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eupdplishlp

eupdplishlp

Please share with me what you are bearing
Jul 15, 2025
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Hi, I recenty ordered sn but only could find 1kg which is why it got stopped at the boarder. I have tried many methods to ctb all left me in a lot of pain and aren't accesible to me now. This is the only way I feel I will have peace of mind. Please if anyone knows of where I can buy more pm me.

to add I had a welfare check and there are no reprecussions by law. I even told them I ordered it to ctb they disagreed with my decision but they had no power to do anything so left without any consequences
 
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If you order more and you order internationally again, then customs will be involved again. You need a local supplier, and then you have no issues with customs.
 
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It's just so cruel and dreadful to me how painless, guaranteed ways to permanently cease existing are made inaccessible, I also wish for the same, all I want is peace from this torturous and futile existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have that, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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May 21, 2025
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Hi, I recenty ordered sn but only could find 1kg which is why it got stopped at the boarder. I have tried many methods to ctb all left me in a lot of pain and aren't accesible to me now. This is the only way I feel I will have peace of mind. Please if anyone knows of where I can buy more pm me.

What country were you getting it sent to?
What country did you order from?

Don't name your source (I think that's considered not acceptable in public threads), but I think it may be the source that is being monitored and triggers a welfare check.
 
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eupdplishlp

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Jul 15, 2025
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What country were you getting it sent to?
What country did you order from?

Don't name your source (I think that's considered not acceptable in public threads), but I think it may be the source that is being monitored and triggers a welfare check.
hi i will pm you
 
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eupdplishlp

Please share with me what you are bearing
Jul 15, 2025
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If you order more and you order internationally again, then customs will be involved again. You need a local supplier, and then you have no issues with customs.
I am in uk, worst place and have found no sources in my country. online I can only find 500 grams minimum. There is also no reprecussions for buying this product by law
 
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lonely swiss

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Jul 30, 2025
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I am in uk, worst place and have found no sources in my country. online I can only find 500 grams minimum. There is also no reprecussions for buying this product by law
Same problem for me, I am in Switzerland
 
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Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
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they had no power to do anything
This is ridiculous. While I disagree with the mainstream idea to put people into mental hospitals for it, if they can't even do that, then what do they think is going to happen.. What a strange world.
 
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I'm so worried about ordering now, I'm also from UK would love to hear if other people have got it in successfully
 

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