct so research this please.
 
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Snake of Eden

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Jun 22, 2021
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This has been discussed at length so it's best to use the search function and read on all the information that is here on this.

I see one answer here that is not correct so research this please.
Ok thank you
Yeah, u can use capsules if you want to^^
Or you could just mix it with some coke and drink it.
If you rly want it to be painless you'd need some beta blockers (to reduce your heart rate, since SN makes your heart go crazy), metos ofcourse to avoid puking and some strong painkillers like Tramadol, just in case.

But what I've read from other ppl on this site so far, SN is almost painless (some experience headaches or nausea, but nothing too bad).

My best friend died of SN and, according to the police, he didn't suffer.
He just used metos and SN tho, so beta blockers and pain meds are optional.
But, you know, better be safe than sorry^-^

Besides, the lethal dose of SN is 1g. So 25g is actually waaaaay too much.
So it'll work with 5g as well and less SN equals less pain.
I think so too. I will work with 5 grams. The less the better for me. Thank you
 
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Apr 29, 2018
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Yeah, u can use capsules if you want to^^
Or you could just mix it with some coke and drink it.
If you rly want it to be painless you'd need some beta blockers (to reduce your heart rate, since SN makes your heart go crazy), metos ofcourse to avoid puking and some strong painkillers like Tramadol, just in case.

But what I've read from other ppl on this site so far, SN is almost painless (some experience headaches or nausea, but nothing too bad).

My best friend died of SN and, according to the police, he didn't suffer.
He just used metos and SN tho, so beta blockers and pain meds are optional.
But, you know, better be safe than sorry^-^

Besides, the lethal dose of SN is 1g. So 25g is actually waaaaay too much.
So it'll work with 5g as well and less SN equals less pain.
how did they know he didn't suffer if they didn't experience it themselves?
 
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Claimingmylife

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May 1, 2021
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I wanted to inquire about the alleged peacefulness of the SN method if followed exactly. I really am concerned that I will be wide awake through the process. I dont want to take too much of it. Just enough to do the trick. Is there a way to prevent freakouts right after taking it. I am thinking of putting it in capsules rather than diluted in water as i really dont want to taste it. Is that possible?

It's hard to tell because nobody who successfully died by SN came back to give a testimony. But overall, the likely answer is that it should not be painful (maybe a mild headache but that's it) but you WILL get nauseous and you WILL most likely puke (even if you take antiemetics). You WILL also experience tachycardia (fast heartrate), which most people find to be unpleasant, unless you take beta-blockers. That's the two effects that you can't reasonably hope to avoid.

What happens afterwards... nobody really knows. In theory, you should get unconscious and, still in theory, you should not suffer from a feeling of asphyxiation ("air hunger"). But that's the theory. In practice, some testimonies from this very forum of people who watched someone die from SN makes me think that it may not be as peaceful as I was initially told.
 
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JackTheStripper

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Dec 26, 2020
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Would 5g be enough though? If so, why is everyone chugging back between 20-30g?
The lethal dose is 1g. So yeah it'll work with 5g too^-^
Ppl use so much of it, bc they think the more they chug the better it'll work.
Which is not true, actually^^"

A close friend of mine experimented a bit with SN. He took 2g and ended in the ER. They had to reanimate him 6 times.
 
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Rae82

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Jun 4, 2021
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The lethal dose is 1g. So yeah it'll work with 5g too^-^
Ppl use so much of it, bc they think the more they chug the better it'll work.
Which is not true, actually^^"

A close friend of mine experimented a bit with SN. He took 2g and ended in the ER. They had to reanimate him 6 times.
I wonder if I could get away with a 15g dose because maybe that would be easier to keep down as well?
The lethal dose is 1g. So yeah it'll work with 5g too^-^
Ppl use so much of it, bc they think the more they chug the better it'll work.
Which is not true, actually^^"

A close friend of mine experimented a bit with SN. He took 2g and ended in the ER. They had to reanimate him 6 times.
Did he vomit?
 
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JackTheStripper

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Dec 26, 2020
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I wonder if I could get away with a 15g dose because maybe that would be easier to keep down as well?

Did he vomit?
No he didn't. Atleast not on purpose.
The doctors in the ER thought he might've poisoned himself (he didn't tell them about the SN) so they made him throw up. But even after that the SN still continued working.

He mixed 2g SN with coke. He didn't even fast (he ate 3 hours ago, lol).
He didn't take meto either. He just watched his blood oxygen drop and when it dropped too low he drove to the ER, bc he didn't wanna die. As I said, he just wanted to experiment a bit with it.

He called me after being released and told me that he didn't feel any pain or even discomfort. When his heart stopped it felt to him like he just fall asleep.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
I just got released yesterday from the hospital after using SN (I was silly and impulsive after being upset). It's not super peaceful for some unless they take precautions to take benzos or tramadol to be unconscious throughout. Also, it's very effective in killing within an hour without intervention. I did gasp for air before I collapse and being given oxygen helped with the discomfort. So it's best to be unconscious.
 
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I just got released yesterday from the hospital after using SN (I was silly and impulsive after being upset). It's not super peaceful for some unless they take precautions to take benzos or tramadol to be unconscious throughout. Also, it's very effective in killing within an hour without intervention. I did gasp for air before I collapse and being given oxygen helped with the discomfort. So it's best to be unconscious.
Did you felt sufocated?
 
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supermario

Experienced
Oct 21, 2021
233
Yes. I had to take off my face mask in public when I collapsed.

Did you take the SN at home, and what protocol did you follow? How long after were you found? Thanks for sharing your experience, it's invaluable for anyone considering SN.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Did you take the SN at home, and what protocol did you follow? How long after were you found? Thanks for sharing your experience, it's invaluable for anyone considering SN.
SN was taken on impulse when out after a medical appointment. I fasted for 12 hours, did not vomit and collapse because the effects took place very quickly within half hour (the tarchycardia is the worse bit for me, as well as drop in blood pressure).

I will use SN though when I get serious in attempting. But I'll likely go for a place where I can lie down comfortably and doze off with benzos in my system.
 
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Aug 23, 2021
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SN was taken on impulse when out after a medical appointment. I fasted for 12 hours, did not vomit and collapse because the effects took place very quickly within half hour (the tarchycardia is the worse bit for me, as well as drop in blood pressure).

I will use SN though when I get serious in attempting. But I'll likely go for a place where I can lie down comfortably and doze off with benzos in my system.
Yeah I heard that you're supposed to sit down/lay down when you take it. maybe that's what caused the suffocating feeling :( I'm sorry you went through that, and I hope you feel better now and that you find peace in your life (or death)
 
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supermario

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SN was taken on impulse when out after a medical appointment. I fasted for 12 hours, did not vomit and collapse because the effects took place very quickly within half hour (the tarchycardia is the worse bit for me, as well as drop in blood pressure).

I will use SN though when I get serious in attempting. But I'll likely go for a place where I can lie down comfortably and doze off with benzos in my system.

Thanks again for sharing those details, like I said, it's absolutely invaluable to all of us considering SN I think.

Did you take anything other than SN, like meto, antacid etc?
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Yes. Meto 20mg was taken 1.5 hours prior to SN. No nausea but that SN is darn salty. I took around 2 teaspoon of SN, not a table spoon.
 
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supermario

Experienced
Oct 21, 2021
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Yes. Meto 20mg was taken 1.5 hours prior to SN. No nausea but that SN is darn salty. I took around 2 teaspoon of SN, not a table spoon.

Honestly it sounds like you were reasonably prepared minus the SN dosage.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Honestly it sounds like you were reasonably prepared minus the SN dosage.
SN dosage was enough. It's too salty even after being dissolved in around 50ml of water. Very hard to chug down. Doctor says the concentration of the 'poison' that they were suspecting was enough to kill me without intervention. Mine was the first case ever in my country and they managed to get input from a toxicologist on call from the flagship hospital otherwise I would have died without the antidote.
 
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supermario

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SN dosage was enough. It's too salty even after being dissolved in around 50ml of water. Very hard to chug down. Doctor says the concentration of the 'poison' that they were suspecting was enough to kill me without intervention. Mine was the first case ever in my country and they managed to get input from a toxicologist on call from the flagship hospital otherwise I would have died without the antidote.

Did you seek help yourself, or was discovered? Not losing consciousness seems to be the scariest thing imaginable.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Did you seek help yourself, or was discovered? Not losing consciousness seems to be the scariest thing imaginable.
I sought help as I was overwhelmed by the racing heartbeat and gasping for air.

The next time it happens, it has to be in a hotel room, pronto.
 
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supermario

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Oct 21, 2021
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I sought help as I was overwhelmed by the racing heartbeat and gasping for air.

The next time it happens, it has to be in a hotel room, pronto.

I've considered a hotel room too, but precisely due to the SI issue you mentioned, I'm leaning towards doing it outside in the woods.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
I've considered a hotel room too, but precisely due to the SI issue you mentioned, I'm leaning towards doing it outside in the woods.
I do still struggle with the SI and I do not wish to hurt innocents by traumatising them with my dead body. I do wish the doctors couldn't find the antidote and I passed on. Less traumatising for everyone.

There's no woods in my country. Space is a luxury where I am.
 
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supermario

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Oct 21, 2021
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I do still struggle with the SI and I do not wish to hurt innocents by traumatising them with my dead body. I do wish the doctors couldn't find the antidote and I passed on. Less traumatising for everyone.

There's no woods in my country. Space is a luxury where I am.

That's really tough spot to be in, I'm sorry to hear that. It makes sense then to load up on benzos so you minimize the chance of being conscious and seeking help.
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
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I just got released yesterday from the hospital after using SN (I was silly and impulsive after being upset). It's not super peaceful for some unless they take precautions to take benzos or tramadol to be unconscious throughout. Also, it's very effective in killing within an hour without intervention. I did gasp for air before I collapse and being given oxygen helped with the discomfort. So it's best to be unconscious.
What doseage of Benzos do you think you'd take. I'm now considering Benzos as essential as Meto for this method.
SN dosage was enough. It's too salty even after being dissolved in around 50ml of water. Very hard to chug down. Doctor says the concentration of the 'poison' that they were suspecting was enough to kill me without intervention. Mine was the first case ever in my country and they managed to get input from a toxicologist on call from the flagship hospital otherwise I would have died without the antidote.
Interesting. So you probably only had like 12g.. Do you mind if I ask how much you weigh approximately?
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
What doseage of Benzos do you think you'd take. I'm now considering Benzos as essential as Meto for this method.
I might go for an amount that will help me sleep within 20 mins. 10mg Valium or 3mg lorazepam 🤷🏻‍♀️ Different strokes for different folks....
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I might go for an amount that will help me sleep within 20 mins. 10mg Valium or 3mg lorazepam 🤷🏻‍♀️ Different strokes for different folks....
Thank you for your advice. I could easily get Benzos I think, and that might up the peacefulness of SN very close to N.

A chemist in the SN megathread also suggested taking Benzos right before the SN. I guess it is necessary to experiment with Benzos prior to see how it reacts with specific brain and body.
 
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